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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period.
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Thursday, April 30, 2009
She's not me . Yes, I love you too Rachel . And I'm not a man lar . HAHA. MYE starts today, pretty nerve-wrecking. But I'm especially proud of my Eng Compo, cause I believe I did well for my section one . I composed an essay that elaborates the meaning of Friends . And I implied episodes of F.R.I.E.N.D.S to my composition ;D I feel so proud of myself . I'll probably hang myself upside down if I don't ace this . Especially for MT . Gosh, that was, you wouldn't want to know . But I'll tell you anyway . I practically just added in words that came into mind onto my paper . I'm pretty sure I'm gonna get low low low marks . After the exams, stayed back with Mr K. Tan while waiting for Bila to finish her test . Yeah, she got 11 . I got 10 . Unfair . But I still aced my Geo, A1 baybeee . During the wait, we were talking about someone . HEHEHE, then Mr K. Tan said he's cute, like himself :D I practically kept hurling praises about Mr K. Tan, in his presence . HAHA. This is call Kissing Up To The Teacher, learn it kids . Went to canteen to study with friends ;D Till like 4 ++ . Went to TM with FRIENDS, then went home . I'm suppose to clean the table . BRB . * Mistika returns with mango in her mouth * Apparently, the table's clean . I got a taste of the mango, heavenly . And now, I'm full . I'm suppose to memorise my Tajwid stuff, but I'm gonna do it tomorrow XD Hee, wake up bright and early . Cause tomorrow's Labour Day people . Yay , hurray . My school's obsessed with the Swine Flu infection . We've added a new rule to our, well, rule book, that every individual in the school has to bring a thermometer to school everyday starting from today or would be put to task . Mr Neo and any other teachers have the rights to conduct random checks . Wow. Currently texting Faried, listening to Forever & Always - Taylor Swfit. Waiting for school to start so that I can hope that the week won't end . Tuesday, April 28, 2009
This suggestion might be a little bit suggestive . Tuesday, I'm done with DnT . Wednesday, the truth comes out . Thursday, MYE ( English ) Friday, Tajwid Class/Revision for next MYE subject . Saturday, Slack Sunday, Mug . I'm crazy, as what Rasyid concluded. And I have to agree with that . I'm freaking people out . & I don't like my new English Teacher . Monday, April 27, 2009
Tragic, I know. When I say I'm screwed, I really mean it . I like someone, but I'm not with him. Instead, I'm with someone else . Help me. Sunday, April 26, 2009
I got over you today . I'll blog more later ;D I have the whole week's agenda up here on my blog . == Sorry people, for the long long pause . I went online for awhile in the morning, cause I wass waiting for my religious class to start . Long story . I have not studied my Science . Gosh . Imma gonna flunk . I want Mr Ng back . Or Mrs Vai . Better yet, Mr Nguyen ): Sighs, I wonder what my MYE marks would look like . Hopefully, 7 As . Please, I pray . My mum's pressurising me, she said I die die must get the Bursary again this year, if I want my future to be bright . The problem is, my present is as bright as it is . I want my future to be bright-er . So, I shall fulfill my mum's/dad's/sister's/family's wish and get that Bursary again this year . All the best Mistika . I suddenly realise, I got three camps to attend to this year . Leadership, Council and Sec Two Adventure camp . Good Luck Mistika . I wanna see Rachel . Sigh .They say when you sigh to much, you'll get older easily . It might be true . Either way, we all have to grow up sooner or later. Unless you're Peter Pan, stuck in Neverland . Currently texting Faried . Listening to Saving Abel - 18 Days. Waiting for the day where the grass is truly greener on the other side . Saturday, April 25, 2009
Crying over you .
