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Profile Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period. Tagboard Archives February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, August 31, 2008 finally ! i'm back from camp ! woots, was like freaking enjoyable lar! here is the brief explanation of what telah happened [: DAY no. ONE! met Alyssa, Syaza, Marissa, Asyiqin at  Macs. eat eat eat, set off for school . reached school, assemble at the parade square. Shamsul was late, so kena punishment [: hehehes, Chicky Dance .. then after that, we got into our groups. we got all the potential leaders, Isaac, Clement, Shamir .. but in the end, its the sec ones and sec twos that had to do the work, stupid . had lunch, NASI BRIYANI ! then after that, played game, bla bla bla.  played water bomb, then sabo each other . after we just hosed everyone down [: after games, played in the mud. we had to actually go to the field and crawl on the grass, with wet mud . then we did the NCC crawl all the way to the pavement. the ICs not satisfied, never mind. do again . do again, even more dirty . then everyone satisfied. so we went to the field, became even more muddier, damn shiok sia. Ben got it from me, i got it from Ben, practically everyone was dirty, and wet [: after that, hosed down, went up and shower. then practice performance, then had campfire . the campfire was fun, cause they tried to do it like the Beijing Olympics lighting the torch ceremony . nice bodoh ! did our performance, everyone got so hyper and enthu, until kena scolded -.- then i lead in the campfire song. no one sang, cause no one was in the mood after that, tired can ? thank you Ben, for the encouragement [: after that,  assemble at canteen, ate supper. then had night walk, at the lower sec block [: got cases i got to know of, that got some ppl saw "things" at 2E1, but i don't know whether its real, it could just be the ICs.  after night walk, everyone got ready for bed! but, as always, me and Alyssa, didn't bother about getting punished, so we gossiped about a certain someone, in a good way, rating the person's hotness and everything [: you know who lar.. don't act {: hehe, till one, i couldn't take it, i go sleep. keep waking up in the middle of he night, cause it was freaking cold !  DAY no. TWO! woke up at 0601 hrs this morning. started the day by moaning. it was cold, as usual. got up, took my stuff, and changed . feeling sleepy and sloppy.  -.- sleeping half way while walking up towards the hall . -.- then decided to take in the fresh air .. at 0700 hrs, assemble at the parade square. & yes, you guessed it, we did PT, co-ordinated by President Isaac .. did the basics, did pumping till our arms got sore and painful. emphasis on the word SORE! decided to go running, lead by Clement. for two round, and then sprint . after that carry benches, don't know what for. then did cool down . this part was the best, BUDDHA CLAP! how many times? 80 times.. shiok i tell you, ICs, relax one corner . after that, did something that has got to do with NCDCC, i forgot what it was called.  then half way through, my thigh area got stiffened, like it was cloged. broke down, was rendered by first aiders . couldn't stand up, so i was put on a stretcher . after that recovered, then ate breakfast. then we cleaned the premises, then proceeded  to the training room . after that, prize presentation . BEST FEMALE CAMPER : Asyikin e4! BEST MALE CAMPER: Hafiz ! BEST FLAG: Group C, sorry, your group name escapes me [: BEST PERFORMANCE: YO MOMMA! we rock! BEST SUPPORTING GROUP: champions ! OVERALL CHAMPION: TnT! this is one of my longest posts [: Friday, August 29, 2008 oooo, teacher's day today ! so this dedication is to all teachers and teachers to be : HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! hehe, i think its big enough [: anyways, i missed the whole day of lessons today ! yay ! backstage duty rocks [: can watch the performance twice . the lower secondary, so un-sporting -.- they seriously don't get the jokes . i don't think they're lame arh .. the jumpstyle performance was cool . even Mr. Ang joined in .. -.- i'm going for camp tomorrow ! woots, weekends, here i come . shoot, next week fasting month liao . still need to go for training, skip lar .. kidding, see how it goes . so long my luckless romance . Wednesday, August 27, 2008 post no. 160 . hehehs, FINALLY ! i have finished & fully completed my History NPPA ! gonna tell the world, shout it out loud . [: anyways, volunteered for the teachers' day concert as a backstage-man. with Ben, Hidayah, Mutalif JingYi, and President Isaac. can miss lessons lar ! woots, no geography . Miss Tan is acting on Friday, she ca seriously act . No kid . oh well, tomorrow having stroke training at Tampines Sports Hall, gonna get scolding from my mum tomorrow, cause i will surely go home late . its at tampines, what does she expect me to do ? fly all the way back home ? i don't think so. i shall take MRT back home tomorrow, since my Ez-Link card got money already . then shall eat at Macs, i guess? see how it goes, shall go with  Lesmin and Peishi [: help me before i get used to this guy they say that good things take time but really great things happen in a blink of an eye thought the chances of me finding somebody like you was a million to one . Tuesday, August 26, 2008 had my oral today, did okay, i guess. had conversation with Syafiqin, in Malay, i guess? idk, but we had a conversation. was told that he got over her already. he thinks that she's sombong.  