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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period.
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
alot of ppl sick leh! i miss the twins! try to follow this story : D & if you dont get the story in the end, JUST PLAY ALONG! here it goes : D x & y are guys, while a&b are girls. x likes b, but thinks that she's too minah so he wonders wat happens when he says that he dont like her to b. but when this happens, b can always depend on y for consolation but now the problem is y likes a and y doesn't noe if a has the same feelings towards y. CONCLUSION -: y has alot of admirers, for an ugly person : D THE LIST GOES ON (: Tuesday, April 29, 2008
juat came back from school. satyed back for awhile. cauaw we tot got science test! then in the end dont have! ms neo! wasting our time! ahaha, nvm, can stay back with the guys i when i mean guys, i really meean guys. the girls all ditched me. sometimes i wonder why i make friends with ya'll. and hannah, the least you could do was wait with me. and yet u went with them. i mean its ur rights lar, but then... nvm, i explain also i dont think u would understand. ur just like them, ditching ppl. anyways, today when i was walking home, kathleen was beside me. then she kept looking back. she tot i stalker or something. she doesn't even realise that i was her neighbour! so sad hor! ppl this days! haiyo! WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO!? benjamin, ur at fault! THE LIST GOES ON(: Monday, April 28, 2008
ouh, ya! i met rachel! on saturday last week : D happy? ahahah! today ponteng school! its for a good reason ok! got into a car accident! the second time was more worse to be honest i would noe how the first one felt like, cause it happened like wat, 10 YEARS AGO? haha! the freaking mitsubishi go bang our car! kayu lar! then go medical check-up, did an x-ray on my skull. cause i hit my head on the roof of the car. so shiok. ahaha! now staying home blogging! found out that i got 20/25 for GEOGRAPHY! yes ah! and i didn't study(: ahaha! i rock : D then got 17/20 for LITERATURE! my not so favourite sub. yes ah! mt i donnoe, HANNAH! nvm nvm. u did alot liao! wooo hooo! accidents rock! especially road ones(: i love changi genaral hospital! THE LIST GOES ON(: Sunday, April 27, 2008
i'm bored, so let's blog! now i noe how u ppl feel! i'm still in the situation(: so sian, nvm, can survive! i will survive! i must survive! i need bens&jerrys! yesterday, i went borders! go buy the gossip girls book! so i currently have 2 eps(: A WHOLE DAY AT PARKWAY! 5 hours to be exacts. go all around the freaking place to find a perfect laptop for our use(: in the end we bought a MACBOOK PRO! i'm not boasting(: just to let u all noe lar,, hate me if you mst unless, u hate me already: D i'm making a point ppl(: and yuankai! sorry couldn't make it today. need to do housework lar! my house very anqang(: i donnoe how to spell mind my chinese spelling(: i only pro at speaking chinese! THE LIST GOES ON(: Friday, April 25, 2008
today was english&malay paper 1! cmi it lar! i hope so. then everyone had the same recess! so i met yi xian, sebestian, rasyid, haziq, shafwan, zuhree, sheikh, selenger, afiq, hassan, oscar, priscilla, nurina, izzaty, asyiqin! ahaha, alot lar! THE LIST GOES ON(: Wednesday, April 23, 2008
damn flirt lar they 2! they seriously very compatible. both of them same register no. waaaah! my heart break! my foot lar. break for wat? he not worth it lor! no stamina some more! wth! only can rnu short distance who cannot? i tell you yuankai jia chen wenhao much better then you lar! cb. i dont want to hang out with u all ready. ur much better off without me. cause i dont see the point of hanging out with ya'll when you all can't even notice me gone take monday for example. u all playing truth or dare, never invite. and then when i approach ya'll, u quickly say everyone's welcomed/invited. you think wat? i stupid, dont noe what you all thinking? AND YOU FLIRT! i have nothing to say. like i said, you two are better off together. wish you all the best(: qe sera sera whatever will be will be THE LIST GOES ON(: Tuesday, April 22, 2008
