|
Now I can breathe
turn my insides out and smother me.
|
|
 Profile
M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period.
Tagboard
Archives
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
April 2010
Credits
©Glamouresque. |
Friday, October 31, 2008
A - Available - yeahh . B - Best Friend - too many to list . C - Crush - a boy ? D - Dad's Name - Ismail bin Hussin E - Easiest Person To Talk To - Rachel, Alyssa, girlfriends, boyfriends . F - Favorite Band - Hey Monday ! G - Gummy Bears Or Worms - Worms [: H - Hometown - Singapore [: I - Instrument - Guitar, Keyboard. J - Job - social worker, ahah, lawyer . K - Kids - 2, a pair of twins . L - Longest Car Ride - to Cherating, Malaysia , M - Milk Flavor - chocolate . N - Number Of Siblings - Rahfitza Ismail . O - One Wish - to survive camp . P - Phobias - theme rides . Q - Favorite Quote - " lucky got kaki like him " R - Reason To Smile - anything & everything . S - Song You Last Heard - gives you hell - the all american rejects . T - Time You Woke Up - 0715 hrs U - Unknown Fact About Me - i am a shy shy person . V - Vegetable - carrots [: W - Worst Habits - rubbing my eyes X - X-Rays You've Had - i don't know, i'm messed up . Y - Your Favorite Food - anything spicy [: Z - Zodiac Sign - capricorn [: Thursday, October 30, 2008
When's the last time you ran? - ah, on Tuesday. aha was chasing the bus . Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? - no, not that i can recall of any . What are you dreading right now? - training -.- Do you celebrate 420? - what the hell is that ? Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? - yeah, or maybe more . not everyday . If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do? - ask them to get lost . Who last grabbed your ass? - can't remember. Have you ever been on your school's track team? - my school doesn't have a track team, but i joined track events before. Do you own a pair of Converse? - i wish . Did you copy and paste this survey? - how'd you guess ? Do you eat raw cookie dough? - yeah, it tastes goooood. Have you ever kicked a vending machine? - i was a rugged person back then, i still am . Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over? - no, the more the merrier [: Do you watch Trading Spaces? - no, but i do watch Trading SPOUSES [: How do you eat oreos? - ice-blended Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone? - yeah, once , Are you cocky? - it depends . Could you live without a computer? - no ! Do you wear your shoes in the house? -no, unhygenic . Who or what sleeps with you? - my pillows, my matress, my bed, my cow . At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real? - i didn't believe in him . How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house? - 5, excluding my dad's & sister's phone [: What do you do when you're sad? - cry ? ahah, nothing . Who would you call first if you won the lottery? - my dad . Last time you saw your best friend? - on Tuesday . Are you in high school? - i don't think so. What jewelry are you wearing? - none . Is anyone on your bad side now? - me ! & some other friends . What's the first thing you do when you get online? - log into MSN . Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? - nah . How do most people spell your name? - MISTaKA. -.- MySTIKA Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes? - if he/she offers . Where do you work? - ahah, you joking ? What are you doing tomorrow? - training, umm, yeah . Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson? - i don't know ! Favorite name for a girl? - Nur Allamanda Sarafina / Nur Sarafina Allamandam, either way . Favorite name for a boy? - Fakhrur Haziq / Haziq Norazman, either way . Will you keep your last name when you get married? - i have to . When was the last time you left your house? - on tuesday . Do you return your cart? - what cart ? Do you have a dishwasher? - nope . manual wash . What noise do you hear? - the TV . Would you survive in prison? - i may . Who is the youngest in your family? - me ! If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likey overpack? - nope . Do you know anyone with the same name as you? - nope. not that i can recall of any, oh, MISTIKA ! What's the last thing you purchased? - tickets . Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you? - yeah, my sis . What brand are your pants right now? - i don't know, brandless . Ever been to Georgia (the state)? - nah . What irritates you most on the internet? - internet connection . What brand is your digital camera? - Olympus . Do you watch movies with your parents? - nah . What song best describes your life right now? - hmm, Fearless . Do you own expensive perfume/cologne? - nah . Are you taking college classes right now? - i ain't a genius . Do you like sushi? - no, i love it . Do you get your hair cut every month? - it depends . Do you go online everyday? - only every day . its a thursday, & i'm glad i have peopole online to chat with [: ahah, & also friendster, although it's lagging . internet connection . oh well, today is gonna be a boring boring day . this may sound weird, but i am actually blogging, for the basic reason, i'm bored. ahah, sorry . have no idea what the hell i'm talking about . i need to go for a run, but no one to go with . ah, damn . i have training tomorrow, dreadful. & it's a Tampines somemore . wah, all the way . it's alright, can handle . need to practice waking up early anyway . well, i'm bored, so i shall post this : 3 likely common questions people would ask me . `1 Are you in netball ? `2 Kau suke Afiq ? `3 When you gonna get a BF? my 3 common replies to this question : `1 No, sorry to dissappoint you . `2 Afiq mane ? `2 Soon . ahah, told you i was bored. shall find a bulletin, then post it ! i hope it gives you hell . Wednesday, October 29, 2008
i'm suppose to go to training today . ahh, i skip. Malik just called, kena scolding -.- sian . lazy to post lar ! get lost, truth be told, i miss you truth be told, i'm lying . Tuesday, October 28, 2008
went to watch ....  today [: heeees, crappy show . Sham & Yani were enjoying it, ahah. nah, don't blame them . i did the right thing, going to the toilet during the parts where Gabriella was singing . ahah, we practically laughed at things that we were not suppose to laugh at . just go watch the movie . TM was crowded, so we went to CS . heees, cheaper [: thank you Bila, for the popcorn [: i gave half of the left overs to Zuhree, ahah, sorry . but thank you a lot a lot ! it's gonna be a night, to remember . to you know who, i've been wanting to say this for a very long time . umm, FYI, you didn't exist ever since you changed. yeah, it's good to know that we have nothing to do with each other anymore, oh the joy [: saves me the trouble from pretending to make friends with you . i don't know what I'm saying anymore . ahah, oh well. who's Hannah ? too many vulgarities in my blog, must cut down . heees . i am gonna watch HSM 3 later ! woots, happy day . heeees . where do we go from here ? Monday, October 27, 2008
to Hannah, again . yeah, whatever . i don't bother to tolerate people like you . can just fcuk off . you don't want to talk to me, whatever . it sucks acting so childishly like this . buh-bye . i've wasted all my time, stuck in yesterdays . to Hannah : did i say my attitude was good ? no right ?! so don't say things that don't make sense . you know why i make a big fusss ? you copied my work without any recognition . you tell me, if you had credited my work, this wouldn't have happen . when did i say you were at lost ?! wth ! do you think i care ? who the hell said i don't wanna be friends with you ? like i said, STOP JUMPING INTO CONCLUSIONS ! you're making things a lot more difficult . i admit, i've never been perfect, neither have you . i have not been acting like your friend either for half the year . you know why ? it's cause you changed . you're suddenly hanging out with the E2 people like as if you were their best friends ?! yeah, i am in no position to tell you who to make friends with . but to be honest, they don't really enjoy your company, so to say . yeah, call me a liar, whatever. just letting you know . don't want to believe, whatever . your problem . & another thing, you're bias . that time, when i called, you never answer. i don't care what the reason was, but the least you could do was call back . i was waiting for your call, i didn't receive one from you . when Alyssa called right after, you answered, but we couldn't visit your house, cause no one was at home . when Seri called right after, you told her that she could come, but only after maghrib. why didn't you say that to Alyssa in the first place? why only to Seri ? i'll be expecting your reply, in my tagbox . Sunday, October 26, 2008
one more thing, to HANNAH . glad that you know your attitude *****, finally . F.Y.I, you don't need advice, don't take it ! just leave it be . you go around telling this to others giving you advice, it won't solve anything . i'm just trying to help, you don't need help ? fine, don't take it . cause i don't really care . yeah, you claim you can handle your own life, what's life without a little help ? its like the saying : "seperti melepaskan anjing tersepit " yeah, that . the least you could do is say thank you . wth . all i did was supporting Martin's suggestion, then you make a big fuss about it . another thing, i don't expect people to RESPECT my blog, they can go telling tattle tales for all i care, it doesn't bother me . my blog's not that interesting anyway. so i don't give a damn . so to say, i DID respect your blog , but i don't respect the way you behave. there's a difference . get your facts straight Hannah . don't jump into conclusions . like i said, you don't wanna take my advice, then don't . nah, if you read this, no hard feelings .  