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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period.
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
28 June 2007 @ 1118hrs & onwards met Elida, WenHao and Dexter at White Sands. was so so so late. Asyiqin went to library. met her at the escalator there. complained for a few moments. then went up to take neoprints. after that went next door played at the arcade. man i sucked at driving. came in fifth, out of fifth :D hahaha. then played the drums, which i miss loads. then after that went to interchange then 21 to Downtown East. went to e-hub! and bowled. i got a score of 102. muahahaah, in your face WenHao. then went back to the bus-stop and 3-ed to Tampines. went to library and met Ivy Haziq and Zuhree. laughed loads. in the end they didn't manage to complete their IPW cause no materials. the irony. then sister fetched me at bus stop then went home. ate Tauhu Goreng and then watched tv. should recommend the show China's First Emperor to Miss Shanti, she'll be delighted. off to do my karangan, how dreadful. Friday, June 27, 2008
today was wet, we were all wet. cause me and the girls splashed water on the guys. ahahah, so fun. then tomorrow going e-hub. bowling with asyiqin and elida. then maybe go take neoprint. :D weees. Ali was distracted by us playing, so he tried not to laugh, but couldn't help it. not a very extra ordinary day. but it was enjoyable. APICHAI! Thursday, June 26, 2008
went spastic today. laugh over stupid things. today a lot of ppl were LTAO lor! let's see, what happened today? Thursday, 26 June 2008 @ 1:48 pm & onwards. ahaha, yeah, so i was at the front of the class. i was chatting lar. then suddenly someone said, " MR HAFIZ COMING! " since we didn't want to get caught, and that he already talked about discipline yesterday, we all rushed to our seats. three seconds flat, everyone was at their seat. since me and maung phone were sitting next t each other at the back of the class, we could see everyone's reaction. some ppl even took out their maths textbook and pretended to read. actually i didn't believe. cause impossible lar, suddenly mr hafiz come. and some more he would be shouting from the first floor, cause martin and a few other idiots were at the railing, so he can see. funny, funny, funny. ** please read this in a funny way. Thursday, 26 June 2008 @ 3 pm & onwards. had training today. had to partner Hassan, at least his attitude better, but he's short :D not that i have anything against shortys. Kenneth so snobbish like. he didn't bother to pick shuttles. then got only three girls who came for training. Shimin trained with us, cause she couldn't go running or something like that. Tiara wore these shocking red FBT's which is so.. SHOCKING! serious, then she go buy Ruby house P.E tee. don't why, i think to match her shorts :D then again, what do i know? i'm making smart assumptions :D lazy to go for class activity. you know how much i hate people? except for special ones :D the rest, not bothered. Wednesday, June 25, 2008
again, nothing much happened today. i want FUJIFilm Instax! its so cool lor! anyways, yeah, noisy lar today. MISS IDZHANA is fierce. like serious. when she came into the class everyone was like, woah! oh, well. teachers. then she gave us this worksheet that we had to fill in. said she needed to get to know more about us, individually. so i did what we were told, just that i gave her sarcastic answers :D there's one question . '' A good student is .... '' this was my answer : a bad student who never gets caught :D nice right? yeah, you guessed correctly :D then during English period Mrs Khoo read out a few compositions. mine was one of those compositions. yeah, well. then she read out Marcus's, Peishi's, Ali's, some guy from e5, Priscilla's & Zuhree's compo. i like Zuhree's, so epic. drugs, smoking. nice. today had health screening. training room bloody cold. then during the eye test, when i didn't have my specs on, i couldn't read a single number. bloody hell. so bad right my eyesight. so off lor the numbers. then we didn't have enough time for recess, so after ASLS, Miss Tan gave us extra fifteen minutes to go and eat! so nice, in the end i went for second recess, muahahaha, so i have nothing to prove. :D tomorrow training; damn it. i need to pack my bag! tomorrow HE! pepsicola, ahahah! Tuesday, June 24, 2008