here are the wishes for today(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUHREE! HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY ZUHREE! HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY FAUZI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYA! HAPPY EARTH DAY PEOPLE! i totally forgot about it(: SORRY! -treat the earth well pls! ur gonna live ONCE! thank you(: Monday, April 21, 2008
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS! FROM MISTIKA ISMAIL(: & COMPANY. my blogskin is totally bummed): who cares, i got a new one(: not my creation. OBVIOUSLY! being self-centered lately. donnoe why. being tooo jealous i guess wat can i say? i'm recovered! i think the bubble tea helped(: we avoided them the whole day hannah! our mission is accomplished! get fauzi something nice would you? ahaha! THE LIST GOES ON(: Sunday, April 20, 2008
i'm waiting for the show gossip girls to load, so until then, i'm gonna post(: yesterday carnival day was bummed, cause RACHEL TAN ZHEN-YI didn't come! nevermind lar, there's always next year, and the year after, and the year after that(: but who's counting? then yesterday i got a fever! 39 degrees celcius! i was so stubborn i didnt go home. nothing to do wat! then we lepak at the skate park near the library. kenneth anyhow invited himself sia! then i also felt left out): i so emo! but i wouldn't be emo if u all dont act like this rite! i'm guessing you ppl have no idea wat i'm talking about, rite? ahaha! then just now he go online, then all of a sudden he went off! wth! he scared of me issit? if he scared then dont talk to me lar! talk to her instead! fickle minded lar these ppl! then again, aren't they always? i have no idea wat the hell i'm talking about! &dont get me started on the money we spent! THE LIST GOES ON(: Thursday, April 17, 2008
just when i tot i was getting slimmer;; i grew fatter! ahaha, i think the soya bean is at fault(: i love this song! so addicted(: i thank eryani for sending me this song. changing already lar. to paramore - fences. all nice nice songs wan(: don't worry ppl out there(: alysaaa! i need ur url, i wanna link(: and to you&hidayah, thanks for comforting me(: and other ppl i forgot to mention(: ahahaha! i so bad; haiya, i ain't the only one(: crap lar! today beep test. damn pissed lar! 4 FREAKING STAGES THEN I CAN PASS! wth! nvm, next year can make it. dont worry, need to beat yanru(: THE LIST GOES ON(: Wednesday, April 16, 2008
CARNIVAL DAY IS DRAWING NEAR! hahaha, not stressed up anymore(: so so good(: nice feeling. then today stay back and slack! today i very lucky. here the story begins(: today after recess got ASLS;; you dont have to noe the meaning, its not ur business(: then me, siti, yani, hannah& nabila was like late. slacker mah, like wat yuankai says, slackers move the slacker way(: then in the end i sat in between yuankai and kenneth! my brothers(: so so lucky(: too bad 1e4 wasn't sitting next to 1e5, if not i'll be surrounded by my closest guy friends(: haha,, so you can say i'm not that lucky(: tomorrow got D&T! haha, finish the imageboard liao, damn suckish lar! i want HOME ECONS! wth! hope we dont get MS WONG! that old hag! haha(: i want B&J(: pls enlighten my soul(: THE LIST GOES ON(: Tuesday, April 15, 2008
i want to conquer most of the flavours(: BENS&JERRYS;; ILY(: yeah, got a lot of time(: hahahaha! today stay back need to pack the goodies(: damn stress out sia! carlyn keep asking me things that the facilities manager suppose to answer eh! forget it, our class hopeless one. i so bad. no i very guai(: as if! then for no reason i shouted(: luckily there's SITI!NABILA!ERYANI!ALYSSA!HIDAYAH!AMIRAH!YIXIAN!HAZIQ!ALI!ZUHREE! to cheer me up(: haha(: too many friends, soooo little time(: then today i chiong for my maths arh! so dedicated! ILY mr yeo! haha, lol, so obsessed over maths(: then art was ok lar(: the same nagging and stuff! THE LIST GOES ON(: Monday, April 14, 2008
i suddenly have a crave for HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! haha, donnoe what happen.... so sian(: just came back from training, yet again he waited for me. he seriously have nothing to do sia! why not got play hockey or something! ouh ya, today S.H.Y go pour water on him! fun sia! then he was like drenched(: ahahaha! so fun! then again, he seriously got a thing about me eh! wth, i'm so lucky(: haha! so many admirers(: cheycheychey(: i want to search for a new song! leave any suggestions in the freaking cbox(: pls&thankyou! THE LIST GOES ON(: Sunday, April 13, 2008