It's a Saturday ! Officially woke up at 1105am today . Smsed Raaaaaasyid. Ah, asked me out today. With Sham and Haziq. So, yeah. The four of us went to Bedok to study ._____. Yeah, right! We didn't, then went to Tampines1 first . YAY, I visited T1, but it was crowed and packed, so the minute we stepped in we got out ;D Headed to Sunplaza Paaaaark. Studied for awhile, at least a gist of the topic I studied went in my head ;D Surprisingly. Then a group of mats came cycling/skateboarding towards us . So we went off, cause we didn't one to create an uproar. Raaaaaasyid propose that they'd start a fight among themselves, to see who would get my attention, since, I was the only babe among the threeeee guys . And then, I laughed . U-turned back to Tampines Mall, bought Chocolate Milkshake from Macs. Headed for Century Square . Then OMGosh, bumped into my Sister and her * ahem * The guys didn't think that was my sister, cause she looked so different ._____. Stopped my Miz29, then to Food Republic to get some desserts. We shared ;DDD Toured around the shopping mall, then headed home . Pretty much an nonsensical day, cause we were saying things that didn't really make sense . Currently texting noone, listening to Got to be Somebody - Nickelback. Waiting for school to start so that I can wait for it to end. Friday, April 24, 2009
Sundown to Sunup .  
I got 23/25 for my Geography test, that freaking two marks . Wasted . Oh shit . I got Science test on Monday, I never bring back my book . Currently texting no one . Listening to Its Over - Jesse McCartney . Waiting for your call to my answer . Thursday, April 23, 2009
Online . 
for shuttle run today ! Which I can proudly scratch off from the wishlist XD . Yeah . Fastest girl . CHEH ! My mum was staring at the laptop screen for like 5 minutes just now . She claimed to be observing what I was attempting to post . She thought I was writing an e-mail . Then she got bored, so now she's lying on my bed . Yeahh. I kept on digging my fingers into the M&Ms just to stall her . Phew ! DnT test was sorta a breeeeeeze. Counted the possible marks I would get . 29/40. Not bad. But not good enough XD. So, I'm praying for the best . Fingers-crossed! Not mine, yours . After DnT, PE, recesss . CME, I was so freaking hyped up . I got the whole class irritated . Same for English ^^. MR MARK TAN stuck his pen into my right ear . Now, it's painful . FCK . Irritating . Science, me & Justin & Bila were cracking our sedentary brains to find the answer to the questions . Atoms . Molecules . Ions . I ought to get ready for Chem. next year XD TOMORROW MR K. TAN PERIOD ! I think getting test paper back . Please pray that I get full marks. Please. I need to get full marks. Despo. Currently texting Haziq Irfan/Afiq Ezz . Waiting for your call . Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Life is a maze, & love is a riddle <3  
I know, MISTIKA ! YOU'RE D&T TEST'S TOMORROW AND YOU'RE STILL BLOGGING ONLINE ????!!!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU WOMAN ????!!!! I'll tell you my problem, boredom . I'm done with my studying already lar . I made notes . For D&T, this is how prepared I am for the test tomorrow . It's a matter of life and death here people . I need to pass my D&T . Come on ! I can do this . Yeah, the above polaroid shots , was taken during the Frasia visit . And if you're wondering who Frasia is, which I bet you are, he/she's some mascot for the 1st ever AYG ! Asian Youth Games. Yeah, exciting, I know . My dad passed down his camera box down to me, but took it back . Hah, yeah . I'm not interested in Video Cams. Only cams. Yeah. I'm so bored . Spend the whole afternoon with Hakim, Aqil, Ahmas, Nicholas and Zaki. Played some random game on Aqil's iPod touch which was so entertaining . HAHA, I kept losing to the handicapped dude .______. I'm off to study more . And not mess my life up . Tuesday, April 21, 2009
So, how's the relationship going ? 