ouh damn. today had training. physical training to be exact. first warm up, then we got ready to run from school to East Coast non-stop. in the end we did East Coast, took us about EIGHTEEN minutes. i'm so proud of myself, i managed to run non-stop :D finally, this could mean that i'm ready for 2.4km on this coming Monday. nice :D nothing really happened in class today. just found out that i would be in Miss Wong's group for HE. urghhh! why must i be an odd? damn it you stupid number. THIRTEEN, never trust THIRTEEN. :D i have no idea who i'm gonna partner for HE. but it must be a guy. damn, hopefully Zi Chang or Ali is not taken :D then i can flick then on their heads :D muahahahah! tomorrow got health screening. i don't get the screening part. what do we need a screen for. isn't height &. weight important enough? HPB these days, wasting our time :D i'm runnning out of PE tee-shirts. uh-oh! then today after training i went to interchanged. 854-ed back home. then saw Stefanie Fong &. Natalie Fong :D i think they were with their mum. then i asked a stupid question that i already knew, '' you're in Springfield right? '' -.- i'm sorry! i got greeting person's block. :D 4 more days till my xiao mei mei's birthday :D need to get her something, but what? KENNETH the MARATHON RUNNER :D yeah right! Monday, June 23, 2008
urgh! went back to school today. the weirdest thing happened today. nvm, so we all found out that the time table changed. everybody was oblivious. then we also found out that we kena change place. no! i want to disturb Zi Chang! its fun! luckily i did it during Science :D then i found out i was put to the back of the class. Dexter kena sit in front. muahahaha. i think with Rizan. i want to sit with my dear Florence! ooo, i found out that Ning Yi sitting at my previous place. then Amanda sitting at the side of the window behind Han Li i think. should be lar. then Amelia sitting directly beside Peishi. so i can talk to her :D after school got phototaking. then i have to sit in front, cause Yunjia & Racheleeee never attend the event. Yuanjin! why never come?! since she never come we had one person missing as vice-captain. so in the end WanTing kena sit next to me. she not even good lor! then after the lady say that we can take fun shot, i quickly go and change places. untill i change my glasses broke. die! ouh well :D today was weird. a lot of ppl called me cute :D wasn't i already cute long time ago? Sunday, June 22, 2008
found out that SHIMIN read my previous post. ahahahaha. anyways, tomorrow its back to school! i know i shouldn't be psyche about it, but i miss school :D so can't help it really. yesterday went to JB. & by coincidence ASYIQIN went too! wow. then at 12 plus am today morning (?), we chatted on msn, then she told me that she just came back from JB. then we were agreeing like mad. until the point of time when she said she drank smoothie, that part i had to disagree with her, cause i was drinking something ekse :D we are both very complicated and spastic ppl, DEAL WITH IT! we've got 6 & 1/2 more hours to kill :D Friday, June 20, 2008
2 more days till 23rd june. 7 more days till 2.4 km run. a lot more years till the rest of our lives. i feel so swaaay. don't know why. just feel swaay. muahahahaha. i long time never go jogging. i don't think its necessary. cause got training. :D mass run here i come! Thursday, June 19, 2008
i never go training today. lazy to go, not feeling well. then i'll be the only girl there again. sian, haiya, next week can go again. so, i don't think that skipping one training will hurt. :D Shimin's gonna kill me when she reads this. die, oh well. we've got three more days to kill. Tuesday, June 17, 2008
training,; suckish suckish suckish. freaking have to partner Kenneth. big shot, idiotic Kenneth. he better be grateful that i'm still typing his name starting with a capital K. so, Kenneth, better be grateful :D today till three, cause b' division came, so they have to suffer after their thailand trip. i was the only girl for c' division today lor! swaaay. damn swaaay. but then no pressure. if i win to a guy, then the guys have no comment. if i lose to a guy, also no comments. wah damn shiok lar the second round run just now. run like siao. then malik was like '' WENHAO! don't let Mistika beat you arh, if not you'll get it from me. '' i still had time to put my racket down :D so like i was a few steps ahead of him. in the end i won :D muahahahahaha. before all that we played games. played virus, we all sabo Kenneth. fun fun fun. then played double wacko. i was practically chasing the fast ppl lor. in the end i the senior helped me, so i of course sabo Kenneth, muahahaha. &. i've got new catch phrases! I UNDERSTAND YOUR EXCITEMENT! Sunday, June 15, 2008
INSTRUCTIONS: 1) People who have been tagged must do this quiz and replace one of the question which they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. 2) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who have been tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they are tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. START HERE: #1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? betray lor! see if i care. #2If you have a chance to make one of your dream come true, what would it be? get straight As, for at least 2 times. or just get 9 points or lower for GCE O' levels. #3 Whose butt would you like to kick right now? ouh how i wish i could kick KENNETH's butt in a badminton game. one day, he'll see. #4 What would you do with a billion dollars? let's see, i'll give 100 million to be split up and given to every charity groups in Singapore. 