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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period.
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Friday, January 30, 2009
I can't get over it. My Mozilla Firefox is lagging . so use IE . shooooot. Valentine's day haven't plan yet, shit . still need to hand out surveys. piaaaaaang, won't be running for mass run ! why must mass run be the same day as V' Day. if not i'd beeee running my waaay to first place. hahaha, so confident . busy busy busy, if not beeen updating, shut up. some people are not as free as you . cause we have other better things to do than just sit aimlessly in front of the computer and blog about stuff that sometimes aren't that important . or maybe because ever figured that we have no time ?? please consider taking up a " MANAGE YOUR TIME WELL " seminar, it might help :D ooops! did my sarcasm hurt your feelings ? GET OVER IT ! that is all :D Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Keeping my hands off of you. hello people of the world, GONG XI FA CAI :D yeahhh, Happy Second Day of the Lunar New Year. i forgot to buy the new paper today ! shoot. i wanna read the article about Obama. dang it . anyways, i spent the whole day at Johor yesterday! wooooooh. was squashed at the backseat with two soccer dudes . hah . kena kacau-ed by Rayyan . whatever lar . first went to Jusco, to eat :D the claypot rice, awesome maaaan. after that , went to umm, Abang Iskandar's cousin's place. watched TeeVee, slacked, eat. then went to Danga Bay after that. went around the Theme Park, played bumper cars. hahahaha, i dodged most of the cars maaaan, i am one good driver . although my knee hurts, like a lot. hah, it was one fun ride. went to Giant, to get some stuff. and then went to Tesco to do prayers. chatted with Rayyan and Din while waiting for my sister, we were talking about some weird topics and NAPFA. car-ride to Senibong, to eat SEAFOOOOD! yeahh man, my favourite MAKAN place . hah, chatted with the soccer dudes in the car, about well, Soccer. hah, and school . and CCAs . one very good way to enjoy First Day of the Lunar New Year folks ! today lak, went visiting ! yeahh man, go collect hang bao :D i got twenty bucks, wooooh. its going into my tabong . i didn't really think i was actually from a Chinese family, well, part of. i just thought i had a Chinese face. hah, okay, now I know why. " the best you ever had . " Sunday, January 25, 2009
You're not sorry . i have issues with my right index finger, i know . insane . anyways, its a sundaaaay, tomorrow no school ! yay, i need to get something from popular tomorrow . my correction tape has died ! i need to revive it, so that it can continue on its mission to seek justice on all types of papers, so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for me :D sorry, i'm like insane right now . i still don't know why Friendster still exists. like, helloooooo, its like, lagging , but somehow, people can't stop using it. the irony . i'm one of these foolish people :D training on Wednesday, days go by and before you/we know it, tournament's drawing near. gawwwd, the pressure's there. and its at school, so, if i win or lose, woooooh. the pressure's rather intense. " we're not laughing with you, we're laughing at you :D " - Ee Hong . Friday, January 23, 2009
Cut to the chase tonight. i ate four slices of PIZZA today . hah, the biggest eater . OMGosh . Zuhree's arm , was in a cast . heeeeeeee, so cute :D he's still the hyped up kid . the whole time we were laughing . OMGosh . funny bodoh . played the guitar, hah, told stories, like the good old times. Sabrina and Asyiqin came along . wooooooh . then me and Bila were like, cracking ourselves up with lame jokes. Fatiha called me a girl (?) hah, cause i had a new hair style today. haha . funny . Jasper, OMGosh, is so damn cuh-ute. cause the Junyuan Students came to our school, Sham buddied this boy, Jasper. Lesmin's boyfriend-to-be. hah, he's like damn cute. he said that he's coming to TPSS because of Lesmin, i got to HUG him ! OMGosh, like so sweeeeeeet . i pinched his cheeks . and and and, he's smart. he made Sham look dumb, no offence. we were doing practical, then he was the one asking Mr Nguyen questions, like, woaaaaah. and he's only twelve . smarty-pants. I love Fridays . Thursday, January 22, 2009