Are u wearing a necklace? -nope(: Who is the main person you talk to in each of your classes? -AMANDA! SHERMAN! HANNAH! Do you like school? -i guess so? What color is your shirt? -light blue(: How many bedrooms do you have in your house? -5 i guess? What song are you listening to?. - ADELE! chasing pavements(: What was the last mall you've been to? -PARKWAY PARADE! Are you alone? -no, mum's at home(: Do you have any older siblings? - yeah, my sister(: Who was the last person to call you? -YI XIAN! SIAO TING TONG(: Who was the last person who texted you? - YI XIAN! What time is it? -10.01PM What should you be doing? -sleeping(: Who is the last person you meet? -MUMMY! Did you go out to eat yesterday? - i dont think so(: What are you thinking about right now? -whether the prank would work XD What color are your pants? -beige What color is your keyboard? -BLACK! What do you feel like eating/drinking? -milo/double cheeseburger What is the last word you wrote? -bottom(: its for D&T! Are you bored? -yeah! Last thing you drank? -my medicine(: Who do you love? -my family! What are you doing right now? -what do you think i'm doing? What are you looking at now? -the freakking monitor! What's the last words you said? -urgg, no(: haha! CREDITS TO HANNAH(: let's take candidate A to be x and candidate B to be z. now x is sweet, too sweet to be exact. but z is too coward to tell me his feelings towards me and expects my dear friend, to ask him. how coward can he be? at least x has the guts to tell me, i dont mind if its through sms, as long as you tell me! now we're the bestest of friends(: so z, you shouldn't have lied(: if not you wouldn'[t be in this position(: THE LIST GOES ON(: Saturday, April 12, 2008
to you-noe-who, i knew it like long time ago. cause isn't it obvious? guys dont hang out with me for fun, unless they have a thing for me, which most guys dont. so there you have it, my REAL answer to ur question(: ahhh! i'm sick! i deserve it(: haha, THE LIST GOES ON(: I've made up my mind, No need to think it over, If i'm wrong I aint right No need to look no further, This ain't lust, This is love but, If i tell the world I'll never say enough Cause it was not said to you, And thats exactly what i need to do If i'm in love with you, Should i give up Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere, Or would it be a waste? Even If i knew my place should i leave it there? Should i give up, Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere I'd build myself up, And fly around in circles, Wait then as my heart drops, and my back begins to tingle finally could this be it Should i give up, Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere, Or would it be a waste? Even If i knew my place should i leave it there? Should i give up, Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere Should i give up, Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere Or would it be a waste? Even If i knew my place should i leave it there? Should i give up, Or should i just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere YOU CONFESSED! haha, i like you too(: as a friend(: dont get the wrong idea, we'll be VERY VERY good friend(: thanks for waiting! haha, i'll wait for you, someday(: THE LIST GOES ON(: Thursday, April 10, 2008
today training with malik(: did burmese, very shiok(: D&T we finally did theory, INDIVIDUALY(: haha, i siao(: then, after d&t stay in class do my review! haha, slacking whole week! DEXTER! why never come training?? haha, nvm, nvm.. my imageboard is wet! omg! hope can still pass(:haha, i dont think mr seow would mind(: THE LIST GOES ON(: Tuesday, April 8, 2008
i forgot to mention that the picture above looks like MISS TAN SHIN SHIN! how freaky! haha(: just came back from coffee shop. go eat! so hungry, the food not that nice, i think going to have stomach ache(: !! haha, today got D&T test CMI lar, but i think alot of mistakes. then after D&T test got history, then recess! decided not to hang out with the clique, haha.. emo today(: then after recess got mt! CIKGU RAZALI came today): so so sad! haha... then after 2 periods we did CHINESE conversasional... ok lar, found out got test coming up, didn;t noe it exsisted(: then went up to class, to have maths! nothing much lar during maths, we finally did PROBLEM SUMS! haha. i hate problem sums): then after maths got ART! we printedour print? haha, then did discussion on our living in a box project.. guess wat? MAUNG PHONE is finally in our freakinng group! yay! i lmao just now, which led us to going home at 3pm! wth lar! after that slack at school(: weeee! so fun(: THE LIST GOES ON(: Monday, April 7, 2008
