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Profile Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period. Tagboard Archives February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, November 30, 2008 doesn't he look so damn gorgeous ? gawwwwwwwwwd .  come on, just take a good look . gawwwwwwwwwd . somehow i realised that my current song doesn't fit my teenage-angst blogskin-ed theme . kids, hopeless . Friday, November 28, 2008 currently chatting with ASYIQIN ! still wondering whether the birthday "party"'s still on . today's training was normal, as the previous ones . sooo, yeahh . i have sexy legs, BAHAHAHAHHAHA . anyway, thank you Rachael, Yunjia, Rachel, Fauziah for that comment . sarcasm, BAHAHAHHAHA, i think not ! anyway, another THANK YOU ! to Afiq, for the Ben's & Jerry's. although it was fattening, but its alright, its been a long time since i ate ice-cream, Ben's & Jerry's that is . constant drama provider Thursday, November 27, 2008 got my books, bought my p.e tees, sapphire & amethyst . heeeees, finally, another colour, added to my collection of never ending colours . well, let's see . Afiq came over today, to pass me his books, my mum actually welcomed him, & asked him for his name. hah, thought she'd never ask . oh well, then watched Who's Line is It anyway, then, he went off . training, from 9 to 12 tomorrow, what joy it brings to see myself being tortured . honestly, its not actaully torture, just exercise, yeahh, exercise . heh, i got used to it . shouldn't be messed with Wednesday, November 26, 2008 bahahahahahahahahaha. training, slacked [: played singles, lost to Marcus 21-19 21-11 [: heeeees. i got nothing to do lar ! oh yeahh, forgot, need to pray. i'm getting my sec 2 books tomorrow ! woots ! see ya, when i see ya . Tuesday, November 25, 2008 i was totally right ! today was the bomb . met Mirah, Alyssa & Asyiqin at the Eunos platform, but had to wait for sometime since ALYSSA & ASYIQIN were late . hah . then tranined to Bugis, met Fara . stopped at this shop then sold cream puff, was awesome . walked around then went to Bugis Street . was on a search for a tube top, which wasn't so hard, cause everywhere i turned, they had it . so it was just the problem of buying it, i had the money, but i kinda felt reluctant to spend it, hah, its like giving away a Canon Digital Eos 450D camera. IMAGINE! walked around some more, saw this shop which sold loads and loads of SLOGAN TEE ! hah, heaven . but didn't get to buy, cause all of them had no money, so next time we will go and buy again . together [: then felt hungry, so decided to eat at Long John Silver's. while we were eating, this person came up to Fara, & asked her for her no. hah ! i knew it would happen, will happen . but being a smart girl she was, her number wasn't given away, so she asked for Asyiqin's . hah, then i was laughing . also, being the smart girl Asyiqin was, she didn't give her number away anyway, her phone was spoilt [: went to Bugis Junction, took NEOPRINTs . heeeees, after that, they came to my place, hang out for awhile on my bed, pray-ed, then ate . Alyssa was freaking out man hoping that her mum won't blooow when she gets home . in the end, nothing happened -.- hah . i'm wearing contact lens ! * gasps * why should I settle for anything less ?. Sunday, November 23, 2008 bought a new book, woots ! Gingerbread, by Rachel Cohn . some book about a doll & love . heeees . went to BORDERS at PP. found out that they were having a 20% discount, could have bought my GOSSIP GIRL book, next time next time. i wanna collect all three Rachel Cohn books, or maybe just another one [: heeeees, i like the cover, so cute. TUESDAY outing is gonna be the bomb, just know it . Friday, November 21, 2008 TRAINING IS OVER! for this week -.- urggh, today, for training, did strokes, cause coach didn't come, so had to spar with seniors, paired up with Elida , played doubles with YY & Brian, YY like buai song . hah. i don't blame him, 5 days of camp, who won't buai song ? heeeeeees, I WANNA MEET MY DARLINGS . holidays, are, just, too, long . oh yeah, i wanna start a wish list [: heeees, since my birthday's coming up, if you know what i mean, hahahahah . hentikan lah . Wednesday, November 19, 2008 i'm suddenly listening to malay songs, hah . especially songs form PETERPAN ! wooots, Ariel is HAWWT . anyways, training was a slack today , heees. its kinda true, coming for training at 9am  tomorrow, -.