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Profile Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period. Tagboard Archives February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, December 31, 2008 The haircut. my hair is now short . urgghh, too short . and mum said that its not short enough, i was like, okaayyy. hah, just came back from Bedok, went to look for cobblers, to mend my shoe ! and to get it done by half past two. hah, part of the poem is true :D saw Maryam & Nusrah , hah. Happy New Year guys/girls C: two more days till school reopens, one more day till January 2009, twelve more days till B'dae . wooooooh, fourteeeeene baybee . this is your wake up call . Tuesday, December 30, 2008   CHACE CRAWFORD WAS ON ELLEN ! i did not know that . how silly of me, just watch lar . ELLEN said that CHACE was HANDSOME, i prefer hot . or gorgeous. or manly :D i like his eyes, and he's funny . hah . && he's single, but unavailable. twenty three, old . hah . another one . hott hott hottie . heeeees, totally obsessed .   i like his hair, & him . but mostly him . and his giggle, and the fact he's still single . i love robert . Y ASSuME  ass for me & you . - Dan Humphrey , Gossip Girl ( I like it Like that ) anyway, hmmmm, its a tuesday . still haven't got my haircut yet , -.- decided to change my background, was browsing through photobucket :D heeees. was bored, i'm still wondering whether i'm suppose to pack my bag or not . i don't think so, what's there to do on the first day of a new school year ? oh yes, there's always the hug-and-see-your-friends-then-talk-about-the-holidays part of the agenda. i forgot all about that . then there's the meet-the-new-sec-ones-hoping-that-they-don't-be-any-minahs part. i forgot about that too . hah . 2 more days till the First of January,  3 more days till school reopens, 13 more days till that Special Day . a few more years till i turn 18 :D hah, sorry, random . i ate CHILI CRAB hust now, for dinner. Daddy bought it home for us, wooooooooh. if only he brought back the BLACK PEPPER version , booooh, oh well. i got to satisfy my belly . oh! Miley Cyrus was on Ellen just today, hah. she was like, giggling . ALOT. my sister called her cute, hahahahahhahahahaha. whatever lar, her birthday party was like HA-UUUUGEEEEEE. it was at ... DisneyLand , California. if i'm not mistaken, the audience got two freee tickets. lucky . rich lar they all . anyways, Ellen ROCKS! Chris Matthews was also at her show, hahahahahah, they two had a thing, i meant Ellen & Chriss. not Miley & Chris . haha, if not it'll be weird. ROBERT PATTINSON's gonna be on Ellen tomorrow, gonna log on to youtube to catch his appearance, woooh, see ya when i see ya . i'm not going anywhere . Monday, December 29, 2008 ahhhhhhh, its a monday . its a tuesday tomorrow . training training training . wooooh, i think i might be getting my hair cut later, but whatever . it might not happen . even if it is, whatever . sorry, attitude ! i'm so bloooody random today lar . i found out that my 12 year old UNCLE got into VICTORIA ! smartass. next year can bully him, hah . call him nerd. hah, no lar . what shall i do today ? my gossip girl novels almost coming to an end ! noooooooo . i wanna continue reading it, but what the heck, still got a few more pages only, & i just got it yesterday. might as well buy the whole  set now then one by one. sorry, i got attitude problem today . wouldn't say attitude, moooood swings. yess . la la la la la la la la ;/ Sunday, December 28, 2008 just came home from all the shopping :D heeeees, with mummy dearest, just like good old days . well, woke up at 0743 hours.  had to go to Eunos Primary, attend some award ceremony . heeeeees. then had to wait like for an hour, till we can all go off . after that, had breakfast at Eunos MRT there, with my parents. went home, change everything, then went to to Tampines Mall. stopped by Century Square, then went to Cotton On, to get my cardigan . i bought a teee, green colour, for Bila's party, wooooh. then went to Isetan, bought this sleeveless top . 35 bucks, used my money oi ! then went to Simei to eat lunch, had Kway Teow Kerang, my favourite . went around, saw this sports shop, they sell FBTs! wooh, i know where to go to get my FBTs already ! heeeees. after that, went home . and here i am, blogging . heeeeees, please relink, if you haven't . i didn't appreciate it . Friday, December 26, 2008 i'm hoooooooked up on this . CHACE CRAWFORD ! ahhhhhhhhh, BLAKE LIVELY ! ahhhhhhhh, the rest, sorreh, your names escaped me . but ..... i'm hoooooooked up on this . WE DID NOT GO TO MALACCA TODAY ! thought so, instead we went to JB . heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxz. sooooooooooooo, woke up at around 9am, Elida called.  