first picture i took with my new ... FUJIFILM INSTAX ! woots ! i'm so happy ! & it's blue in colour ! ahhh, thank you mummy, & daddy [: oh, i also got new contacts . i'm such a brat, a spoilt brat . but i did pay back, for the camera . so, i'm actually using my parent's money first, then returning it back . still no diff, cause their money is my money [: heeees . i love you camera . now, to find a name for my new camera . obsessed . just came home from family outing . REMINDER, never to buy ANYTHING! from SUNGEI ROAD ! cause they don't mean what they say . idiots . my TEN bucks, gone ! on a Fujifilm Instax 100 -.- heart pain . what to do, second hand . idiots . its alright, buying a new one at Sim Lim Square . considered a birthday present lar . but ! the phone i MAY be getting is a present for my grades [: & my position in class . idiots . Saturday, October 25, 2008
i'm bored, so here i am, posting my results . cause i'm bored, & i decided to let the whole world know that i did well. heees, show off [: well, here they are, don't be too shocked people . English Language : 69 {B3} Malay : 66 {B3} Mathematics : 73 {A2} Science : 77 {A1} Geography;Reevised : 75 {A1} History;Reevised : 64 {B4} Literature : 70 {A2} Design & Technology : 73 {A2} Home Economics : 73 {A2} Visual Arts : 79 {A1} Civics & Moral Education : B Music : A Physical Education : A Interdisciplinary Project Work : A Total : 719/1000 [71.9 & ] Class Position : 6/40 L1R4 Aggregate : 8 L1R5 Aggregate : 10 Promotion Status : Promoted to S2 Expresss . Attendance : 190/191 Conduct : Very Good . Comments : Mistika is a bright and likable student who is receptive to new ideas and does not hesitate to question when in doubt. She shows leadership skills and is a promising student whose potential is yet to be maximised . told you i was bored . i changed song, so the previous two posts don't make no sense, heees . i like to be around you when your not tryin to be somebody and i like to hang with you talk about whatever we talk about i dont care where we go what we do who you kno what you wear or if your hair is blue or purple or pink you dont have to be cool dont have to be smart dont need to know anything all the time its alright if your a little bit out of it i dont care i just wanna be your friend i like to go to the mall and walk around with you laughin out loud and you like to go up to people and tell them your cousin is somebody famous dont care who we see what they say you and me we'll be ok if we dont get caught by security you dont have to be cool dont have to be smart dont need to know every thing all the time its alright if your a little bit out of it i dont care i just wanna be your friend i tell you what i dont tell any one else just having you here you no where helps me you dont have to be cool dont have to be smart dont have to kno anything all the time dont have to be tough dont have to be cute dont neeed to know anything any time its alright if your a little bit out of it i just wanna be i just wanna be your friend dont have to be cool dont have to be smart dont have to be tough dont have to be cute dont need to know every thing all the time anything any time i just wanna be your friend i just wanna be your friend i like to be around you when your not tryin to be somebody Haziq's house was the da bomb . ahahahaha, so many cute people in his family . came home late, kena scolding by a certain someone . i have not heard this song since like forever ! ahhhh, shall post the lyrics . i looked damn gorgeous, according to Nabila [: Wednesday, October 22, 2008
panic! at the disco just rocks . {: okayy, hyper liao . sorry lar, nothing to do . oh yeah, just now after school i got rembat by an oncoming soccer ball. shioook, then the person never apologise . no manners, don't care lar . {: tomorrow, LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ! sorry, i thought Friday was the last day . hehehehehes, how foolish of me . had traditional paper cutting today, was damn boring -.- oh my . what to do ? i pay liao, against my own WILL ! baguuuus . Panic! at the Disco is loved [: i feel young again [: Tuesday, October 21, 2008
CIP was the bomb today . MR MAK blanja us drinks, oh happy day . ummm, yeah . Hannah you have no originality . there, i said it, got that off my chest . i need to link the class blog . hehehehehhehehehs . and edit a few pictures . 3 more days till school ends, oh, joy . Monday, October 20, 2008
post no. 210. i am so fcking pissed . you know why ?! i'll tell you why ! cause of that idiot, with NO originality . yeah, you heard me , urggghhh! the nerves of some people . idiot . teenage One, two, three, four Tell me that you love me more That is what my youth was for Old teenage hopes are alive at your door Left you with Oh, you're changing your heart Oh, You know who you are Sweetheart bitterheart now I Cosy and cold, put the horse before the cart Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes Too scared to own up to one little lie Oh, you're changing your heart Oh, you know who you are One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten Oh, you're changing your heart Oh, you know who you are Oh, you're changing your heart Oh, you know who you are Oh, who you are For the teenage boys They're breaking your heart For the teenage boys They're breaking your heart         sorry for the delay of pictures . Saturday, October 18, 2008
