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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Standing close to me, close enough to reach.  I'm calling out your name, but you don't seem to be listening. You hear, but my words enter one ear, exits the other. Sorry about my previous post, had to get it all out. It was essential :D Don't forget, us.
It's so unlike me to quote lyrics of some Malay song, but then I realised that I'm feeling so, emotional right now. I suddenly had thoughts about you, thoughts about us. I'm totally screwed, I don't know what to do. I'm standing down, standing on my own two feet, with nothing but memories, memories that won't do me any good. Reminiscing about them, I can't manage to subdue myself from all those pain you left me scared from. I can't help myself from crying if I have to, when I know, that crying won't get you back. I can't seem to see the click with any other guys, apart from you. I'm not gonna say ILOVEYOU, cause I know you don't love me back, and I don't wanna waste my time showering my love for you. Hear me out, don't go. All I have to say is this: Thanks for the talk yesterday night, when I know you had other better things to do. Thanks for replying my smses, when I know you could have just ignored them. Thanks for making me feel as though you cared, when I know that you don't. Thanks for at least saying something, when I know that you can't think of anything to say. Thanks for making me feel as though you liked me, when I know that you liked someone else. Thanks for being the first, when I know that you regretted ever asking. Thanks. I made a promise, to not leave you. I'm here if you need me. Saturday, May 30, 2009
All these time I've wasted hoping you would ever come around.  It was just a kiss. Bahahahaha, I (L) Mac . I need to purchase more books. Especially gossip girl books. To keep myself occupied during the one month of holidays. I'm suppose to go to wild wild wet today, but I didn't. Tickets all wasted. Tsk. It's free, actually :D HAHAHAHAHA, my dad got them from his company. The place's gonna be crowded today. DAMN, I forgot what I wanted to say. Ah, yes. Wait, it slipped my mind again. My posts these days have been getting shorter. Maybe cause I'm running of things to talk about. OMGosh, I'm getting boring by the second. AH, my leg's getting numb. Stupid, I have to sit on the floor cross-legged. Tsk, never liked it. Started like any other, I had the best day of my life. Friday, May 29, 2009
Had the best day of my life. Damn, I set the wrong image quality for my pictures, now, I can't upload them up on my computer. DAMN! I am so pissed. DAMN! Curse my fingers, itchy itchy fingers, go and meddle with the applications. DAAAAAAAAAAAAMN! Today was tiring, walked alot, stood for long hours, from around 0930 till 1600 . Lunch was no better .___. Too much vegetables, ate as though we were Goats. Got my results back, I have waaaay too many Bs, so little As. I am disappointed in myself. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Too many distractions. I need to buck-up. SHAAAAAAM, you can do it ! Anyone on for a movie date ? Thursday, May 28, 2009