10 million to Africa. Another 10 million to the victims of cyclone Nargis. Another 10 million to the victims of the China earthquake. which leaves me with 8.7 million dollars left. 20 million to family members, the rest all to be spent by me :D then again, it'll never happen, unless i strike oil or i'm a big wealthy business lady :D #5 What's your ideal lover like? hmm, someone who is caring, & don't really bother about other people's looks. #6 Which is more blessed, to love or to be loved? to love someone who is being loved :D #7 How long do you intend want to wait for someone you really love? tough question, don't know. till the time comes. #8 If the person you secretly love is attached, what would you do? move on. bad mouth about the person. #9 Is there anything which makes you extremely happy? yeah, FBTs! & cats & monkeys. #10 Name 1 thing that consistently floats in and out of your mind. hmm, the talk about food, and the smell of food :D #11 Why do you bother to do this survey? cause' wenhao tagged me, & i was bored :D #12 How do you see yourself in 10 years time? hmm taller, more sophisticated, hopefully in university, smarter i mean. #13 What was in your mind 5 hours ago? when is Aviva Open gonna start?! #14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? he gets frustrated when i beat him in badminton. doesn't usually happen. #15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? married, but poor, cause i'll be spending my entire life with the one i love. i'm already rich! #16 What is the first thing you do in the morning? moan, check my phone, get up! #17 Would you give your all in a relationship? it depends, if the person is giving his all in the relationship, then why not? #18 If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick? IF, it happens & i'm falling inlove with 2 guys and one of them is a millionaire, & the other is a prince, i'll fall in love with the prince :D #19 Do you want your ex back? nah, let the bygones be bygones. move on already! #20 What would be your greatest gift ever? my family :D the victims! `NingYi. `Hannah. `Rachel. `Mirah. `Deanne. `Huiwen. Friday, June 13, 2008
yes ah! my room is finally tidied up. threw away all my primary school junk. so now i have space to put my secondary school stuff :D sorry peepos. i have no before & after p[ictures. but you get the point that my room was messy before. now its in good shape. its still messy, but not as messy as before. we've got nine more days to kill <3 Thursday, June 12, 2008
i was thinking of sending my photos to IN. which one? just scroll down till you find a picture of an HDB flat :D yeah, that one. i think i still have it. should be lar. i lazy to post. cause nothing exciting happened today other then training lar. ouh, yeah! there is! Brian was trying so very hard to sell his Aviva Open tickets. he was like begging & pleading lar. in the end Kenneth bought the tickets. i was so pissed at Kenneth lar. just because i don't know the scores, doesn't mean i failed my maths right? wah lao! feel like smacking his idiotic face lar. -.- Wednesday, June 11, 2008
i finally found the website to get surveys. muahaha, can sabo. no lar, no worries. won;t one. trust me, the rueing has begun! ignore that part, i like the word rue. can't explain it. wait, wanna update my '' BANG! '' part. can't think of anything at the moment. ooo, iCarly's about to start. * switches off computer *
i was bored :D enjoy! Monday, June 9, 2008
i'm suppose to post this yesterday. so just treat this post like the post i have posted yesterday. * ignore this part of the post * June 8 2008 went to east coast! go rent bicycle, the two seater one. then first lap cycle with my sis. then second lap cycled with my auntie's maid :d almost left her behind. then went to airport, cause my grandma never go there for a long period of time. go T3, then T2. then went to candy empire, go buy jelly bean factory! then went to mount faber, then go see see cable car. then go makan at bedok corner. then sent my grandma home, then send my uncle to white sands :D Sunday, June 8, 2008
Name 20 people.Do not read the question first, name the people first. - 1. Rachel. 2. Hannah. 3. Sofea. 4. Sofia. 5. Ali. 6. Sham. 7. Rasyid. 8. Afiqah. 9. Asyiqin. 10. Joy. 11. Nurina. 12. Wenhao. 13. Yuankai 14. Yuanjin 15. YunJia 16. Rachel Lee. 17. ShiMIn. 18. NingYi. 19. Florence. 