- i can't tell whether my stamina is increasing  or not . hees i miss my dearest friends . kau tak peduli waktu tidurku . Tuesday, November 18, 2008 1. Do you have secrets? who doesn't ? 2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you? by a feeeew months, why not ? 3. Do you enjoy going to school? Jyeah . 4. What will you do with a billion dollars? donate, donate, spend, keep. 5. Would you fall in love with your best friend? i already did, with all of them, hah . 6. Which is more blessed, loving someone, or being loved by someone? being blessed to love someone & that someone loving me back [: 7. List out your 15 favourite songs: 1] when 'm with you - faber drive 2] setting up sunday - meg&dia 3] suffocate- J. Holiday . 4] First date - Blink 182 5] make it mine - Jason Mraz 6] slowdance with a stranger - Danger Radio 7] shake it - Metro Station 8] the man who can't be moved - the script 9] i'm getting over you - the click five 0] wonderwall - oasis 8. What is your favourite food? meeeee hongggg konggg 9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? a looot . 10. What makes you angry? play boys . 11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? god knows . 12. Who is currently the most important people to you? everybody . 13. What are the most important things in life? God, everybody . 14. Would you rather be single or attached? they have their benefits . 15. What are your favourite colours? ORANGEE. 16. Would you give all in a relationship? it depends . 17. If you fall in love with two people, who would you pick? it depends on the two people . 18. Was it better to be bald? i don't think so . 19. What do you really want now? helium balloooons & a birthday cake [: well Friendster's still not working, gawwd . i don't really give a damn actually. aha .  i'm suppose to be at training actually, but ! i didn't go, cause ! i don't feeling like going, why ? cause i'm a very lazy person . [; Sunday, November 16, 2008 SCREW FRIENDSTER & all its SCEW-able FLAWS -.- damn, lagging . didn't really have a doubt Saturday, November 15, 2008 1. The person who tagged you ? Florence Lee ! 2.Your relationship with him / her ? Classmate/BestFriend/GilerBuddy/Frenemy 3. Your five impressions of him / her ? Hyper,Hyper,Hyper,Hyper,Sweet 4. The most memorable thing he / she has doen for you ? wah, a lot. its usually in class, crack up jokes . 5. The most memorable thing he / she had said to you ? ILY [: 6. If he / she becomes your lover , thing that he / she has to improve on ? she already is lor ! hah . 7. If he / she becomes your enemy , you will ? impossble, enemy. pffff . 8. [Repeat question] bla bla bla, ya da ya da ya da . 9. What is it you wan to tell him / her now ? that FBTs are available at Bedok, at my Father's friend's shop [: 10. Your overall impression of him / her ? Pretty, Lucky . 11. How do you think ppl around you will feel ? feel about what ? 12. The characters you love of yourself are ? Hyper, big-eater-that-never-gets-fat [: 13. The characters you hate of yourself are ? wah, cannot sit still . 14. The most ideal person you want to be is ? a girl, that's not afraid to wear a dress . 15. For people who care and lyk you , say something to them ? thank you, & sorry, if i ever hurt any of you people's feelings, in any way . sorry Florence, i lazy to do the rest, damn lazy . hah, you should know me by now lar .heees . Friday, November 14, 2008 i lazy to post about camp . simply cause, well, i'm lazy . just post some stuff lar . DAY ONE, had to split into groups, BOMBASTIC is the, well, the BOMB ! heeee, group members were Asyiqin, Ashikin, Mutalif, Syed, Fauzi, Aqilah, Shafwan, Gadafi, Faiz, Yusri, Shafwan, Shili, Huiying & Myself [: started the camp with some indoor activities, & lectures. wasn't all that boring, it was educational, actually. quite enjoyable. then after that, had lunch . CHICKEN RICE ! proceeded to do the rope course . got blind folded, wasn't all that scary, cause the element was like, what, less than 1 metre above ground. after that, had debrief . at night, playd ice & water, was kinda weird. cause the other teams were like sitting down & my team was like, all around the basketball court. after that, had some games . damn awesome . DAY TWO, woke up at 0530, changed, brushed teeth, did PT. our team had to lead the others, hah . FAUZI . START FROM ZEGRO ! damn funny . 