I found a light at the end. LOOKING FOR BOOKS BUT DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GET THEM AT AFFORDABLE PRICES?! WELL LOOK NOT FURTHER ! http://2hands-toclap.blogspot.com HAS THE ANSWER TO ALL YOUR BOOK NEEDS :D ADVERTISING, COURTESY OF MISTIKA. Rachel, you owe me . I wear red when I'm feeling hot. WAH, 60 people online. Not bad, that's cause .... HOLIDAYS ARE HERE PEOPLE ! Yeah, officially here, exams are over, so it's considered SUMMER VACATION. One month of pure relaxation with nothing to do but to rot at home and to go out and about :D Yeah, right. I have two camps to attend, and I'm pretty sure on of them's gonna be extrememly exhausting, and at the same time, boring. Well, both exhausting, one, not boring :D You'll figure it out, I'm sure you will. Remind me to change my blogsong, cause it's pretty cocked up. Well, everything on my blog IS cock-ed up. I (L) THE MAINE! Heh, and DEVON WERKHEISER . Yeah . I (L) HOT GUYS. I sound like a slut. I'm not. Serious. But, it's up to you, cause it's not gonna change how I am inside. Cheh :D Currrently texting Faried. Hah. Texting about, stuff :DDDDD Hah, funny. Anyway, I'm bored. I shall go edit some stuff, and find songs. Sorry, no pictures to upload, my Mac's bluetooth's cock-ed up. I (L) YOU . Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I'll watch the stars as they collide. First off, HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY HARRAZ ! • This is meant for Bila. • This is the only time I'm gonna do this, unless told to do so. • I do not intend to this again in the upcoming days of postage . • This is fun, try it. Serious. • This includes you Bila, and other other homo sapiens out there. • BEACH CLEANUP WAS THE BOMB TODAY. • Although we didn't take as many pictures as I envisioned . • It was worth my afternoon :D • The sea-aroma-ed air made me feel oh so sleepy • It's barely 10pm, and I feel my head getting lighter and lighter. • Texting a bunch of people, namely Faried :D • I'm fine without you. • I like apples and watermelons. • Watermelons have high GI, not suitable for diabetic patients. • But I don't really give a damn. • I'm beginning to miss Sec 1. • I'm NOT beginning to miss you. • I didn't start. • Oh, yeah, I said hi :D • I've officially ran out of words to say. • No, I thought of something • Federick Fielding from "Fighting Spiders" is pretty, attractive/appealing. THE LIST GOES ON. Beeeeeeelaaaaaaa, I hope you're happy :D Sunday, May 24, 2009
Can we not fight no more ?  DEVON WERKHEISER ! I missed The Suite Life on Deck for this picture. It's worth it. I searched through like, for fifteen minutes, and this picture's not even good enough. There was another hotter one, but I couldn't find it. Well, this is as good as it's gonna get . Just look into his bevelizing eyes. BEVELIZING is a word btw ! Yeah, should be. I'm keeping my posts, damn short now a days. Need to go, dinner's served :D LISTEN TO HIS SONG LAR! The way your beauty leaves me breathless.
I thought I was stronger. I FORGOT ! SORRY, WAIT. HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY JUSTIN! :D HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY HARRAZ! :D Something to keep you guys occupied before we go to do whatever stuff we ought to be doing ;D
Saturday, May 23, 2009
So here's to everything. Ohkay, I'm back from my cousin's house-warming at Tampines. Heh. Didn't do much, talked to my aunts and uncles and my grandma and my cousins. I have a tendency to use the word " and " rather then using a comma to initiate pauses in between my sentences. I have no pictures to load. That's cause I didn't capture any. Heeeeee :} Rachel Green: I'm over you Ross . Ross Gellar: You're over me? When were you, under me? Monica Gellar: Oh shut up, the camera adds ten pounds. Chandler Bing: Ahh, so how many cameras are actually on you? Rachel Green: And you know, I can't go for guys right after they got a divorce. Monica Gellar: Right, you only go for them 5 minutes before they get married. Merian Moseby: Your father is incognito. London Tipton: Where is cognito? Merian Moseby: That means his in hiding. London Tipton: Where's hiding ? The rest, tomorrow, if possible. It's so funny :D If eyes could speak.