oh well, don't wanna get involved [: anyways, i skipped training today ! woots, someone was pissed off . well, Mr Lai, couldn't make it . so no choice lor, wonder if Lesmin got my sms . i think she should lar . the whole day, carried bag. from assembly, to science lab, to MT room, to recess, to Drama Room, to Kitchen, to Classroom & last but not least to Music Room. which we had to see some movie [ toy story ] for a quiz or something . Bzillion, hehehehe . help me before i get used to this guy they say that good things take time but really great things happen in a blink of an eye . Monday, August 25, 2008 finally, my History NPPA research has been done . this way, i can have more time to enjoy myself [: woots !  do not check our History Blog out, its a ugly sight. but its your choice . not stopping you [: anyways, today, i missed reading period ! council duties ! woots.  then the school was very quiet, cause got 2 boys from our school, commit suicide i think . i don't know the story, its in the newspaper . and i think it was broadcast on the news . could be arh . tomorrow, sian, ORAL! Mother Tongue some more ! gotta be kidding me lar, MT! haven't practice yet, ah, damn . nvm, i can pass, must think positive thoughts [: i can do it! woots ! help me before i get used to this guy they say that good things take time  Friday, August 22, 2008 ahhhh, if we were a movie, you'd be the right guy, and i'd be the best friend, that you'd fall in love with. in the end we'd be laughing, watching the sunset, fade to black, show the names, play the happy song . they say that good things take time, but really great things happen in a blink of an eye. you're one in a million . sorry, kena star struck . i now realise that i have a lot of guy-friends from uniform groups . woah .. talking crap lar . ignore me [: help me before i get used to this guy . Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ooo, wore councilor tie today ! best bodoh! can show off, show off. hehehs, hao lian. anyways, got to miss mt, which was awesome . only participated in like.. 5 periods? ahh, tomorrow need to wear tie, again. councilor on probation lar. i hate the new version of the tie, especially with this new uniform. oh well , iought to be grateful i even got to be councilor. so, positive tots. well, let's see. what did we do today ? oh yes, me alyssa asyiqin helped out with the investiture lunch, refreshments. then had to serve parents and teachers. i was polite okay! everything went well, got free food. buffet somemore. i got my eyes set on the satay, but they weren't very nice. i also had my eyes set on those cheesecake, but it wasn't nice either. sad sad sad. caterer's fault. but the guests seemed to like it [: i still can't believe. is it just a tattle tale, passed on from word of mouth ? idk, i just don't believe it. its hard to believe, that i couldn't see, you were  always there beside me [: Tuesday, August 19, 2008 so far, JUSTIN-: kena ten times today SHI HAU-: kena twenty two times today. wow, i could get used to this {: heheh, ran to east coast, and back. i think stamina decreasing. lazy to run nah . my loss, my loss. i heard news, really shocking news. either way, i don't really seem to believe it. but, still, ecstatic. wooo, hyper. Monday, August 18, 2008 found a new friend.  online! long lost friend. who knows who hakeem and hanis are! that's cool. short post. tomorrow training. with lesmins and peishi {: Wednesday, August 13, 2008 yes ah, lesmin & peishi coming for training tomorrow ! woots, i have a sudden liking for MICHAEL PHELPS . he's hawwt . 8 packs, have you seen his biceps . gawwd . i will post pictures {: well, its an ordinary wednesday ! i finally finished my History Quiz . happy Mr. Mak ? i'm sure you are . anyways, i seriously need to do something about my stamina, footwork and all that is related to badminton . my singles arh, suckish i tell . i just watched the badminton match between Xu LinHuai and this China player, sorry, your name escapes me . they aaare fast. i jealous watch them play cross court. oh yeah, my back hand . also very suckish . ow, my arms still hurt . stupid gym . you dusty and dirty and very-near-the-mph gym . hmphh . i don't lie about Michael Phelps . Especially pictures . my biscuits ! its still crunchy ! wasn't i right ? Tuesday, August 12, 2008 today, omg, HOMNE ECONS ! it rocks lar . chicken stew . ahaha, messy . Lesmin added too much salt . then i went in to add a little bit of sugar . in the end, i went around to every group  adding sugar to their stew . unoriginal . don't tell anyone , its a secret recipe ! after school, training ! physical, woo hoos ! my dream came true . as usual, ran to east coast . run run run, then at the Victoria School traffic light, Mr Lai told us to make a U-turn . found out that YuanJin got a really bad stitch . so we were forced to go back to school . ahh, it took us 11 minutes and 56 secs . i took 10 minutes and 30 secs {: i'm boasting ! i took a short cut ! i got in fourth place {: will take the same short cut the next run ! woots . cheater {: ohyes, check out my links . i added our HISTORY blog . -.