20. Amanda. How do you met 14? `TPSS badminton. What will you do if you never met 1? ` i won't be here typing this survey :D Will 6 and 17 date? `they don't know each other lor! :D Describe 3? `she's my PP buddy & very artistic :D Is 15 attractive? `sure, everyone on my list is atractive! Describe 7? `he's the sophisticated one, usually the sophisticate one :D Do you know any of 12 family members? `umm, no. What language does 8 speaks? `English and Malay. Who is 9 together with? `she's with me :D, get ur own ASYIQIN! How old is 16? `fourteen! When was the last time you spoke to 13? `hmm, i think it was last last thursday during training. Who is 20 favourite singer/band? `i think its the All American Rejects Have you ever dated 4? ` uh, nope. Would you ever date 17? `ahahhaahahahaha! Is 10 single? `idk, should be lor. What's 11 last name? ` omg, i don't know. ahahah. Would you ever be in relationship with 1? ` we still do :D What is the school of 19? ` Hougang Primary School; TPSS Where does 5 lives? ` Bedok :D What's your favourite thing about 2? ` she's very artistic :D Have you ever seen 6 naked? ` i have never seen all 20 of them naked! you sicko! i choose; `FLORENCE~ `HANNAH~ `OLAA~ `NAZIRAH~ `SOFIA~ serious, this is really random :D Saturday, June 7, 2008
24 minutes till The Suite Life Of Zack & Cody :D hehehe, what? i can't help it. die lar. holidays are a bore. we're not getting any benefits from it. what's the point of school break when we don't get breaks? -.- nevermind, i'm attending training for mass run purposes. :D & 2.4 km run. Thursday, June 5, 2008
 ouh yeah, i met my dear SOFIA & JIA MIN. and i made a new friend! CHARLOTTE! wooohooo, played basketball, chit chat chit chat, then went home :D went bowling after training today. didn't waste my money, cause rasyid belanjer. muahahha :D then he kept getting close to me. don;t know why. then beside our lane was this malay family full of bowlers! cool :D then there's this small boy, so pro. i think he can make it to SSS. :D it'll be torture. during training played singles with KaiLiang & Kenneth KaiLiang vs Mistika win lose 21 18 21 18 { so swaay} Kenneth vs Mistika win lose 21 14 {damn it} then after the match Kenneth was all in my face. wth, its not like you can win everybody rite? cheebye. stupid bastard. whatever lar! in the end he got punishment, cause he said that malik's face look like bastard. everybody was like staring at Kenneth. ahahahaha! malik didn't seem to mind. oh well! & bowling was enjoyable. i didn't say anything about fun. Wednesday, June 4, 2008
I'VE REACHED A HUNDRED POSTS :D 1.Are you stubborn? = hell yeah :D 2.What are you looking forward to? = hmm, school reopening? 3. What does it mean when you're quiet? = it means that my mouth is shut & i'm rehearsing the words i wanna say next. but it seldom happens :D 4. What do you usually do first in the morning? = look at the clock, check my phone, lay down again. 5. What is one emotion you are feeling right now? = tired, lazy, in pain! 6. Who did you hang out with last night? = my mother. 7. What are you currently doing? = this bulletin, listening to songs, chatting :D I'M A MULITI-TASKER! woo hoo! 8. Have you told someone you loved them today? = i don't think so. 9. Any plans for tomorrow? = yeah, go eat during break, training, getting tortured during training :D 10. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? = yes! my father! 11. Do you find the opposite sex confusing? = nope. we can play with their brains ;D 12. Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now? = uh-huh :D my friends lar! idiots. 13. Are you going to be home alone tonight? = nope. 14. When is the last time you saw a movie in theaters? = its been a long time 15. How was last week ? = the same. 16. Do you have a best friend? = what a stupid stupid stupid question 17. When is the last time you took a nap? = i don't take naps, i take loooong naps :D 18. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? = if he/she uses the chance carefully and wisely :D 19. What do you want most right now? = a new bicycle, a basketball, CURVED fbt shorts, up my stamina 20. What do you carry with you at all times? = crumple bag, wallet, phone, gossip girls novel 21. Have you ever written a love letter? = uh-huh, for literature :D 22. Do you remember your dreams? = if i want to remember them. 23. Is someone mad at you right now? = should be lar, a lot of ppl are fond of getting mad at me. && to all those ppl who are mad at me, you can't get mad at me =forever :D is is becuase i rendered you speechless? cheycheychey! hahahaha! 24. When was the last time you were sick? = hmm, carnival day. 08' 25. Last person you hung out with? = hmm, my sister 26. What did you do yesterday? = hmm, training, went to giant. 27. Money or love ? = the love for money :D 28. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? = checking my friendster. i finally went for my dental appointment! woo hoo! i forgot to check my tooth! hold on arh, listen to something till i'm back :D back! then after leaving hai sing catholic, when to the market :D i smell like fish :D i like fish :D then after that went popular with mummy, then we were contemplating whether or not to buy her pocket folder. in the end we never bought it :D ahahahha! then bused back home :D came home complained about my fbt shorts. cause i bought the wrong cut. then i smsed ELIDAweeee~ to follow me buy our shorts when she got time.. && money :D ahahaha. && bus servvice no. 21 is sloooow. Tuesday, June 3, 2008