You're electric. OMGosh, super super super busy lar .. so many things to handle, funn. anyway, thanks GIRLS, for the COOKIE/CAKE. it was awesome, all for me . hah, thank you thank you. it was worth the wait. nothing much happened i guess, just the normal school stuff. HW HW HW, SC SC SC, CCA CCA CCA . stuff like that, you know . heeeeees . waaaaaaah, sec two like so fun, so many activities :D i'm going to VIETNAM ! yes, hopefully. can get to ride aeroplane. heeeeees. finally, at the age of fourteen, hopefully . i've been eating quite a lot these past few days, OMG ! money pokai liao . haiya . * sighssss * i had no mood to study after recess today. cause we were to freaked out about what happened DURING recess. _ _ _ _ _ _ broke his hand, like serious. we were all like shock, cause we thought he was kidding. people can still laugh some more ! CB, think what, not pain arh ! you try lar, breaking your own bone, i help you. we visiting him tomorrow, yay . Sunday, January 18, 2009
I lost myself in your big blue eyes. Sunday, Bloody Sunday . hah, its a song people ! well, my draft for the freaking essay is complete! i just wrote crap, but its more than 200 words :D i think, didn't bother to count . RIZAN, i haven't make your brownies yet, but i remembered. did you remember my five bucks ? my sister's sneakky, wasn't expecting her to be like that . hah . currently sms-ing Syafiqin. random -.- lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala, F.R.I.E.N.D.S. rocks ! woooooooooooooooooooooooh. i need to edit some stuffs, but i lazy . hah, FRIENDSTER lagging lar ! " REJECTED, REJECTED, yeahh you just got REJECTED. R-E-J-E-C-T-E-D REJECTED! " - Zoey 101 . Saturday, January 17, 2009
I heart question mark. i woke up at around, seven i guess . received an sms from Alyssa, asked me whether i can go library today, for study group . replied, i slept, again till 0943 . woke up, bathed, ate ice cream . hah, in the morning, nothing else to eat lar . changed and all, father sent me to library, studied till 3 i guess. went to eat LAKSA, shiok, with cockles :D my favourite . after that, went to popular, bused back home . urghhhhh, i haven't do my ESSAY yet . lazzzy ! i no mood do, i don't know what i want to write about . damn . i'm officially bored now . " you got me spinning in circles " Friday, January 16, 2009
created. hah, its a friday ! wooooh, i am so the sleepy . bodoooooh . i was looking through the yearbook, heeee. so many candid pictures . i like our class photo, damn nice . hah, its true. go see lar . and i realised that badminton's the only CCA taken under the sun, hah . the hot scorching sun . shooot, i haven't do my english compo/essay yet. i lazyyyy s. i studied with ZUHREE & HAZIQ today ! hah, so fun. talk about life :D then played takraw for awhile . my right ankle, feeeeeling damn shiok . " the mistakes people make, might not always be forgotten " Thursday, January 15, 2009
exhausted. ahhhh ! i finally got to use the freaking computer. you know what happened to day ? cause i had training today, so we had to use the MPH, we forgot that there was takraw today, so we left our bags at the MPH . when we came back after the meeting, the takraw guys ask us to blaaaa. if i'm not mistaken, someone maki me -.- i was like, CB ! KNN . in my heart :D hehehehehe, attitude ! i go see whether i can scan the instant pictures we took at Bila's party, i see first, if can, i go upload :D " I was floating on the clouds, till reality came to pull me down back to Earth . Maybe fantasy isn't really for people like me " Monday, January 12, 2009
I'll be fine if you just walked by. hah, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HAFIZ . wrong info . anyway, thanks YOU GUYS for the presents, thank you thank you . i feel like a little princess, getting showered by material love :D i spent most of my time during MATHS chatting with Florence, hah. boring lar .. i never bring book some more , so don't get what the teacher was saying :D FLORENCE, my winnie the pooh/tigger. hahahah, so impatient . today was like so funny lar . Zuhree was walking along the corridor with Shafwan, then he was whistling, i wanted to know who it was lar, the the i pushes the front door open, i think Zuhree was in his own world & he suddenly bang against the door, i was like apologsing, and laughing at the same time, SHAFWAN, was like laughing . hahahhahahha, funny. now i owe Rizan & Zuhree brownies :D i ate Hannah's gift during recess today . hehehehehehhehehehehe, no present from you . you gave me enough anyway . " she pushes the door, and somebody slams into it . " Sunday, January 11, 2009
