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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period.
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Saturday, February 28, 2009
Kissmethruthephone  I just took this photo this afternoon . Pretty cool huh ? Credits go to my dad's Sony Cybershot phone :D Another thought, why don't I publish this in IN supplement ?! Yeahh, like last year . I'm not like most girls . Post no. 300 . Thanks Asyiqin, Elida, and all those who advised me to CHEER UP . That's the most important thing to do right now . Cause you're not worth crying over . Badminton training was the bomb today . Wahh, stroke like never stroke before . Wanted to smash Afiq, but he never give high shuttle . I have my reasons . I have not completed my maths HW ! OMGosh ! To hell with education -.- You know I don't mean it, right ? How mean do you think I am ?! * laughs out loud * Craaaaazy woman . Depressing songs cheers me up, somehow . I don't know, it gets me in the mood to bash people up. But I ain't gonna do it obviously . I won't resort to violence, only occasionally, or when necessary . You know what I mean . My hair, reeks of herbal egg . Don't ask . Went to Queensway . Bought LIME GREEN FBTs ! Yeahhhh . Currently wearing them :D Eight pairs people ! Elida, come on, save more money . I'm waiting for our FBT shopping spreee . My collection of colourful shorts are growing exponentially :D Juno is a freakishly funny movie . Seriously . J : You're the coolest guy I know, & you don't even have to try . B : I try really hard actually . LOL . It's raining, I still remembered at one point of time, after religious class, I ran in the rain with my friends in my baju kurung . Good times, good times . I smsed Harraz the whole day today , & Justin in the morning . Yeahh, thanks guys for keeping me company in this desperate time of need :D Greatly appreciated . How lucky I am that I'm blessed with this fate . Friday, February 27, 2009
the breakup I'm single, again . It only took 1 month and 8 freaking days for the relationship to last, after that, it goes down the drain . How life can get when you don't have it all planned out . Naive boy . People kept coming up to me saying that I should cheer up whilst hurling vulgarities about that boy . Haha, I laughed . He wanted us to be friends, we still are. But he's not smsing me back . I don't know what's the deal, maybe he's guilty or something, that's what Alyssa suggested . Thank you babe(s)/dude(s) for cheering me up today/yesterday . I love ya'll oh so very much . && I'm not saying that for the sake of just saying that . I'm saying that cause I seriously mean it, unlike SOME PEOPLE . I don't wanna call out names arh, but you know who you are boy . Confessions -: I wanna be your friend . You're just another dude who doesn't treat girls the way they should be treated . I had feelings for you, && I still do . I'm just not as inlove with you like I was before . Thursday, February 26, 2009
Tagg replies . here are the replies :D sorry, no time larr . caught in drama . To Kai Jun -: thanks , link ? i try to link you up asap :D to Jana & Cl -: relinked ! to Melissa -: I try to relink :D i lazyy . hah . to Azfryna -: yeahh, its, uncommon . to Hannah -: tak tukarr, its implied :D to Weilin -: hah, i remember you lar . Sunday, February 22, 2009
our last night . Sunday, the last day for me to use the laptop . Good bye, to all that is tragic in this world . Sorry, talking crap as usual ;D I have this sudden urge to visit HGS again . I don't know why . My childhood days are really getting to me . Maybe because I miss the times where I would hang out alone, Sitting by myself during recess, Munching on cold ice-cream . While the other girls gossiped and talked trash . I was, ONCE, a very lonely lonely person . Anyway, I'm this close to finally complete reading my Qur'an . Sorry for the bad grammar . I can't be bothered with English right now . I know I should be " story-telling " about what happened yesterday, but I wont :D Cause nothing interesting happened . Although, I did bump into Shazana, who, if I'm not mistaken, was checking my boyfriend out . Heh, I don't blame her . Heck, I don't blame no one . I'm such a modest samaritan :D * grins * teenage angst, shattered dreams & ambitions . This would be a great tittle for a book ! Take note future authors/writers to be :D Saturday, February 21, 2009
Love story <3 We were both young when I first saw you . I closed my eyes and the flashback starts . I'm standing there, in the balcony in summer air . I see the lights I see the party, ball gowns. See you make your way through the crowd. You say hello, little did i know . That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles and my daddy said stay away from Juliet. & I was crying on the staircase begging you please don't go. & I said . Romeo take me somewhere we could be alone. I've been waiting, all that's left to do is run . You'll be the prince, and, I'll be the princess. It's a love story, baby just say . Yes . So I sneak out to the garden to see you . We kept quiet cause we're dead if they knew, so close your eyes . Let's escape this town for a little while . Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter & my daddy said stay away from Juliet . but you were everything to me, I was begging please don't go . & I said . Romeo take me somewhere we could be alone, I've been waiting all that's left to do is run . You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess . It's a love story baby just say yes . Romeo save me they're trying to tell me how to feel . This love is difficult, but its all real . Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess, Its a love story baby just say . Yes . I got tired of waiting . wondering if you were ever coming around . My faith in you was, fading . When I met you on the outskirts of town . & I said . Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone . I keep waiting, boy, you but you never come . It's this in my head, I don't know what to think . He kneels to the ground and pulls out a ring & said . Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone . I love you, and that's all I really know . I've talked to your dad, go, pick out a white dress . Its a love story baby just say, Yes . We were both young, when I first saw, you . - Taylor Swift . Friday, February 20, 2009
you found me . THANK YOU RACHEL TAN ZHEN-YI FOR SUPPORTING ME ON WEDNESDAY ! i feel, that blogging's the only way to relieve my anger . on what ? practically anything or anyone :D to ________. so whaaaaat if you're the freakin' captain of MALAY DANCE or SOCCER laaaaaast year . sorry , i just had the need to say that . i don't mean no haaarm. honest. the big date's tomorrow, * audience makes an annoying noise * oh well, need to primp myself up . today was funny, Shafwan, the school song :D he's so darn cute . and my name was called out . heeeee, haolian leeeeer . this was what happened during assembly today . ehem. " Tampines Secondary School beat Springfield Secondary 3-2 in yesterday's badminton match. Man of the Match : Mistika of 2E1 ." after that, people kept repeating the last 6 words of the announcement . i was all in ________'s face, its just that she doesn't know it . in your face <3 today's match was alright, we lost, 5-0. SAC badminton girls are nice people. friendly, friendly . then i saw Maxine at the bustop, didn't feel reluctant to even talk to her. and she recognises me ! yay! * Mistika cheers for SAC & TPSS * and i could tell you, his favourite colour's purple. he likes to argue, born on the seventeenth. his sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes . and if you asked me if i love him, i'd lie . Saturday, February 14, 2009
Roses by the dozen . Happy V' Day People . sorry for not updating for like, more than a week, i guess ? i don't know, got stuff to do . busy busy beeee . Mass Run waaaaaaaas fuuuuuuun :D |
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