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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period.
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Friday, May 30, 2008
i seriously need fbt shorts. tomorrow i go bug my sister go shopping for fbt shorts. use my money. i seriously need fbt shorts! urghh, its a feeling i can't ignore. damn, stupid online shopping. why must collect so far? must have fbt shorts! x3 2 more freaking days! can't wait. woaini x3 Thursday, May 29, 2008
 this is cool, don't ya think? training again today. wah piang! damn painful lar my leg! wait, no, its my arm. :D wow! i'm surprised that yuankai came. so cool so cool. anyway, i can't log into FRIENDSTER! stupid FRIENDSTER! -.- wat to do? complain! nah, no time :D today we did physical first, then stroke then play game. all the normal stuff, as you can imagine :D there's a girl shouting outside. screaming something out in chinese. i think she ask her friend to come to her. whatever! don't give a toot! :D i'm posting random things here :D i think i heard wenhao's name! wahhahahaha! Wednesday, May 28, 2008
 My All Time Favourite Picture yeah, its a wednesday. tomorrow got that freaking training again. which reminds me, i haven't put salonpas on my injured area yet. damn! later i put lar. but then if i vomit again tomorrow, i seriously need to consult a doctor. ahaha :D but then seriously lar! pain eh! hannah might be right. she has point actually. let us contemplate :D Tuesday, May 27, 2008
today's training was alright. my foot lar! ahaha, tragic tragic. stupid 1e4 bastard! you think i care meh? my foot lar! do you think i care whether you still like me. & what bull shit is this? > '' i still think i like you. '' this is shit i tell you! ruin my mood. get lost lar. btw, i hate you. ahaha, ok, then today actually wanted to go bila's house, but then noone coming, so why bother? so bila. then told father going home at 4pm. sekali it rained! damn, so i quickly chiong to the bus-stop , in the end i got drenched in the rain, so i dont see the point of running. hehehe, well, this is me & my foolish ways. hate me if you must. today so entertaining! kenneth/brother kena punishment 6 times. ahahah! talkative mah. so do burpese. ahaha! so funny. :D i'm alone at home. sian! father go JB, mother & sister at work. coming home soon. i want to watch KUNFU PANDA! ahaha, so cute hor! alot of movies to cathch this month. wow, they sure know how to get money. show good movies during the holidays. nice one cinema ppl! keep it up! Monday, May 26, 2008
 hehehe, i wrote this!  :D kenneth was drenched in sea water US girls :D credits go to YUNJIA!  Island In The Sun I Love This Picture :D Credits Go To SHIMIN For The Photo-Taking :D 1. Are you in a complicated love situation? - nope. 2. Do you hate more than 3 people? - hmm, let me count. no, not now! 3. The last thing you drank? - coffee 4. Do you like beer? - i rest my case -.- 5. Is anyone in love with you? - he's not inlove with me, but he likes me 6. Pepsi or sprite? - pepsi, no doubt 7. Does look matter? - to me, yes! 8. What did you do last night? - computer, sleep. 9. Nick names? - mis, ika, monkey 10. If you had a super power, what would it be? - supersonic hearing, 11. Are you thinking about somebody right now? - yes, my friends :D 12. Ever called somebody Boo? - never do never will 13. Are you happy with your life right now? - uh-huh, its going great 14. Do you like your hair? - its my fringe that's the problem 15. Does anyone like you? - uh-huh, i don't get it though. 16. Are you afraid of the dark? - after a scary movie, yes :D 17. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? - yeah. 18. Can you cook? - surprisingly; YES! 19. What do you want more than anything right now? -w380i, the nikon camera 20. Relationship or one night stand? - one night stand :D 21. When was the last time you said "i love you"? - in real life? hmm, friday 22. they say youre so? - who's the they? if its the guy from 1n2, irritating. if its the ppl from 1e2,1e3,1e4,1e5, then its hyper! curse you 1n2! 