Happy Birthday . officially FOURteeeen :D yeahhhh, a year older, OMGosh. hah, a year more till i'mma FIFteeen . thanks to this people who greeted me yesterday/today/at 0000hrs/on Monday :D Florence Bila Siti Yani Hannah Rasyid Hisham Justin Syafiqin Rachel Alyssa Martin Elida Anna Mariana Hakeem Jonathan Arif Mashita Samantha Zuhree ShiLi Abang Iwan Zainab Afiq Farhanie Rachel Lee Asyiqin Umairah Faezah Huiwen Nasrullah Ashikin Harraz Izzaty Justin Hazwan Jace Amalina Khairul Umairah Faisal Fauzi Syaza Syawalina Paul Shafwan Hafiz Elena Cherry Jana Hussein Ola Elida Seri Hidayah Lesmin Yuheng ShiHui thank you so the very much . the campfire yesterday was fun, they had a real campfire this year, apparently . hah . fun bodoh . i like 1E2's performance, they had my favourite songs :D hah, they won, no surprise . i had to do HW on my birthday -.- hah, its worth it . home from dinner, at Black Pepper Crab, stained my skirt -.- urgghhhhh, car ride to Grandma's house, talk talk talk, like we always do, eat eat eat . then talk some more . like three hours afterwards, went home. discussed about the subjects i'mma gonna take next year :D this is called planning for my FUTURE :D currently chatting with UMAIRAH dearest . long time no chat. i know what you don't know and you don't know what i know , figure THAT one out ! Saturday, January 10, 2009
Happy Birthday. on the dot : 2 hours and 5 minutes till 0000 hours . till my birthday, that is . to you. i don't know what's your problem, why you're avoiding me . i can tell that it was something i did, or maybe its just you . i don't really know how guys think, but i know how you do . maybe you're like this cause i turned you down, i don't know . maybe i don't know how you think either . whatever, i just want things to be as it is, like before . just talk to me, please . i can't stand the guilt, do it, as a birthday wish . that's the only thing i'm hoping for for my fourteenth birthday, i'm pleading . i don't want things to get so awkward. its like you don't know me, like you don't even bother to wave or show a smile . for me to talk to you in school, its like a big deal . for me to wave at you, or smile, its something i'm afraid to do . afraid of getting turned down, by a glance, or just by you ignoring me . whatever, i'll just get over you, hopefully. i give you my thanks, thank you, for the late night talks during the holidays, and that walk home . thank you, for being there to lend a ear, when no one's listening, and thank you, for making feel special, with all the flattery . i don't know if you had feelings for me at the first place, i seriously don't . but, it doesn't matter . i doubt that you're reading this, but if you are, i'm sorry . xoxo, Mistika . Thursday, January 8, 2009
Put on my make-up. friendster damn lagg lar . i learnt new new new malay words today, during MT . hah . nothing else to post about, tomorrow CCA Display Day, need to help out -.- 3 more days till Sunday, Happy Advanced Birthday BILA . Happy Advanced Birthday ASHRAF . Happy Advanced Birthday SERI . Happy Advanced Birthday BILA's SISTER . Happy Advanced Birthday SITI NURHALIZA . Happy Advanced Birthday MUHAIMIN . Happy Advanced Birthday HAFIZ, I think . that is all . Monday, January 5, 2009
I'll be okay. my cbox, i think its dying . hah, the last tagg was from me to Akmal . this Akmal, i also not sure who . i think its the sec 3 one, hah, so the blur . i sprained my wrist during training, shooot . i think my ranking is third, not sure . haiya, so long not last place, happy already . so the busy, have to deal with the sec one thing, found out me & eugene are EMCEES for the sec 1 orientation i think . yeahhh . SIAN, tomorrow got DNT, waaaaaah. can die, but i won't . i will sleep, in class, maybe. hopefully cher won't catch me ! but will one lar, confirm . this is call ... PROBABILITY ! i just learnt it just now, during MATHS, hah. Mr Wong, can teach, but i don't understand, so must work extra extra hard . when's our study group thing are Asyiqin ? i asking you, now, on my blog, so you can visit often, and so that my cbox can revive . i drank SEVEN-UP Revive today, hah. so random, it tastes like H-2-O, sparkling. but whatev, i gave the seniors a treat just now, buy them drinks, i kissing up to them, hah . okay lar, i stop talking, i going off liao -.- haiya . Saturday, January 3, 2009
It's not that we can remember. back from BILA's party, hah, left at six, with Alyssa, Asyikin, Fara & Hidayah . she had a popcorn machine and a candy floss machine . hah, soooooo cooooool . ate too much sugary treats . she has very cuh-ute relatives . the young young ones . oh yeahh, i wore a dresssss. a green one, hahha . i can show you proof, but my printer's not working -.- so i can't scan . i bought this friendship bracelet kit . cooool . hah, watermelon. so if i can't slep in the middle of the night, can make. wooooh, innovative ways . i'm gonna get something for my birthday, " something " . need to go edit some stuff. TTFN, ta ta for now. all i have to say is sorry . Friday, January 2, 2009
Say hello to the wintertime. ITS THE SECOND OF JANUARY ! school reopens, hah . i miss recesss . well, that is all . nothing to post about, lazy . see ya . |
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