two days of house hopping . gawwwd, so damn tired . i'm suppose to go to Syawalina's today, but i'm too tired . sorry dear . really am . urgghhh, the irony is, the same thing happened on these two days . let me enlighten you people . 161008 went jalan rayer with Ashikin, Asyikin, Seri, Farazian Alyssa, Hidayah, Mirah & myself . first stop was my house, then Alyssa's, then Hidayah's, Hanis's, Ashikin's, Fara's, Seri's and then Asyiqin. the drama happened when we were parting from Fara's crib . Fara and Mirah wanted to visit one of their friend's house, so 6 of us went to Seri's palce first. Seri then receive a call saying that Mirah went missing. so we all began to panic. then our minds ran off to some place, we think so faaar . scarrrry . 171008 the same thing happen, but this time its with Rasyid, Rizan, Zuhree, Haziq, Sham, Fatiha, Siti, Bila, Hannah & myself. this time, the person who we got worried about was Ali . he had to for NPCC, so we told him to meet at Hannah's house. since Hannah's place was like, complicated, & Ali was the blur blur type, it would be impossible for him to find her place . actually, Ali did went to Hannah's place. we told him to shout Hannah's name when he reached the place, luckily Siti heard his voice. then we went to the kitchen window, and shouted his name . he didn't hear it . so, he went back to Bedok Inter. we tried to contact him, but he had no phone . lucky, Ali saw Hanis at the inter . alas, the day was saved [: crazy people. psychos . Tuesday, October 14, 2008
EXAMS ARE OVER PEOPLE ! woots ! happy day [: went to Ice-Cream Chefs just now . i ate green tea ice cream with OREOS ! woots, nice . i wanna change blogskin, again . the width of the navigation box is just too small -.- nah, forget about the changing of blogskin . i just added the above slogan on the top . ain't it cool, random . okay, done . maybe you, you should have tried harder . Monday, October 13, 2008
    we smiled till our cheek bones couldn't let us smile no more . it was just a normal day . Sunday, October 12, 2008
 Fisheye, Orange.  Super Sampler, Pearl.  Pop9, Black.  Horizon, Perfekt.  Holga.  FujiFilm Instax. grant me anyone of these, & i will ask for nothing more . [: heheheheheheehehes . please & thank you ! birthday presents & unwanted guests . Saturday, October 11, 2008
today was a very tiring day . woke up at around 0945 hrs . then showered and such . RACHEL SMS-ED ME! i miss her toooo much . then sms sms each other . then i had to go visting in Johor. so can't continue, cause i no auto-roam . so we bid a do :( then went through immigration, finally reached Uncle Rahman's place . i love his house . damn nice . its like a palace . freaking cool ! then after that, went back to Singapore, decided to take a pit stop at my NENEK's house . talk talk talk, end up fighting . wth -.- after that, went to Bedok . to Uncle Harun's place. bumped into IFFAH, then said Hi and all that jazz . after that, went home . so here i am, blogging about this . you know at this moment i am ignoring the conversations people are having with me. ahahahahah . you're hot then you're cold. you're yes than you're no . you're in then you're out . you're up then you're down . you're wrong when it's right . it's black and it's white . we fight, we break up . we kiss, we make up . Friday, October 10, 2008
all the major exams are finally over ! woots, i am so damn happy . can slack again ! yes ! MATHS today was okay, i guesss. kinda difficult, but at the same time doable . i changed song liao [: Thursday, October 9, 2008
three more to go, wish me luck [: -post no. 200 ! hehehe, you're lucky i didn't reveal your age, although i think i have, to some . ILY, thanks for the wonderful thirteen years of my life . && i mean it [: ahhh, today was MT . i think i did pretty well, i must say. tomorrow is MATHS! ineedhelpwithmaths . especially constructions, & index notation . one whole day of MATHS paper one & two . gawwwwd . * eyes widen * ineedhelpwithmathsorelsei'mgonnadobadly . what has maths got to do with LAW anyway ? Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Name 6 close people, this are random names people! -1. Alyssa . -2. Rachel . -3. Afiq . -4. Hanis . -5. Harraz . -6. Hakeem . 1) No 1 - What's his/her full name? ♥ Alyssa Basir . 2) No 2 - Does he or she have a bf/gf? ♥ yes yes, me [: 3) No 3 - Do you know a secret about her/him? ♥ uh-huh . 4) No 4 - How old is the person? ♥ Thirteen [: 5) Has No 5 ever cooked for you? ♥ i hope not . 