23. single or taken? - Single, and i'm lovin; it! 24.happy? why? - happy, cause i'm through with this survey :D no offence survey ppl :D The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends. Do this because the person who filled it out before you didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. starting time: ; 2.33 pm Name: ; Mistika Ismail Sister/s: ; 1 brother/s: ; 0 Shoe size: ; 39 What are you wearing right now? ; tee and track pants Where do you live? ; Ubi Favorite Number/s: ; 10 Favorite Drinks: ; Caramel Frappacino Favorite Months ;Jan,June,December Favorite Breakfast: ; Prata with egg & fish curry ***********Have You Ever*********** Been on a plane: ; nah, not yet Been in a hot tub: ; ouhh, yeah! Swam in the ocean: ; loads of times Fallen asleep in school: ; uh-huh Broken someone's heart: ; nope Fell off your chair: ; i wont be that dumb Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: ; i wont stoop that low you know saved e-mails : ; delete e-mails? yes! ***********What is************ Your room like? ; hmm, a mess What's right beside you? ; pillows What is the last thing you ate? ;Mee HongKong -------------Ever Had------------- Chicken pox: ; nope! i'm chicken pox free! Sore throat: ; who doesn't? Stitches? ; every training -----------Do You----------- Believe in love at first sight? ; why not? Like picnics? ; no, love picnics. ----------Who---------- Who was the last person you danced with? ; ahaha, i dont dance Who last made you smile? ; hmm, my team Who did you last yell at? ; kenneth! ---------final Questions------------- What are you listening to right now? ; THE tv. What did you do today? ; stay at home, eat, did this survey Hate someone in your family? ; never! Diamond or pearl? ; Diamond Are you the Eldest? ; nope;.the youngest Indoors or outdoors? ; outdoors/indoors doesn't matter -------Today did you----------- 1. Talk to someone you like? ; yes! my father 2. Kiss anyone? ; nah 3. Get sick? ; of this survey? yes!. 5. Talked to an ex: ; i dont have one! 6. Miss someone: ; yes, my girls ----------Last person who---------- 7. You talked to on the phone? ; the dentist ----------Random-------------- 21. Have admired someone and still admiring him now? ; sometimes, when he plays soccer in school :D 22. What books are you reading right now?. ; gossip girl. book three 24. Future kids names? ; i can wait 25. Do u Sleep with stuffed animals? ; yes! my cow and pooh 26. What's under your bed? ; hmm, books? luggages. 28. Favorite locations: ; school, arcade, bowling alley, gym 29. Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like? ; not yet 32. Who do you really hate? ; hmm, that guy in 1e4 35. Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with? ; i dont get you 36. You lonely right now? ; yeah, everyone's gone! no lar 37. What time is it now? ; 2.41pm eh eh eh, i just found out something. nvm. not that important. some people are really busybodys huh? tsk tsk tsk... so disappointed. what has the world come to? i want to do bulletins, but then don' know where to find. haiz; BRING IT ON: all or nothing rocks man! so cool :D i want to watch prince caspian! but then dont know when then tomorrow got training, damn. lazy to go. hahaha. Sunday, May 25, 2008
ouh, how i love you HUIWEN! ❥ thanks for the tips & what not :D my very own life saver :D Saturday, May 24, 2008
today was a ball. ahh, east coast, how i love you :D ahaha, at first i thought that it would be a waste of my precious time, but then they proved me wrong. so fun! went bowling, then play games, and bond :D awwww! then play with water, while CAMWHORING! multi-taskers! how we wish we could turn back time :D Friday, May 23, 2008
STFU! that's all i have to say to you :D today got my results slip :D I got 9 points for my L1R4 & 11 points for my L1R5 :D once again, STFU! pls&thank you. to be honest hor, i didn't want to be you're friend. but i couldn't resist the temptation. :D dont get the wrong idea ppl! Thursday, May 22, 2008