And no, I'm not an owner of a Canon Digital Eos 450D, YET ! I just took a snap of this photo using my phone . I know . Looks cool, but the resolution isn't as great as the normal cameras . Fvck it, better then nothing . I should actually be studying for D&T, which. btw, is this Thursday . I'm screwed . I believe that when I study and procrastinate, I will be able to absorb more thus allowing me to perform better in my test on Thursday . Hence, study later, play now ;D I make the bad things look goooood . And I made the humming bird in school fly away ): We were so effing horny yesterday and today . OHEMMGEE. Like serious . We were so .... Gosh . Today, had the puberty talk . Another plus to the horny scale . Taubat . Spend the rest of the afternoon doing HW in the canteen, eating three packets of prawn crackers, getting harassed by Haziq Irfan . Dreading over my performance in Maths & Science, scratch that, dreading over my studies . I surprisingly reached home before 6pm today . Then I realised the earlier I got home, the more time I had to perform my prayers . HAHA . Don't we all ? Currently texting Haziq Irfan . Listening to On my Own - Hedley . Waiting for it to rain , so that I'd get a good night's sleep . Monday, April 20, 2009
Mundane Monday .
If it rains later today, you can thank my dad cause he'd be the cause of it . All those minutes singing his heart out . Triggers the clouds, causing them to vibrate, hence pouring rain . But we all know that's not true . And yes, it was FREAKING WARM today . Like serious, I stepped out of my house, and I was suddenly perspiring after a few minutes of walking from home to the bus stop . Like, what's up with the world ?! Climate change, my friend . So people, REUSE REDUCE RECYLCE . I wanna live to see my great grandchildren, don't you ? I'll do my part , I seriously will * Grins * And then , during D& T, the clouds suddenly became mundane, and it rained ! I think it was due to the singing during flag raising . It could be . Noone knows ... My badge, its broken ): I need replacement badge . I got back my Maths mark . I'm so fvcking jealous of Hannah . She got full marks . Congrats babe, all those studying paid off ! Woooh ! * standing ovation * Watch out, Geography haven't yet return . I doubt I'll get full marks . So much for confidence and security .____. Mr Tan was in the papaers ! HAHA, hottest male teacher seyyyy . Not bad not bad . That's why you're at the top of the list ;D Geography Geography Geography . Ah, English MYE's are this next week . D&T CA is this Thursday . I'm screwed . On the brightside, no more training XD . Currently chatting with Jonathan ( Moooooooo ! ) , listening to Friend - Kaitlyn . Waiting to apologise . Sunday, April 19, 2009
Don't wanna hear your messages . I don't know whether I did this survey before, but what the heck . Beats reading the usual junk I always type in here . Enjoy ! Rip it off the blog if you wanna, you have my permission . I don't really care whether you give me the recognition or not . I'm just happy I made a difference in each and everyone of your lives . Vote Mist!ka for President ;D * rolls eyes, then grins * Oh yes, Enjoy The Upcoming Week ! Although I know I won't . XOXO, Mistika {: 1)Status of you and the last person you sent a text to. ` Alyssa's my best.erest friend . 2)Do you have any plans for saturday? ` Yesterday, Carnival Day . Saturday the 25th, mugging . 3)When was the last time you got flower? ` Friday the thirteenth ;D / Valentine's . 4)Has anyone ever seen you in your underwear? ` I guess . My parents . I know, I was ashamed . 5)Do you love anyone? ` I do . 6) What are you doing right now? ` thinking of an answer to type in this blank space . 7)Are you in love? ` I am . 8)Have you read the book Twilight? ` Unfortunately, no . 9)If you had a chance to get back together with your ex, would you? ` If he admits he's a compulsive jerk, then I'd consider . 10) What are ur opinion about your friends? ` Awesome . Pain in the ass . Awesome . 11)What do you like about yourself? ` I have my flaws, but it's okay to be me . 13)Do you think someone is talking behind your back? ` I know some one is, cause no one can possibly keep their mouth shut . 