didn't go training, again . something's wrong with me, i need to seriously focus on stuff that are gonna help through school, and fyi, badminton's one of those important things mind you  ! tuesday, die die must go training . anywaaaaaaaay,  gonna get a hair cut tomorrow, my hair has serious issues . unlike you people out there with long  thick hair, i have SHORT thick hair -.- so imagine, when i tie my hair in a ponytail, its like my hair's not actually growing longer, its growing thicker . told you, serious issues.  true story, true story . soooooooooooo, gonna get my my award on Sunday . yay, i can actually get to use my new Adidas shoe ! happy day :D went to Tampines Mall today, with mum. COTTON ON HAS A 50% SALE! the cardigans, $5 ! urghhhhh, we're going shopping on Sunday! so  can visit the shop :D heeeeeee, but use my money lar . duh . i've learnt to be independent, & to not always rely on my parents :D i'm such a guaikia. the sunlight was falling, Thursday, December 25, 2008 the picture says it all . Chace Crawford,  hawtsxsxsxsxsxsxs . gorgeousxsxsxsxsx . its CHRISTMAS BAYBEHHH, heeeeees, traveling to Malacca tomorrow, woooooooooh, can finally get something for  Alyssa & gang :D  i think i can finish my gossip girl book by ... tonight, OHEMMGEE, i really am a nerd . read till so fast . woahh, anyway, remind me to get a new book, i'm getting bored here ;D METRO STATION JUST ROCKS ! wooooooooh . currently expressing my love for them by listening to their songs :D such an avid METRO STATION listener :D * grins * taking control  Tuesday, December 23, 2008 KL . I"MMA BACK FROM KL. yay, i got home sick during those four days . hah, had to sit through a 5 hour long bus ride to & fro. torture, but i got a book & my phone ! oh joy.  i got another novel for my Gossip Girl collection . i was serious about collecting all the series, no joke . ALYSSA, sorry, i didn't get anything for you, nothing nice to buy -.-  KL damn dangerous. they have no green man, so sometimes when cars/vehicles/motorcycles  don't see any pedestrians, they would just drive on. KAYUUUUUUUU .  i bought new school shoes :D heh, at Petaling Street . what, RM 65, but imitation lar . duh. also i bought tees & jeans, and also a watch, which had a cow on it :D i like cows. i spent less than RM 200 . went to watch movies. on the first day . BOLT & YES MAN. YES MAN was the best, JIM CARREY, i love you . hah, was laughing my ass off . i'm sooo random . sticks & stones . Wednesday, December 17, 2008 Our Last Night . I FINALLY GOT THE SONG ! thank you www.airmp3.net :D i love you, i love you, i love you . urghh, finally, after 4 days of internet searching, i got it. ALHAMDULILAH . off to KL tomorrow,  i haven't packed. shoot . urghhhhhh, well, i'm off to DL more songs, so that i can keep my self occupied during the bus ride :D hehehe, don't miss me too much . ILOVEYOU . Control . i haven't pack for KL trip yet, -.- danggggggg . currently talking to Syafiqin on the phone.  uberrr funny,  i guess. bye, see you, soon :D Tuesday, December 16, 2008 Something More . baaaaack from bugis/parkway. yeahh, we went to parkway . hah, bought a present for Alyssa's friend . urggggh, training tomorrow -.- 2 DAYS TILL KL TRIP . gonna catch TWILIGHT, still wondering whether its premieres by then . lerhhh -.- on hunger strike . Thank You . i have spent two days searching for this particular song . omg, still haven;t found it yet . asking Florence to help me DL, but it keeps disconnecting -.- providers not enough . gonna have outing later with Alyssa, Asyiqin & Fara . Bugis, again. remember, ALYSSA's suppose to blanja me :D hah . so f*cking fantastic . - Lily Allen . Monday, December 15, 2008 Thinking of You . YAY ! i finally got a new phone , thank you daddy . sort of a rewasrd for getting top 10% i guess ? training today, okay lar. forgot to do stretching after drills -.- confirm cramps . ahhhh, having stomach cramps . tomorrow's tuesday ! yay, gonna meet ALYSSA ! & ASYIQIN ! you better blanja me makan i tell you . -.