guess wat? i ponteng today's training! woo hoo! i know, i'm such a bad captain. but then who would want to go training on the last day of school? haiya, 100% we kena sabboh d: hehehes :D then after history, school end liao. then immediately after ms shanti say, '' ok class, you may go for your d&t lesson '' me and nabila quickly quickly go down. wow! we were like rushing lar! in the end, mr seow haven't even come yet! wth! he came like 2:45pm like that! omg! he said he will close shop at 3pm. ya lar! my foot 3 pm! then in the end i threw my second masterpiece awaay :D ahahah, wasting acrylic :D the first one was cute lar, i can say i did a good job then after i threw the second one out, i talked to afiq & aaron. then benjamin say he dont like aaron, then i begin to pity that benjamin. cause he didn;t get the form. poor chairman :D cheer up! then afiq keep saying i look like rabbit -.- i mean, wth? ok lar, i know i somehow resemble an animal, but a rabbit? ahaha, nvm, rabbits are cute :D so i'm assuming he's saying that i'm cute :D awwww, that reminds me, i need to comment him .. ahahahah! stupid aaron. Tuesday, May 20, 2008
this is what i'm gonna say tomorrow to fatiha/yani -: ehemmm... :D " we've been noticing that you're beginning to act like a.. how do i put it, a bigshot./bitch. i mean, you're giving us this crap, thinking that we can handle it, i mean i can, but they\can't. so i suggest you stop acting so bitchy and start coming round to your senses. thanks you :D " hehehes :D crying will be guranteed :D Sunday, May 18, 2008
When will the Sun not shine and when will the World end? - the sun won't shine when the world ends, but its up to God, He's the superior one :D 2. What you want the most now? - i want to go to the pasar malam! 3. Do you believe in afterlife? - i don't see the problem not to 4. Do you hate your friends sometimes? - i'm already hating one of them right now! 5. When do you wish to die? - i don't know, but i have to someday. 6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? - yes! i saw one; once :D 7. What impossible things u would wish to do? - have supersonic hearing. 8. Do you believe in eternity love? - i dont get the question 9. Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide? - i''m not that mean 10. What feeling do you love most? - the being '' right '' kinda feeling; when i render a lot of people speechless 11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? - not to be too harsh : D 12. What feeling do you hate the most? - when i get picked to answer a question :D 13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? - STUPID QUESTION! 14. Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks? - holiday! 15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? - God&Family&Friends 16. Who do you hope to be always there for you? - Friends!. 17. Do you find life meaningless? - never! everything has its purpose 18. Who do you love the most? - God! Family! Friends! 19.what's on your mind at this moment? - Starbucks Saturday, May 17, 2008
i have to say kayaking rocks! but not the people who we have to share the experience with. wah piang! the 1T1 ppl very ungrateful eh! cause yesterday the instructor elected me to be his '' shouter '' i shall say. then at this point he cannot shout anymore. so he ask me to shout. then that freaking stupid khalisah go and say i something wrong! wth, in the first place she also dont know i got elected, and secondly at least i can shout better the her. whatever lar, act chio. i think carlyn more chio then her lar! f*ck. Thursday, May 15, 2008
RACHEL! INY too :D dont sad lar, i'll always be there, somewhere, over the rainbow way up high :D its ok to let it out, so ust well, LET IT OUT :D i'm posting this especially for you leh! so better be grateful. as you can see, i'm trying to crack you up/tickle your funny bone; SO YOU BETTER LAUGH! hehehehes, you can always call me, anytime, anywhere, any day. i'll be there :D so, just gimme me a call :D here are the results for today -: MATHS! - B3: 64 ENGLISH! - A_: _ BAHASA MELAYU! -A2: _ HISTORY! - A2: 59/80 SCIENCE! - B3: 69 LITERATURE! - A2: 74/100 have you noticed something unusual but cool? i just need one more mark to get a grade higher then the ones i have! f*ck lar! damn pissed, but its somehow cool eh. rite rite rite? hehehehehes, what can i say, i'm mistika :D deal with it, oh, anyhoooo, i still have CA2 & EOY to look forward to, so no worries, everything is great :D tomorrow got freaking kayaking! gonna buid muscle strength! wooohooo! bring on the muscles :D then need to pack the necessary necessities :D dont wanna tell you! its too obscene! ahhh! p.s - RACHEL! here you go :D laugh ur heart out! Wednesday, May 14, 2008