14)Do you like it when guys have egos? ` I hate guys with ego . 15)Do you hate your friends? ` If I hated them I wouldn't be befriending them now would I ? 16)Do you remember your first crushs name? ` I think so . His name somehow escapes me . 17)What are you? ` I'm someone who would hunt you down for something that you did . 18)Did you kiss anyone today? ` maybe I did, maybe I didn't . Hmmmm . 19)Are you a mean person? ` I am . Serious . 20)Are you excited for anything? ` School, strike that out , June . 21)Have you let someone down last week? ` I hope not . 22)Are you close with your siblings? ` yeah . 23)Do you get along with your parents? ` probably . 24)Are you in a good mood right now? ` I guess . 25) Who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over an hour? ` Zuhri . Heh . 26) Do you like to make the first move? ` I did, once . But regretted that decision / 27) Do you hate it when people smoke around you? ` smoke = to air pollution . i've been feeling so alone .  That you were Romeo You were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet. And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go. And I said . Sunday . Eh, I've been thinking . If a guy and a girl aren't together, but are really truly, madly, inlove, then what do you call them ? Its an unsolved question ... * gasps * I've realised, that I've been hurling vulgarities at everybody like it's nobody's business . Taubat. HAHA. I'm obsessed with my blog . I wanna visit Tampines 1 . Saturday, April 18, 2009
it would be the third month today .  You've got to help me out. It's all a blur last night. We need a taxi. Cause you're hung over. And I'm broke. Don't be a baby Remember what you told me . That's what you get for waking up in vegas . Eh, I damn bored. I wanna go blog hopping . But wait ! I forgot, my links, are all gone . I'm trying not to sit cross-legged on the floor, cause my leg's would get numb . but it's not working . I just went around browsing through people's friendster profiles, and I saw this girl, pretty as she is, who looks like Farwizah . Like serious . But prettier . And my age ! HAHA, I think . I kpo lar . Currently texting Faried, listening to Paramore - Born for This . Forgetting that it'd be the third month together with you if you didn't have broken up with me . Petty petty boy * batters eye-lids * Oh I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called .  A young love's life Jumping out an airplane Riding a tidal wave An ocean, of emotions My heart rips me wide open . was the bomb . Although I do prefer last years . Cause it was our first ;D And we earn loads of profit . All, for charity ;D * halo above 2E1 * Yeah, THANKS guys . For the wonderful fund-raising and teamwork and financial planning ;D Especially financial planning, we spent like, 20 bucks less than last year . Now I know why . The whole day with the Sec 3 Seniors, and Shamir . Council . Hah, got free food . But it was freaky freaky hot ;D Inside joke . And my feet were freaky freaky painful . But all and all, the best part was the free food . HAHA, eclair . So basically, I bought the film for no reason .___. Waste of time . Another 2 more Carnival Days to Enjoy . Make the best out of it ;D MYE's drawing near . Oh yes, I am confident that I'd pass Mr Tan's paper yesterday . It was a breeeeeze . HAHA . Off to post on the class blog . And to change my blogskin . I wore my TPSS shorts & class tee today .___. * rolls eyes * The picture above is not something off the internet . Thursday, April 16, 2009
say goodbye, our last goodnight  The night's over You're fading It always ends the same My head on your shoulder As we pull away . Gosh, prizes aren't done packing . And I lost like, 3 dollars worth of class fund . Shucks, I Spent like, an hour packing the sweets and titbits and other edible items . Spent like an hour mugging for Geography, but nothing went in . Zuhri said its cause I'm too tired and stressed out . Maybe he's right . That's why I'm gonna revise in the bus tomorrow morning, and when I get to school ;DD Revise during DUTY ! Alright . MATHS test was a breeze today, thanks HAKIM, SHAFWAN, ELENA, HAFIZ, AQILAH ! for assisting me in my MATHS corrections during those few minutes. If I get full marks, I know who to blame on ;D 2.4 km ! Ah, I proved myself wrong today . I was so contented with my timing . 12.50 minutes . HAH, thought I'd get 13 minutes plus . But yeah, 12 ! Gosh . Thank Allah for giving me the energy and breath during the run . AMIN . Happy endings, now I know . Wednesday, April 15, 2009