6) Is No 6 older than you? ♥ nah . 7) When was the last time you thought about No 1? ♥ ahahah, every day . 8) Are you really close to No 2? ♥ waaaay close . 9) Do you have a nickname for No 3 ♥ Ipin [: 10) Do you think No 4 will repost this? ♥ nahhh. no friendster account / blog . 11) Could you live with No 5? ♥ nahh, its alright . 12) Why is this person your number 6 in ur top friends? ♥ he's hot/hot/my friend ? 13) How long have you known No 1 ♥ 10 months, & counting . 14) Have you ever had a sleep over No 2? ♥ nah, but i went to her house . 15) If No 3 moves away would you miss her/him? ♥ hell yeah i would miss him ! 16) Have you ever given No 4 something? ♥ hmm, yes . 17) How well do you know no 5? ♥ well, he used to L*** me, but he's just a friend . 18) Do you miss no 6? ♥ yes, but i can see him everyday . 19) Is No 1 on drugs? ♥ nah, she's just born that way . 20) Do you know No 2 shoe size ? ♥ hmmm, i think its ten . 21) Have you ever worn No 3 clothes / stuffs? ♥ i don't think so . 22) Have you and No 4 made up a hand shake? ♥ yes, its very simple . 23) Has this No 5 ever seen you dance? ♥ i don't dance, & nope . 24) Have you ever heard this No 6 sing? ♥ he's very quiet, but i seen him gone hyper [: 25) Do you know No 1 friendster password? ♥ nah, leave her be . 26) Have you and this NO 2 ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days? ♥ nope, we seldom see each other, stupid PSLE. 27) Does this person No 3 cries alot? ♥ IPIN, cry ? gotta be kidding . 28) Have you and No 4 gone clubbing? ♥ ahahahahaha, he's a religious guy . 29) Have you met this No5 family? ♥ yeah, his brother . 30) Do you know how to make this No 6 feel happy? ♥ just crack up a joke . 31) Do you and No 1 talk a lot? ♥ Jyeah [: 32) Have this No 2 ever yelled at you? ♥ uh-huh . 33) Have you and No 3 got into a fist fight? ♥ i hope not . 35) Do you want tis No 2 b wif u forever? ♥ we'll be together, come whatever . 34) Do you love No 5? ♥ ahahahhahaha, joker . lost with you Tuesday, October 7, 2008
i posted like, 4 times for today [: OMG, i got STM ! SCIENCE, was a breeeeeeeeze. ahahaahha, confident much ? anyways, i knew that they would ask about division of labour -.- should have studied that part . regret regret regret . although they did test something from the workbook [: heng, i studied . anyways, my LITERATURE's tomorrow . -.- i think i can make it . i just finish reading the book . while watching SUPERNANNY ! that boy, no manners. call the mum a b*tch . tsk tsk tsk . white people, please beat your kids . ahahahahaha, quoted by RUSSELL PETERS ! you rock dude ! sorrry, over hyper . i'm cleaning up so well.  long awaited picture. i forgot to post this . 061008. went to ICE-CREAM CHEFS ! heheheh, ate Cookie Dough Ice-Cream with Mars chocolate, freaking nice. Bila ate Chocoloate Ice-Cream with Hersheys, topped with Cookie Crisps. even nicer . heaven . i forgot to post this too ! 071008. hmm, went back with the guys, after the paper. was literally the only girl, felt awkward, but heck, i'm one of them . hehehes, always have been. i think . i play too many guy/girl sports -.- the sky is falling through /- SCIENCE today was okay, i guess. difficult, yet at the same time easy . hmmm, interesting . most probably the easiest paper, so far. sooooo far . not the easiest, but so far the easiest . get it ? tomorrow, LITERATURE ! i need to read my bridge to terabithia, again. to reassure myself and to clear my doubts . i fear for my BAHASA MELAYU, scared will do very very badly . its alright, paper two will be an ease, for you people ! but i'll do my best [: off to chioooong, even harder [: i stayed up till 0000hrs yesterday [: Sunday, October 5, 2008
i.am.not.asleep.yet. ohmygawwd! its okay, will think positive thoughts. will pass my geography, will pass geography . come on! its GEOGRAPHY, will pass, will pass. okay, i think that's it . shall go to sleep now, wake up early to do last minute revision! after school, mug some more for SCIENCE ! gawwd, too many things . chioooooong lar MISTIKA ! Saturday, October 4, 2008
ohmygawwd. i have not learnt for my geography yet -.- i have too many things to worry about . need to snap myself out of it ! ahhh, i need to recount . stupid blogskin, make trouble only. i will try to find new blogskins, but for now, i need to study ! A1s, here i come [:  ain't this cute ? ahahahha, it is, isn't it ? bottle it up [: Friday, October 3, 2008
i need to find another blogskin . another time bah, i lazy [: i recommend HEY MONDAY [: its something like paramore, but paramore's slightly better ! i love their songs, gawwd, it rocks ! [: envious, someone's envious . i lost focus now, time's running out . Thursday, October 2, 2008
i'll make it all mine - JASON MRAZ. the previous blogskin was merely an alternative [: hehehehs, here with a new one ! woots [: |
|
Let's runaway now
let's go away to some place safe. |
|