- Mr Mak, Mr Mak, what are we going to do with you ? have we ever done anything wrong to anyone in any way, to deserve this humiliation ? kidding lar .ahahha, i was just pulling your leg . omg, i got his disease . * faints * * wakes up; takes in a giant pill * CHICKEN STEW ! Monday, August 11, 2008 ahhh, today was great . don't want to interprete . lazy {: that's why my posts are very little,  cause i'm too lazy to elaborate [; shit, my history's not done . urgh . mr mak . tomorrow got PT . wooo, finally . three weeks never go . i wanna suffer ! i rock man . stamina stamina. 400m , 400m . Mass Run ! marathon ! Saturday, August 9, 2008 currently learning to play the piano by watching tutorials on youtube . {: so if i have not posted on this blog for a long long time, i think you all should know why . i am now off to link horsegirl15 . she supplies all the sheet music for the songs i want and need to learn how to play on the piano . i love technology {: Friday, August 8, 2008 oh crap, 2nd post of the day . i'm that bored . i don't want to interpret . you think-clique girls you don't have a clue . you act like i'm invisible . you think its all about you . your a bigger lost . bottom of the ocean-miley cyrus its been in the past for a while . i get a fledge, and i smile . am i crazy ? still miss you . it burnt to hot to survive . when its all set and done . after all the time we spent together . now you've just become, like everything i'll never find again girls just wanna have fun-miley cyrus i come home, in the morning light . my mother says when you're gonna live your life right . we're not the fortunate ones . oh, girls just wanna have fu-un . the phone rings, in the middle of the night . my father yells what you're gonna do with your life . oh daddy, you're still number one . but girls, we wanna have fu-un . simple song-miley cyrus wake up here i go cramming down my throat  somebody push it away. so all that i can hear, is a simple song . sing a long now . this memories come back to lie BEIJING  OLYMPICS ! woots. today, wooh. one whole day, basketball court. play traditional games.  the ceremony was fabulous lar . well done, NCC, SJAB, NCDCC & NPCC x3 ooo, so cool. after school, went to Tampines to eat . actually, me and siti, went to popular . met Afiq, Hanis and Johnathan . walk around, eventually went to Simei the Banquet to eat. Everyone except Hanis . He go solat Jumaat. alhamdullilah . its already too late. say it to my face Wednesday, August 6, 2008 two more fcking days till Beijing Olympics {: yay . happy happy . i wanna watch allyson felix . dominate the track {: and that russian high jumper . her name escapes me . sorry arh . i wanna watch badminton . found out malik was in the papers . monday's berita harian . cool, unbelievable man . then i wanna watch swimming.  i wanna watch hurdles . i wanna watch high jump . i wanna watch 400m,100m . i wanna watch the BEIJING OLYMPICS . obssesed . oh well, what can i say? we're breaking down , i scream out loud . people say we won't make it through, they're just naive and superstitious . all that we are, all that we have . would be enough to make the whole world believe us . Tuesday, August 5, 2008 hello fellow bloggers {: i can honestly say, great minds DO think alike {: damn, my laptop the letter h arh, got problem . can't press properly . who cares, its fixed {: maths was the most intense subject for today , cause TianJia got scolded . he was caught playing with his handphone. then MR Yeo go and confiscate . he got so mad they fought . TianJia, being unaware and all, talk back . which, btw, is a stupid action to take, considering Mr Yeo was the DM back in those days when he actually had hair {: so they got pissed off, then when TianJia got back his phone, he slammed it on the ground, like its a toy or something. suspense sehh . i'm wasting my time,  & i don't mind . Sunday, August 3, 2008 another boring Sunday . urghh, i need to occupy my time more . didn't get to buy stationeries today . the shop was closed . ahhh, shoot.  oh, girls just wanna have fu-un . Saturday, August 2, 2008 you know what ? i reminded myself to bring Uno cards, in the end i didn't bring them . damn, forgetful.  its just a boring Saturday, same as always, stay at home, climbing up and down the stairs. breathing. nice answer huh ? shall i, or should i not? maybe i should. we need new stationery . especially you . yes, i should . maybe, see how it goes {: i was momentarily talking to myself [;
Let's runaway now let's go away to some place safe.