I keep forgetting the title . Is it just me , or has blogger just become more, weirder ? I have two tests tomorrow, & I'm not mugging . I'm definitely screwed . Was undergoing an emotional turmoil today . Fights, misunderstandings, all that shit crap . Settled down and now I'm ready to start a new day ;DD * grinsss * Anyway, CARNIVAL DAY'S drawing nearer & nearer . OOOOOOH . Yeahh, excited . But I doubt that we'll make as much profits as last year . With Miss Tan on course, our class in in havoc . I think she's testing us in some way . Hmmmmmm, I wonder . I need to sms Miss Tan . Ah, I'm losing interest in badminton . & I'm not afraid to say it . Maybe cause I'm sick of the same old same old . Routines, drills, circuit training, the strokes . ugh . It could be the people. I don't really know . But I'm losing interest , definitely . Save me from this wrath ! Tomorrow's 2.4, and I just ate a big bag of Ruffles . I'm definitely, one hundred percent, surely, obviously, basically, theoretically, practically, surely, screwed . Monday, April 13, 2009
But she went still, all the boys are slag .  In the clear view, there's a silhouette And I watch you, no I'll never forget I figured it out now, Breaking's what your heart is for . And not a soul sleeps. Another heart skips a beat Wasting my time, Another heart beats tonight . I know it's so not like me to post on a Monday (?) But I couldn't help myself. Besides, it's just for a while, after my AC goes flat, then I'm going off . Oh look, my AC's gone flat . Chiao ;D Sunday, April 12, 2009
as the sun goes down .  I like to, be around you . When you're not trying to be somebody. And I like to, hang with you. Talk about whatever we talk about . Like, yeaaaah maaan ! I'm so lonely today . I spent an hour out at Paya Lebar just to get my freaking pen and refiller at Popular .__. Pathetic, I know . Then I thought of going to Tanong Katong Complex to get my Fujifilm instax, but, I had not enough money XD Suckish can ! I ate like 18 pieces x 18 packets of seaweed . I rock ;D I want my daddy to send me to TKC t get my refill for my camera . Can can can ? But I shan't . Cause I'm considerate enough to know that he's tired and he needs time to rest ;DD * halo * Yet, he's going JB today .___. Fvck . Hmm, tomorrow, SCHOOL . Gosh, I can't wait till Friday. I wished upon a falling star, and I all I got was ... I don't know what I got . And I wish upon another falling star, so that I can get this ;DD  but for now, I'll just keep dreaming and admiring other people take pictures with this beauty ;D Btw, its called a Canon Digital Eos 450D . It's priceless . Unless you can get it for me ^^V Saturday, April 11, 2009
Static came out from you . I spent the whole day smsing Faried . Good experience, really . Was watching the match just now, was so pissed, so I switched the teevee off . Anyways, I'm still not done with my karangan . I'm screwed can ?! Grrrr, I'm have no discipline in myself . I'm not done with a simple assignment, let alone my whole life . Oh gosh , help . Off to blog hop, or jump off the building, or something . I gotta stop talking like there's no tomorrow . Well, see you . LOL. You, single ? I lied, I'm still on . I just have nothing better to do than to keep coming back to my laptop and . blog . When I'm suppose to be doing my karangan .____. Fvck, I'm screwed . I don't know how many times I have said that, but . Yeah, I'm repeating it till it gets to all of you . I totally forgot I had training today . Like . Oh gosh, I suddenly got this text from Tee, then I totally remembered that I had training . but I woke up at like . 1034 hrs, and I was an hour and 30 minutes late , sooooo . It tootally defeats the purpose of me going to training if i only have like, an hour and 30 minutes left to train, minus off the traveling time from home to school, and the time to get up from bed, to the toilet, back to my room, change, go down, travel to the bus-stop while eating breakfast, yeahh, I'm pretty much left with 45 minutes . So, there, my point exactly . I'm screwed . I trip, then fell face flat .  