is tomorrow thursday already? omg, so so fast! die die die, tomorrow getting papers back rite? yeah, we're definitely getting the papers back, guranteed! well, that's life, live it, love it, learn it! : D that's my motto : D i have alot of mottos to be exact, i'll list them out for ya'll : D `1 live it; love it; learn it `2 if you can be it; join it `3 stay beautiful `4 i said what i meant & i meant what i said `5 you'll take what i give; i'll take what you give `6 mind over matter `7 head over heels `8 dont suffer alone; suffer together `9 maintain hyper-ness at all times `10 look before you run; think before you speak Monday, May 12, 2008
another jaw-dropping moment ahahahha, well, they can't help it; should i go tomorrow? donnoe, i have many things to worry about :D rasyid! dont emo can? tsk tsk tsk. be a man, do the right thing : D which reminds me, i want to go watch rusell peters on youtube! ILY! hehehes, its true lor! a great comedian : D hehehes, well, off i go, let's bid a do&farewell! Sunday, May 11, 2008
another poem : D i'm saving you the trouble of requesting one :D hehes, so self-absorbed roses are red, violets are blue tomorrow's the last exams ouh hooray; hoorah for you : D correction, its not only for you its for me, for them; ouh its for everyone too : D i'm bored you see, if not i wouldn't be doing this. but even if i wasnt bored, wt heck, why not? well, that's all there is for me today, dont miss me too much. its not the end of the world lo hope to see a you soon, i bid you a do sorry, at least it rhymes! Saturday, May 10, 2008
let me think of a poem to type. i think i got one. we're from 1e1, everyone expects us to behave, but how can we, when myron's in a haze. banging and yelling, all through the day, its like world war 3! just that its a one man brigade. next we have me : D urs truly me! shouting and yelling, for a good cause obviously! leave the shouting, the hyper-activeness to me. all in a day's work, it'll be done in a jiffy! all in all, we're all the same. hardworking & diligent, polite & concern ya, like that's gonna happen, like, what? in a million years? hope you like it : D is totally random : D i was suppose to post this thing, but i have no freaking time : D so hear i am, posting crap on my blog. its my business, so shut it. yesterday was a day of fun, joy, peace and laughter. all we did was hang outside the freaking library, in the blistering hot sun, waiting; and waiting; for them to get out. talked all day long, oblivious to what was going on. its just us, there's nothing you ppl can do. after a day of fun and laughter, off we went to my house. all jaw-opened when facing the old building filled with antiques and retro furniture which i know and love. after that, we all bid a do & journeyed back home, where most of our lifes are spent there, sleeping and eating : D THE LIST GOES ON (: Thursday, May 8, 2008
shall we study? yes, we shall : D studying in process! so, you can shoo! hehehehe, visit again : D experience the ultmate DE JAVU! ahaha, sorry : D well, since kak azfryna has a movie list, i decided to have one too! MOVIES TO WATCH : D ~JUNO! ~SPEED RACER! ~IRON MAN! ~STEP UP 2 D: ~CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN ~SPIDERWICK CHRONICLES ~27 DRESSES : D i think that's about it. will update if i remember anymore : D promise! THE LIST GOES ON ( : Tuesday, May 6, 2008
maths was easy today, i'm not surprised : D alot of ppl read the question wrongly : D i'm not one of them! wooohooo! dont sad k? must JIAYOU! for the second paper : D i have faith in ya'll : D ahahhaha! i really do! no kid :D tomorrow lit rite? ya, tomorrow lit! ok, can handle, NO PROB! must JIAYOU! wooohooo! must get all hyped up, cheem my english, then i think i dont have to worry about nothing. CORRECTION! i knoooow i dont have to worry about nothing : D eheheehe; GOOD LUCK PPL! i know, i'm innovative : D nvm, you dont get it do you? what can i say? i've got a lot of surprises up my sleeves : D hehehehe, stay tune for the next episode of.... THE INCOMING PRESENTS! muahahahaha! sorry, gone wild : D what the heck? i gone wild since like, umm, BIRTH? but heck, doesn't everybody? i ain't gonna talk about it anymore! so i can mind my own business, u can mind ur own business : D i bid you a do&farewell : D THE LIST GOES ON (: Monday, May 5, 2008