15 minutes of stretching, push ups, twisting, turning, & our all time favourite, BUDDHA CLAP ! went to eat our breakfast after that, BEE HOON. in the afternoon, we did the rope course, his time, it was the high high ones . i was the belayer, and the actionier. cooooool man . after that, had debrief. at night, had a barbeque . the CHICKEN, was the bomb. gawwd, it was awesome . assembled at the canteen for presentation, after which we had ICE-CREAM for supper ! hah, thank you MR. OW YONG & MR WAN ! walked around the campus with Alyssa, had a girl to girl talk abuot stuff, then went to had a satisfying bath ! cause we stink. after which we played UNO with Zuhree, Nas & Shafwan. hah, one game only . then went to sleep, cause we were dead tired -.- DAY THREE, woke up at 0600, most of us were still asleep. shioook man, assembled in th hall for PT, lead by team MILO! no BUDDHA CLAPS ! heeeeees, ate NASI LEMAK after PT, then had a camp activity with everyone. had to sleep on each others laps. hah, damn shiok . i fell . after that, had to stand on a loooong rope, by birth months without stepping off of it . Shamir & Hafiz was practically the leaders. no one had a problem with it [: after which we headed to the elements, to do an activity . found out that we had to climb a wall. the funniest part was when Faizah was trying to get over, everyone was paying attention to Clement's face, it turned pale . CONGRATS FAIZAH ! job well done . then we packed our stuff, & boarded the bus to schoool. was the awesomest camp, ever . Thursday, November 13, 2008 blooooooooody hell, damn tired . tomorrow i post lar, right now i feel so restless . my gawwwwwd, my thighs are K-I-L-L-I-N-G me ! -.- Monday, November 10, 2008 bought two new pairs of shorts today, mum went nagging on how short they were, luckily dad was there to back me up [: simple reason, said that i needed to stretch my legs, and that if its long it would get in the way of my running, so yeahh . logical reason . wanted to buy my running tee, but, nah. not important . my dad bought a rugby jersey, its ironic how the jersey looks exactly like Harraz's . gawwd . i shall go blog hopping again, later . after i'm done with this post . i'm heading off for camp tomorrow, woots ! three days of pure torture, & a little of fun [: heeees, all camps are like that . i have one more on the seventeenth to the twenty-first. BADMINTON camp man, heeees. have a gut feeling that's its gonna get pretty ugly, with all the running, & training . which brings me to today's agenda, BADMINTON training ! skipped, didn't go . lied to coach that i had camp, Thank You Elida, for lying FOR me [: am i suppose to go for breakfast tomorrow ? shall contact Alyssa & friends [: damn, i haven't pack my bag yet . tees still hanging on the rack, drying off . -.- last minute stuff, that's why i hate packing . such a dread . i have a feeling that i'm gonna fold all my tees & place it in my bag, tomorrow morning . if that's the case, i gotta wake up in the early morning to iron them -.- if, i can wake up that is . i like the "profile" portion of my blog [: i remembered watching Princess Diaries, so decided to quote it out [: heeees, gonna find the real script, if its possible. i think this is the longest post so far . oh, joy . cause they stick up for me Sunday, November 9, 2008 i don't have a bag to use for camp . then i just realise that the pink Adidas bag i had was with my cousin, shoooot . i have to go searching for another one . -.- i am going FBT shopping tomorrow [; with, yeah, my dad. heeeees, i'll be in heaven . she uses high heels, i use sneakers . Friday, November 7, 2008 heees, the Padang was great [: to bad, i didn't bring my FujiFilm along, damn ALYSSA ! ahah . anyways, got a very nice picture of the building, i think . thought it would be cool if i post it [: heeeeees . no edits [: Wednesday, November 5, 2008 I MISS 6Humility [: ahah, no serious . it's been like a year since we met . sad . shall not be EMO ! can i keep my post short ? i don't know what else to blog about . all i know is that i had training today, & i might sleep early today [: heeees . confrontation [: Tuesday, November 4, 2008 back from Ice-Cream Chefs [: heees, with Bila . we picked the wrong flavours -.