Oh no, it continues . They actually can create a feud over a flower pot . My gosh, please ! I just realised that I have never heard the bridge to the song Heart to Molly until now . It's like, unknown . I should really stop hitting forward on songs . Currently texting Tiara, listening to Fingerprints, breathing, screwing things up . I've still got karangan to do, just one more . Just that one more Malay Compo, and I'm done with homework for today . Oh gosh, two more days till Monday . I'm off . Friday, April 10, 2009
You're the weapon that I chose . Think back five months ago, were you single? * Umm, kinda. Was on the verge of accepting this guy . Who can you blame for your bad mood today? * that dude . How was your night last night? * alright, normal . How do you feel right now? * morose . Who were the first 2 people you heard this morning? * my mum, my dad . What are you listening to? * Yule Shoot Your Eyes Out - FOB . Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? * Maybeeeeee, maybeeeee not . Last thing you bought? * Hmmm, Lychee Drink at Geylang . Are you a jealous person? * Yeah . Does it take a lot to make you cry? * Nope . What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? * Hmmm, in the car . Think a lot before you sleep? * A lot . What's running through your mind right now? * who else if not him. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? * I do . Do you like to cuddle/snuggle? * It depends who I'm cuddling with . Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now? * My grandma . Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? * Yes, although I am sms-ing someone right now . Is your life anything like it was a year ago? * Nope, this year's rather intense . How late did you stay up last night? * Till 2300 ++ You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it? * Gatorade . Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't wish to lose? * I did, then I got their contact ;D Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down? * Rachel Tan . Does anyone call you baby? * Uh-huh . I think . Are you a patient person? * Nope . What is the last thing you said out loud? * I think it was ... I wanna make up right na na na . In the rain ;DD Any plans for tomorrow? * Tampines mall, I guess ? What can't you wait for? * Prom Night / Grad Night 11' . Would you go out in public looking like you do right now? * Umm, I don't think so . What's the worst way to say I love you? * Baby, I love you like I have loved no one before (?) What do you carry with you at all times? * phone, my dignity ! Are you mean? * I might be ;DD What holiday is your birthday closest to? * Chinese New Year / Hari Raya Haji . What's the last thing you searched for on Google? * Kate Nash fansite . Freaky Friday .  Hah, photobooth . Anyway, it's A Friday . My dad thought today was a Saturday, well, cause', I'm not at school, but with the family . So yeahh, and what's more, we went out for breakfast (?) I don't know how its relevant, but yeaaah. That's what my dad said . I still have HW to do, and I have this urge to go out . SAdly, I have no cassssh. What ever happened to the donations people ? Surprisingly, I left for home early yesterday, but managed to reach home at the normal timing , seven . I'mma random . And dying of boredom . I'm trying to stay occupied . I don't know why, but, somehow, that song keeps replaying itself .
Thursday, April 9, 2009
America's Suitehearts .
I'm almost done with Lit NPPA . .________. I have no sense in presentation skills . I'm screwed . Thursday, oh yes . Hah, our team got third place for the General Knowledge Quiz ! Yay, thank you Seri, for helping us win ;DD Lucky I never go represent, cause I'd be trashed . Like seriously . Practically slacked this week and last week . I got a D/C for sit-and-rich . Screw it lar ! My hopes for full points are gone down the drain . Die die must get goal, so 2.4km . Wait for me . HAHA, I probably can catch up any way . Oh, reminds me of a joke !