-  sick of hearing your words . Sunday, December 14, 2008 Just Listen . just ended my late night reading session :D so decided to log onto my Mac & blog ! just return from my 5 hour Johor trip with my parents, uncle, aunty grandma & their maid . first stop was to my relatives place at Pasir Panjang, his daughter's party, if i'm not wrong . yeahhh, after few minutes headed for Woodlands checkpoint . there was no jam, surprisingly . visited Pandan City, found out that my SISTER'S top was ripped at the side . i repeat my SISTER'S top ! did some groceries there, bought bubble gum, (shhhhhh) . walked around for awhile, then headed for Giant .  my father left me, my mum, my uncle, my aunt and their maid there, while my grandma and himself went to top-up his petrol, i mean the CAR's petrol :D sorry, wrong interpretation . went to the pharmacy to get something for my aunt, bought some food, eat eat eat, then headed for immigration . throughout the whole car ride, i was reading my book, seeeeeeee, i so guai :D hah, but it got boring, and there wasn't efficient supply of sunlight, so occasionally i closed my book and chatted with my aunt, my grandma, smsed people . i seriously need a new phone ! ABAH, i need a new phone . training tomorrow, need to reach school at 9am, apparently there's a meeting for all the volunteers who're helping out during the Sec 1 Registration . i actually found out that i can't attend the Sec 1 Registration, I'll be enjoying myself by then, hah . yeahhh, so I'm just attending the meeting for the sake of the others who can't make it :D such a Good Samaritan i am .  best-est friend in the world . Saturday, December 13, 2008 Hot n Cold . back from Parkway, bought my storybook . i'm seriously rotting at home, i have not storybook to read myself to sleep :B heeeeee, total nerd . i am actually, i started doing my Sec 2 Maths textbook already, did the sums for the first chapter . i knoooooooow, lucky i have my book to save the day ! wooooooooh, hours of reading, pure entertainment . & educational . oh yeahh, for those of you people wondering what the heck PMS means, I've taken the liberty to check it up using the  dictionary on my Mac :D your welcome ! PMS ; abbreviation noun . to experience emotional tension and fluid retention before menstruation . so when Katy Perry said " you PMS like a bitch " , she actually meant that the person she was referring to, in particular, a male, keeps experiencing mood swings & can't eliminate fluid . yeahh, i think that's what she really meant . it don't make not sense actually, but heck, she's funnnnnnny . what the dictionary can do to clear the minds of Good Samaritans :D total nerd . Friday, December 12, 2008 Sticks & Bones . waaaaaaaaaah, yesterday was fun . you can visit Asyiqin's blog , if you wanna find outt . heeeees, laaaaazy . blooody hell, i got nothing to do, well i decided to change my blogskin, although, i'm really comfartable with the white background, but i'm nooooo good with codes & such, so i'll just leave it be : D hah, i'm suppose to be at MUSTAFA, but as you can see, if i were at MUSTAFA, i would not be posting, unless some sort of supernatural forces are doing this, freaking you people out, oooooooo . sorry. -.- my sister fell asleep, heeees, the reason why  we can't go. was soooo hoping to buy that book, oh well . i'll visit borders tomorrow, GOSSIP GIRL, wooh . my sore eye is, well, not sore anymore ! hah, my left eye was practically closed throughout the conversation with Syafiqin . i love orange, sorry, i'm sooo random . 6 more days till KL TRIP :D I found out that Islamabad is the capital of Pakistan ! btw, Singapore is a city on its own, for those of you who didn't know, but i bet you readers out there are knowledgeable enough to know that :D hah, i was flipping through my Geography book, was in search for the world map, but instead i ended up engrossed with the list of countries stated on this particular page of the textbook :D hah, how the world astonishes me . i'm burning like a can-dle . Tuesday, December 9, 2008 Neeeeew Phone . I'm not sure whether my dad's gonna get me a neew pair of shorts, but i'm pretty sure he is cause he asked me what colour i wanted, & my size . heeeeeeeees . what am i gonna do today ? let's see, slaaaaaaack ! yeaaaah, procrastinate ! gaaaaawd, sleep ! oh, entertain myself, watch TV ! yeahh, pretty much that . KL TRIP'S IN 9 DAYS . oh joy, coming back on the 21st . pretty much the same thing all over, gonna catch TWILIGHT at KLCC ! woooh, that is, if, TWILIGHT everr premiers by then . stupid NC16 rating -.