forgot to tell ya'll, CIKGU RAZALI DIDN'T COME TO CLASS TODAY! so for the whole 1 period, we SLACKED! so cool rite? haha(: THE LIST GOES ON(: Head under water, And they tell me to breathe easy for a while. The breathing gets harder, even I know that. You made room for me but it’s too soon to see, If I’m happy in your hands. I’m unusually hard to hold on to. Blank stares at blank pages. No easy way to say this. You mean well, but you make this hard on me. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you asked for it, 'Cause you need one, you see. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you tell me it's, Make or breaking this. If you’re on your way, I'm not gonna write you to stay. If all you have is leaving, I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today. Today. I learned the hard way, That they all say things you want to hear. My heavy heart sinks deep down under you, And your twisted words, your help just hurts. You are not what I thought you were. Hello to high and dry. Convinced me to please you. Made me think that I need this too. I’m trying to let you hear me as I am. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you asked for it, 'Cause you need one, you see. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you tell me it's, Make or breaking this. If you’re on your way, I'm not gonna write you to stay. If all you have is leaving, I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today. Promise me you'll leave the light on, To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone. 'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say, I won't write you a love song, 'Cause you asked for it, 'Cause you need one you see. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this. Is that why you wanted a love song, 'Cause you asked for it, 'Cause you need one you see. I’m not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this. If you’re on your way, I’m not gonna write you to stay. If your heart is nowhere in it, I don’t want it for a minute. Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to, Write you a love song today. Today. i lost all my links! ahhhh! nevermind, i can always go to other ppls blog and find(: haha(: today, got training, and again no teacher in charge(: mr lai go meeting or something lar(: today got GEOGRAPHY TEST! so sian! but i CMI! must be positive(: tomorrow got D&T test! nvm, tomorrow come school early early last minute mugging XD eh, __, if you want to get nominated for chairman next year, can you stop acting like a know-it-all?? anyway, i dont think anyone in our class gonna vote for you to become chairman cause of the freaking attitude you are showing! wth! pls lar, you keep asking other ppl questions that are not related to the topic we are discussing about! bodoh lar you! THE LIST GOES ON(: Saturday, April 5, 2008
I'm so proud of myself(: look at my skin! my own creation! credits go to the ppl who provide the css, but i modified it(: i'm such a brag; buts that's just the way it is(: hate me if you must(: i dont think i am gonna change the skin for a long time(: haha! lol(: btw, SHAM, BE JEALOUS(: HAHA(: THE LIST GOES ON(: Friday, April 4, 2008
WE OFFICIALLY MAKE FRIDAY our clique bonding DAY! haha, its gonna be fun, it was fun actually(: today we do all the crazy stuff we would usually do. haha! so fun! actually, today got cca phototaking! but then postpone cause Mr Ang was sick today. then have to wait again! i'm sick of waiting! today play monkey like hell arh! untill can play rugby, run with the ball all over the school. we testing the uniform groups. they not suppose to get distracted. they get distracted, they have to be put to task! haha! THE LIST GOES ON(: Wednesday, April 2, 2008
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