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Summertime . Damn bored caaaaaan ? Would you rather be called hot, cute, or beautiful? . Hot ;DD Do you have a little sister? . Nah, I'mma the younggest ;D Do you like Taylor Swift? . Jyeah . Do you like to listen to the radio when you're in the car? . Jyeah . Tell me a fact about the last person that texted you: . Umm, besterest guy friend . True or false: Miley Cyrus is the most annoying person ever? . True Do you like to wear flip-flops? . Jyeah What is your favorite salad dressing? . I'm don't eat salad . Have you ever broken anything because you were mad? . Once, I forgot when . Do you like wearing headbands? . ;DDD I have six . Tell me the answer . When's the last time you had an Oreo? . Just . Do you have a friend named Amber? . Noooo . Do you like Chris Brown? . Uh-huh . Last December, what was your love life like? . A roller coaster ride . Do you wash your hair in the shower? . Stuuuuuupid question . How are you feeling right now? . Random . Want something you can't have? . Currently, yeahh . Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE? . Hahahaha, yeaahh . Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? . Yeah, some . What woke you up this morning? . My mum, switching the lights on . What were you like a year ago? . Goody goody two shoes . What's the weather like outside? . Dark, with no stars to light the way . Are your fingernails painted? . Nope . Are you taller than 5'6"? . I think . Do you have highlights? . Yeah , No . Why did you last cry? . I forgot, some time during my breakup . What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? . In School Are you tired right now? . Kindaaaa . Last Facebook message from? . FB's for big kids ! Three days from now will you be in a relationship? . Hell nooo . Do you have curly hair? . Nope . Hoping . How much sleep did you get last night? . I don't keep track of time . Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family? . Yeahh . Are you close with your cousins? . Not really . Is there stuff from your past that you miss? . Definitely Whats something you really want right now, be honest? . Caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaash, you ! to get out of my life . Do you ever think "what if" about anything? . Always . Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? . Yeah, once . He's gonna find out, soon . Is there anyone that means a lot to you? . My Friends, Family ! God . Do you miss your past? . The good times . Are you happy with the way things are going? . Jyeah . What was the last thing you ate? . Umm, some nut my mum roasted . Who is the last person you hugged?: . Syaza Fatin . Can any of your relatives draw/paint?: . My cousin . How long is your hair when it's wet? . A few hours ago . If you could move somewhere else, would you? . I would , Jyeah . Currently, SMSing Rasyid about some stuff . Listening to Halo - Beyonce . Changing my mindset . Sunday, April 5, 2009
Damn all that is bad . Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck . Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck . I lost all my links ,_____. Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck Fvck . Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh . Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh . I'm not over you . Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh Gosh . Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn . Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn . My heart's surprisingly healing Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn . But sadly, you just don't seem to care , So, I'm gonna close this chapter of my life . I wanna .
This was like so damn funny, that you won't even understand . Okayy, its a Sunday . DnT, can fail . Maths, no hw . MT, no hw . Not any that I can recall of . Eng, can fail . Lit, NPPA ! Science, theory . I'm seriously screwed . Help . Let's see , tomorrow I'd be all alone by myself sitting at the bench near the counseling room . Doing my own thang, like maybe staring at people . Or ! Maybe play netball, depends on the netballers Or ! Study, cause MYEs like in 6 weeks time . or so .. I remembered, IT class, Fvck . I'm so jealous of people who have Canon Digital Eos or Nikon or Sony cameras, and I have to use my camera phone .___. I seriously need to get a professional cam . Remind me to reload my camera's film . Cause it is now empty, and dusty . Fvck . I have a sudden sugar rushhhhh . My blog, and myself, is screwed . Saturday, April 4, 2009
