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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period. Tagboard
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Friday, March 6, 2009
I love A. I told you I'd be back, sooner or later . Let's see, what happened today . Had four FREAKIN' periods of D&T, where I got completely ignored by Mr Sng, pfffft. Wanna do the product also, troublesome old man -.- After which, CME, discussed with group ;D RECESS ! Ate with Ben . Was trying to make SOMEONE jealous, I don't know whether he noticed . Look who's the desperate one ;D [ In case you're wondering, I was talking about myself being the desperate one ;D ] . Walked with Ben up to class . So far, Cheryl, Fara, Michelle, Michelle's friends asked me whether I was with BEN. For the last time people, I'm not with Benjamin Jethro Neo . yeahh, read it . Mr Syafiq's lesson was next. We found his weak spot . Did newspaper article, talk talk talk, asked asked asked, chit chat, argued with SEAN ! Serious lar, he's getting on everyone's nerves . My gosh, get a life dude . Went to change, went down to play netball, that's when I got sooooo mad. I was trying to shoot the netball into the net lar . Then it didn't get in, & he laughed. I lost myself, I shouted at him . Think what ?! So what if you're in the basketball team ?! Were you the captain ?! I DON'T THINK SO ! So I suggest you shut it idiot ! After English, it was Maths, did assignment on foolscap . Maths used to be my favourite sub, now, my least favourite sub. How school stinks -.-" After school, went to Pizza Hut, was a blast, became broke. I'm not fulfilling my resolution -.-" Haiz, Mistika Mistika . You know what, I've been contemplating about the future . How the Sec One orientation would be like, how I'm gonna be OGL/CGL & how I know everyone's gonna love me ;D HAHAHAsx, that part, not so true . How I'm gonna conduct MORNING EXERCISE & that it's gonna be torturous ! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, & how my class's gonna rock . Think so far, not really actually . If you think about it , It's less than a year away till Sec Threeeee . WOOOOOOH, and yes, I've been wondering who'd be the next batch of student councilors . Hah ! Can Hao Lian in front of them ;D My Gosh he's beautiful, I'll pray for a miracle . Oh how it kills me, If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie . Cause I'm too afraid to tell the truth, Too afraid of how people might think, Too afraid of what people might say . This girl's wasting her time on you, After what you did to her . After all those hardship you put her through . She still loves you . Pondering about what you'd be thinking, Every night & day, Every second of every hour, Pondering, whether you still have feelings for her . Whether you did the right thing, Breaking her heart , Leaving her to cry in the dark, Without you knowing, Without a soul trying, Trying to cure her disease, The disease called you . You, brought her to her knees . You, made her the person she is today . You, made her realise, That somethings are worth waiting for . It's been one week, Self-inflicted wounds all over her heart, Slashed & burned, whilst reminiscing about Those times when we were both oh so young Oh so young, & madly in love . Blinded . I'm sorry . |
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Let's runaway now
let's go away to some place safe. |
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