elida! you ponteng training eh! wth, nevermind. you'll receive ur punishment on thursday :D muahahahahah! hehehe, joking. although, i think the guys would want to sabo you. just don't know how. i think they won't be able to :D well, i can say training sucked today. what agility training. -.- its another cheem word for balance. && nabila, why you ask rasyid to tell me that you all going on thursday? to afraid? -.- whatever. i'm not going anyway. i'm saving you the trouble. && another reason is because i'm not gonna waste my money throwing an 11 kg ball down oily alley and ending up in the gutter. so, yeah. you al can enjoy ur day at the cold air-conditioned place while i'll be at school enjoying my training :D btw, i'm not blaming you. don't get the wrong idea, like you often do :D don't take it to heart ! I FOUND MY FBT SHORTS! yay-ness! wow, i haven't used that word for a very very long time! hehehe, brings me back to the primary school days. :D black in colour, so dull. what to do. i using for training mah. no need to wear so eye-catching colours what! although i do prefer the lime green one. & the shorts with purple patch at the side. but its meant for men's. nah, next time i buy. the important thing is i know where to buy the freaking shorts. don't go to velocity! lousy! lousy! lousy! i search the whole premises on sunday! twice!! didn't found anything related to FBT. damn! stupid! giant rocks! & so does carrefour :D Monday, June 2, 2008
INSTRUCTIONS: 1) People who have been tagged must do this quiz and replace one of the question which they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. 2) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who have been tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they are tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. START HERE: #1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? he won't dare, trust me! #2If you have a chance to make one of your dream come true, what would it be? get straight As, for at least 2 times #3 Whose butt would you like to kick right now? none's, still waiting for the right moment #4 What would you do with a billion dollars? give 5 million bucks to charity :D, give 15 million to family members, buy the whole FBT company :D! muahahahaha! but whattheheck, money don't buy happiness :D #5 What's your ideal lover like? hmm, someone who is caring, & don't really bother about other people's looks. #6 Which is more blessed, to love or to be loved? to love someone who is being loved :D #7 How long do you intend want to wait for someone you really love? tough question, don't know. till the time comes #8 If the person you secretly love is attached, what would you do? move on. bad mouth #9 Is there anything which makes you extremely happy? yeah, FBTs! & cats. #10 Name 1 thing that consistently floats in and out of your mind. hmm, the talk about food, and the smell of food :D #11 Why do you bother to do this survey? cause' asyiqin tagged me, & i was bored :D #12 How do you see yourself in 10 years time? hmm taller, more sophisticated, hopefully in university #13 What was in your mind 5 hours ago? hmm, what's after ned's declassified? it turned out to be iCarly! #14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? she's the type who loves her mum, but then again, who doesn't? & she's a caring person! #15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? married, but poor, cause i'll be spending my entire life with the one i love. i'm already rich! #16 What is the first thing you do in the morning? moan, check my phone, get up! #17 Would you give your all in a relationship? it depends, if the person is giving his all in the relationship, then why not? #18 If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick? it'll never happen #19 Do you want your ex back? nah, let the bygones be bygones. move on already! #20 What would be your greatest gift ever? my family :D i'm gonna tag florence :D ahaha, my kayaking buddy! Caution it may happen to anyone, anywhere, anytime.. a cat came into my house through the open window. then he stole my chicken! & my fish! i mean, the food. from my nasi lemak! & i was left with only the rice & cucumber! its true! its all true! cats, gotta love them :D my search is almost over! i know where to buy liao! so tomorrow i going giant parkway to check today was boring, stayed at home, play computer, record mum's show, watch tv, play comp, watch more tv. && eat of course. haah, ASYIQIN! thanks for the e-mail. the pictures so cute. && thanks for the links. it helped alot. i'm off to ammend things in my links section. ahaha, but i'll blog for a little while. escape theme park gives me the shudders. damn, why must i have phobias? ouh well, that's life! EEFFFBEETEES, here i come :D Sunday, June 1, 2008
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