- wasted . i ate four scoops of Cappucino Ice-Cream [: heeees . nothing else to post, so i shall go blog hopping [; if you walk my way, stop complaining . Saturday, November 1, 2008 Are you named after anyone? nah, look it up in Google, if you're in doubt What is the compliment you get from most people? ahah, you look hawwt . i think . Are you a daredevil? maybe . Number of sweat pants you own? i don't know, i think a pair Can you sing? i can sing, duh, but my voice ain't that melodious . Do you sleep with stuffed animals? uh huh. Ever meet a celebrity? yeah, Fauzi Laily, i think . Do you like to play with fire? what joy do people find when playing with fire ? Do you consider marijuana a drug? ain't it already a drug ? What does your dresser look like? very very messy. What color is the carpet in the room your in right now? colourful, but mostly red [: Whats the biggest thing you want? ahah, Barney [: What all did you eat today? spaghetti, umm, mashed potato, thosai [: What age do you want to get married at? in my 20s Whats your wallpaper? it changes every single time . Do you like to do puzzles? i guess. What is your nationality? Singaporean. Do you think someone is talking smack about you behind your back? i bet they all do . How long have you lived in the house you live in now? thirteen [: First movie you ever saw at the theatre? ahah, i think it was Harry Potter and the Socerer's Stone, if I'm not mistaken . What's your normal bedtime? on school days, 2230. but for now, it varies . Do your pets sleep with you? yeah, in peace Name an annoying actor or actress? ahah, Jamie Lynn, Vanessa Anne Hudgens [: Who was your best friend in the 5th grade? Rachel Tan, & loads more . Are you superstitious? i dont think so. Favorite Beatles song? here comes the sun, i wanna hold your hand What is your favorite day of the week? ahah, Friday . Survivor's on TV ! Are you into politics? hell yeah, i hope Obama wins . ahah . Do you enjoy thunderstorms? no, it makes scary noises . Do you consider yourself a leader or a follower? i don't fall into any of that category What is your position at your job? CEO Do you have any famous ancestors that you are aware of? i don't know ! Do you believe that the Confederate Flag is racist? there's a Confederate Flag?! coool . What astrological sign are you? capricorn . What genre of music do you prefer to listen to? anything except for techno, & metal . Do you like family get-togethers? yeah . Have you ever dated your best friend's sibling? not that i can recall of any . Do you have a mean grandma? no she ain't mean . What brand of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Pantene. Which Gatorade is your favorite? grape, Rain Berry [: Have you ever eaten dog food? you think ? Q)If you married the person you last texted? `i would be known as a les . Q)What did you do today? `gawd, stayed at home, went to the market [: Q)What is one fact about the last person who called you? `she was my kindergarten friend Q)How old were you when you lost your first tooth? `i think it was kindergarten 2 [: Q)Last time you were on the phone? `ahah, yesterday at 0100. Q)What's for dinner? `i ate spaghetti [: Q)Ever been to the Statue of Liberty? `i wish Q)How many e-mail addresses do you have? ` two . Q)Last time you washed your hair? `just now . Q)Do you like Oreo? `Yeahhh. Q)Can you ice skate? `never tried it, but i think i can. Q)Do you have a brother? `Nope. Q)Do you know how to change a diaper? ` maybe Q)Do you keep a planner? `i'm too lazy Q)What kind of mood are you in? `omg, all kinds of emotions combined. Q)Do you take out the trash? ` yeahh Q)Do you watch "The Hills"? ` sometimes, i prefer Newport Harbour. Q)What are you thinking about right now? ` my muscle aches -.- Q)Wearing any bracelets? ` nope Q)What are you doing now? ` typing out my answer to this question, breathing Q)Who was the last person that helped you stop crying ? ` i think it was Afiq, if not mistaken. Q)If you could change your name to anything what would it be? ` i won't be changing my name [: Q)Would you move to another country to be with the one you love? ` possibly, maybe Q)Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower? ` that'll be stupid . Q) Are you afraid of falling in love? ` i try not to be . i know where to get FBTs, direct from suppliers [: happy sia . i'm bored . off to check out HOLGA CAMERAS [: woots, TTFN, ta-ta for now .
Let's runaway now let's go away to some place safe.