- but that's fine, i look mature enough to be a 16 year old, right ? heeeeeeeeeeees . its weird how i'm getting all excited about something that's like weeks or months away . no wonder people call me normal . kay sorry totally random . new found glory Monday, December 8, 2008 Indian Summer . okaaaaaaaaay, its a freezing monday today, it rained throughout the day . hah, woke up at around 1030 i think, then sleeeep again till 1130 [: went to bathe and all, then went visiting, stopped by my grandma's place, talk talk talk, eat eat eat, and then resume  talking : D then stopped by my uncle's place, to collect our goat legs : D hyeaahh, goat legs . entertained myself by watching upin & ipin . hah, my father actaully enjoyed the shooooooow, unbelievable !  soooooooo, after that, we went hoooooome . on the bright side, i got to skip TRAINING : D found out thaat there's gonna be a BBQ  on the 22nd for all HGS 6H07` pupils :D woooooh, can meet my long-time-no-see bitches . sorry, from a girls school, no bastards :) before it swallows youuuuuuuu . Surprise Center . ahhhhhh, stuck with a NOKIA phone without bluetooth or what so ever -.- heck lar, its a flip phone, so fuuuuuun . oh yeahhh, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA ! yeahh, its that time of the year again [; heeeees . there's no way out . Sunday, December 7, 2008 Hard Candy . my dad's singing his lungs out, like some psycho . oh gawwwwd . oh, & it just stopped, oh joy . boring boring sundaaaay . boring boring sundaaaay . boring boring sundaaaay . boring boring sundaaaay . boring boring sundaaaay . boring boring sundaaaay . one more, boring boring sundaaaay . i'm sooooo boreeeeeed .  draaaaaaaaaging is fuuuuuuuuuun. oh damn, the singing just resumed -.- let me blast my stereo to ... STEREO SKYLINE ballads .  hah . serenade with me, come come . alas, the randomness has begun again . i've been going a little crazy lately . Friday, December 5, 2008 RACHEL TAN ZHEN-YI has a blogshop, selling BOOKS, all kind, but you must check with her lar, DUH , her blogshop is under my links [: heeeees, GO SUPPORT, there's TWILIGHT, TWILIGHT people ! oh, & GOSSIP GIRL NOVELS! woots, i advertising [: shake & shout . Thursday, December 4, 2008 the first time i saw the C' Girls for Bowen Sec, i tot they were anti-social. hah . but we ended up talking&laughing non-stop. although we gave them chances to win, in the end it wasn't all that important, we maaaaade neeeeeeew frienddddddds [: hah, although i don't even know their names . bloooody hell, played two singles . first game, lost 23-21, 25-23. second game, won 21-18,21-12. for singles, for doubles, won first game, 21-17,21-18. won second game, 21-15, 21-18. i think. not sooo sure . tooo many games . damn it, i made tooo many mistakes today . kept sending the shuttle to the center 0.0 damn pissed off, but i was able to catch up, so, woooooooooh . it pays to spar with guys [: retail theraphy was awesoome yesterday . bought this Indonesian DVD, what, Ayat - Ayat Cinta, haaaaah, awesome ! its about this guy, Fahri, who's this student at this university in Egypt, he's like this religious muslim . then something about 4 girls liking him, Nurul, Aisha, Noura & Maria, in the end he got married to Aisha, & Maria . must must must watch lar, he got jailed for no reason -.- its all a slander . blooody hell . sometime's its hard to let go. Wednesday, December 3, 2008 found out that we're playing againts Bowen tomorrow, i think . Friendly, nothing to worry about . then maybe i could meet florence, since she lives around that area, i guess . i remember her telling me that she lives in Hougang, & that Bowen's some what IN Hougang . so yeahhh, point stated . sister just came home, we're going retail theraphy later, at Mustafa . damn, no money . -.- was thinking of buying my book, but what's the point when i haven't finish reading the current one now [: so yeahhh, point stated . blooooooody hell, i need to go swimming . stamina decreasing day by day, by day . must increase ! hopefully, it will . like the moon & stars in midnight . Monday, December 1, 2008 its the first of december people ! come, celebrate with me . but i don't think there's anything to celebrate about [: i'm so random . TAYLOR LAUTNER, is soooo damn gorgeous . * melts * * melts * * melts * i can never seem to type a lengthy post, there never seem to be anything interesting to post about . its either that, or i can't remember anything . all i can remember is that i had training, & that we were split into groups, & got grouped with Yunjia, Elida & Yanru . did drills, & gossiped. yeahh, thats all .
Let's runaway now let's go away to some place safe.