Unfinished poem . Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t DnT's a huge draaag .___. Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t I've been slacking the whole week . Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Help . Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Sh!t Little did I know . Imma gonna skip question 1, cause I'm too lazy to let those people know that they're tagged to do the quiz . Q2. Your name ? Mistika Ismail :DDDD Q3. Your age : !4 . Q4. Attached / Single ? Single . Q5. Five of your closest friends : Florence, Rachel, Bilaa, Alyssa, Rasyid . Q6. Your two favourite colour : Orange, Grey . Q7. Storybook / Comics ? Comics . Q8. Do you have a crush ? Yeah . Q9. Has an unknowned person asked you for your number before ? Uh-huh . 10. If yes, did you give your number to the person who asked ? I did, he was from my school, new friend ;D 11. Name two girl-friends that you are close to : Alyssa & Florence . 12. Name 2 guy- friends that you are close to : Rasyid & Rayyan . 13. Do you play online games ? Seldom . 14. Do you play maplestory ? BAHAHAHAHA. 15. Do you play Audition ? BAHAHAHAHA. 16. Favourite numbers ? Two, and Thirteen 17. Hotmail URL ? For me to know . 18. Favourite Alphabets ? M, L, A, I, Q, S . 19. Would you rather go out with your stead or friends ? Friends . 20. Do you trust your stead ? I used to . 21. Money or friends ? Friends, 22. Stead or friends ? Friends. 23. Anime or drama ? Drama . 24. Best guy friends ? Rasyid . Justin . Rayyan . Quiz 2 : [ ] Gotten Detention [ ] Gotten your handphone taken away in class [ ] Gotten suspended [x] Gotten caught chewing gum [ ] Gotten caught cheating on test Total : 1 [x] Arrived late to class more than 5 minutes [x] Didn't do homework over 5 times [x] Turned at least 3 projects late [ ] Missed school cause you feel like it [x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class Total : 4 [ ] Got your mum / dad etc. to get you out of school [x] Texted people during class [x] Passed notes [x] Threw things around the classroom [x] Laughed at the teacher Total : 4 [ ] Pulled down the fire alarm [x] Went on Facebook , MySpace, etc. on the computer at school [x] Took pictures during school hours [x] Called someone during school hours [ ] Listening to IPOD , CDs ,etc. during class Total : 3 [ ] Threw something at the teacher [x] Went outside the class without permission [ ] Broke the dress code [ ] Failed a class [x] Ate food during class Total : 2 [x] Gotten a call from school [ ] Couldn't go on a field trip because you behaved badly [x] Didn't take your stuff to school [ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go [ ] Stuck up your middle finger at the teacher when they were not looking [ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could not hear Total : 2 [ ] Faked your parents' signatures [x] Slept in class [ ] Cursed at the teacher to their face [x] Copied homework Total : 2 Overall : 18 times 3 equals to 54% of life ruined . Awesome! Penetrating slowly .  Taylor Swift composed this song for you jerks who don't mean what they say . All this time I was wasting Hoping you would come around I've been giving out chances every time And all you do is let me down And it's taking me this long Baby but I figured you out And you're thinking we'll be fine again But not this time around You don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw Don't wanna hurt anymore Looking so innocent I might believe you if I didn't know Could've loved you all my life If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold And you got your share of secrets And I'm tired of being last to know And now you're asking me to listen Cause it's worked each time before But you don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw Don't wanna hurt anymore You had me falling for you honey And it never would've gone away, no You used to shine so bright But I watched all of it fade So you don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw There's nothing left to beg for And you can tell me that you're sorry But I don't believe you baby Like I did before You're not sorry . I've got a confession to make .  I'm gonna publish . Yeah, that habit's gonna be planted in me soon enough, rest assure . Saturday, the forth of April . Oh yes, Happy Belated Birthday Haaaaaafizuddin ;D Yeahh . Sombong . Happy April's Fool to you guys too ! Let's see what happened yesterday, well . Lessons were pretty boring, as usual . Ball rang at 12:30pm yesterday, rushed to the toilet to change into my Emerald teee, cause it was freaking hot. Followed Justin to the general office, placed the attendance book in the pigeon hole, walked back to class . Talked to Miss Shanti, couldn't help . Tutored Iqah in Maths for awhile . Then, rushed to Miss Ong's locker to get the netballs . Pass here, pass there . It was freaking hot can ? Scorching sun , piaaang . Then went to canteen, sat in front of the NCC dudes ._____. Rest for like, a minute, then went to do shoooting . Saw the guys running around, in guys I meant, Sham, Rasyid, Haziq, Ali, Rizan, Zuhree, Zuhri, Faried, Fadzli, and Afiq . I think, yeahh . Turns out they were playing Block Catching, then never ajaaak me play . HAHAx, was too busy playing netball with Florence XD Reached home at around 1915hours yesterday . I know, so damn late . Oh yes, Thursday . Collided into Bila in the bus, met Rasyid at school bus stop . Assembled at the hall for prize presentation . Flag-raising ceremony, then gave out prizes . High jump, C Division Girls, Third Placing, Mistika Ismail of 2E1 . Yay, got two bronze medals already ;D The other one is from the 4x100m relay , on Monday . Yeahhh . |
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Let's runaway now
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