i'm suppose to post this yesterday, but i had no time : D too little time : D ahahaha :) then yesterday went to sentosa, with alot of ppl : D then go siloso, go swimming! i didn't actually swim lar, cause i scared get sunburn, wait got rash : D i'm serious lar! no joke : D then after change, go play the LUGE! so fun so fun! the skyride was the best : D seriously fun laR! end of year must ask whole class go sentosa : D use class fund, AGAIN! and then we went home : ) THE LIST GOES ON :) Saturday, May 3, 2008
wah! no time to study! i dont want to get low grade. need to mantain a1s... die!! then today hor, we went to EXPO! got metro sale : D bought alot of comforters. i think 5 arh. 200 bucks sia! including the sandals we bought : D hehehe, its RETAIL THERAPY LAR! then on THURSDAY went all around SINGAPORE! with my sister, mother,aunt & cousin! go MUSTAFA centre, but then change our minds, cause got alot of BANGLA! racist racist! ahahaha, but then i mean, wouldnt want to leavee the car also, cause got alot of ppl, then no parking space! wth! then i suggest go to KALLANG LEISURE PARK! but then my sister dont noe the way, so we went to VIVOCITY! i go there wanted to buy my SHOES! but it didn;t happen, cause they didn't have my size. not surprised, cause its men's cutting! then we passed by this shop lar, got the same shoe i like. but then they all never stop, then i dont want to trouble them : d i so guai hor : D little angel : D MY FOOT LAR! ok lar, can afford, so saving up money : D THE LIST GOES ON :) Friday, May 2, 2008
Why did you wake up today? - cos i had to go to school. What is the first word/phrase that came out of your mouth today? - 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!' How tall are you? -160 cm. What were you doing before this? - PACKING THINGS. What is your mom's name? - Joriah How many siblings do you have? - 2 including me. Mom or Dad, who's more annoying? - Both are about the same. hahas :D Do you cut your nails? - who doesn't? Who's your favourite cartoon character? - PATRICK! : D Who do you have the longest crush on? - TO BE HONEST, it was cameron! ahaaha : D Do you like vegetables? - yes! builds up ur bones : D What's your aim in life? - to do well, get into U : D Do you comb your hair? - stupid question! If someone burps right in your face, what would you do? - i'll beat him up : D Do you smoke? - NEVER DO NEVER WILL! Do you like smokers? - depends, i just think their STUPID, wasting their life like that What irritates you the most? - flirts, bastard! Favourite colour? - PURPLE! Do you wear your pyjamas in public? - i did once, but no one noticed : D Are you a fun person? - i bring the fun! so yes : D Do you talk alot? - STUPID QUESTION! What would your secret talent be? - TYPING! Are you feeling happy now? - nah D : Has anyone told you that you look like someone they know? - yeah, they say i look like one of the ex-tamp. What is the weirdest thing someone told you about yourself? - that i sound like a guy Have you ever thought of wearing glasses? - I wear glasses Do you wish to get married? - on a beach in HAWAII? yeah : D What is the current television show you're addicted to? - THE SHOWDON! Name 3 things on your table. - phone,laptop, printer When is your birthday? - 11th January 1995 Do you have a loud voice? - if u were standing in front of class 1e3, u could here my voice : D & i always get kicked out of the library : D What is your favourite animal? - MONKEY! cause i look like one : D If someone calls you crazy, you would. - say " thanks for noticing : D " If one day you woke up and were a lizard? - i'll say " COOL! i'm CICAKGIRL! " Single or attached? - Single. Who do you find stupid? - that FLIRT&BASTARD! Do you wear socks to bed? - WHEN ITS really cold : D Who is the hottest teacher you know? - to be honest, MR QUEK! Name one of your fears. - losing the ones i love : D Have you ever embarrased yourself - everyday : D Are you popular in school? - you can say so. ask anyone. What makes you barf? - medicine, especially the bitter kind What is your favourite subject? - MATHS! maths prodogy : D yeah rite! Least favourite subject? - D&T! eeeek! In school, you are known for... - shouting and being hyper : D Are you a geek? - i maybe in 1E1, but never a geek : D Your ideal honeymoon would be at? - FRANCE : D What are you going to do after this? - chat, chat somemore, then sleep : D |
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