Devon Werkheiser can sing. Awesomely unbelievable. Go to youtube, he does sing. And he's good. The song's are all so sweet. Awwwwwwwwww. I feel like crying, cause of the song. But I won't. Shall go to ultimate-guitar.com to check out the chords for the song :D It's possible. Anyway, it's a Saturday. Sorry about not posting yesterday, I mean, when I said talk to you peeps later. Was talking on the phone to Zuhri. Heh, I teared up. I don't know, I suddenly had flashbacks. I cried myself to sleep. He told me that it's not worth thinking about someone who doesn't think about you. Maybe he's right. I need help. Anyone? I guess not. Oh, and Devon's gonna star in a movie. HAH, just listen to his songs. If not, I'll put it up on my blog, if I can find his song. Do it! I don't have to say I'm sorry, cause I'm not. I don't have to say things to make you happy, cause I won't. Friday, May 22, 2009
I'm falling in between. Hello, it's Friday. Came home, found out, I was locked out cause I have no key. waited for an hour till my mum came home. Then after that, I got scolded for not bringing my key. Tsk, sad. During that one hour, smsed Florence and Rachel. Heeee, keep me company. Still texting Rachel. Well, staybacked at school to play netball with Florence. And gang ;D It was a hot hot day. I don't like our new school rule. Tsk, whatever lar. I'm keeping my posts short, I don't really know why. Mozilla's the best, I'm serious. Everything load's fast. Try it! Another photo :D I'm off, I'll talk to you peeps later . Thursday, May 21, 2009
Kicking laughing, all relaxing. Uh-huh, Kris won. Happy Happy. Wooh. Anyway, I got my results today, did very badly. Uh, I cried during MT, cause.. I know lar, I have my reasons. After school, cleaned the council room, was freaking dusty/dirty. Tsk, terrible. But, it was spick and span, thanks to us :DDDDD Clean, but too bad, no before and after photos. Awwwwwwwww ;( Played netball, then talked to Faried in the canteen, hyper bodooooooh. Heh. I'll keep my post short today. Toodles. I'll upload some pictures I took today. Okay, maybe I'll upload, one. Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I'd never thought I would be so blind.  Our love's a perfect lie. Hah, I deleted the first post, cause it was boring. Yes, I got that camera at Harvey Norman yesterday, suprisingly, my sister didn't scream at me, well, cause I used my money that's why. I got one infatuation striked out from my infatuations list :D I like my camera, don't you? It's a Wednesday, I'm going back to school tomorrow ! Eh, suppose to round councilors up to clean the council room, eh. Got a call from Miss Shanti. I am lazy. I'm using Mozilla Firefox, cause EI's cocked up. My blog was like, corrupted. AH, SHOOT. I forgot to eat my pills this morning, die ! Anyway, I'm officially a free woman :D As in, I'm free, during the holidays, not free as in FOC, oh nvm .____. Shuddup. I've started to get bored of my blogskin. Eh, how? I'm alone at home, with no one to talk to besides my self, well. At least I can get to blast my stereo till the dogs bark. Then again, is it really possible? Please talk, I need all the company I can get. HAHA, spoilt brat -.- Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Looks like a solo tonight. Urgh, I'm bored at home. No one's here to keep me company, well, not litereally. At least I got to talk to Zuhri, and sms Arif :D And I got Hannah to chat with online :x Alrights, so, I'm back from religious. It was educational, my teacher gave me fourty pills of supplements, yeah. She claims that it's good for your brain, and it's proven, by her own daughter. Yeah, so from tomorrow onwards, supplement. I think I'm consuming a weeee too much 100plus. Cause my dad bought like, a carton for us. Which has like, 24 cans. I drink one can, each day of every day of the week. Wicked, I know. I need to lose weight, and get that Canon Digital Eos. I'm going out for dinner with my parents, later, WEEEE! I don't have to rot at home :D Although, I probably am as we speak . Off to do, some other stuff which I'm about to think of, doing. TTYL. Oh yes, can anyone enlighten me, what does FTW mean? Monday, May 18, 2009
I wanna hit you just to see if you cry. Okay, according to my mum, she said I go wherever I wanna, as long as I don't come home after maghrib, she's fine with it :D OK, I'm fine with that too . Yay . Hooray for MUM ! I think I'm going skatepark tomorrow. Hmm, maybe, maybe not. Depends on the people who's going. I have religious tomorrow, which, I won't miss. Must read double pages. Anyway, I plan to wake up early early for a morning jog, which I doubt I'd go, cause knowing myself, I'm a procrastinator/lazybum. Maybe, I don't know. The best part is, the holidays are here :D Well, technically, it's 13 more days, till JUNE. Heh. MYE'S OVER AND DONE WITH! Thank god. My mum ruined my celebration brunch ): Anyway, my teacher just sms-ed me, religious class change timing, wooooooh. But, that leaves me no time to go to skatepark. BOOOOOOOOOH. Maybe I deserve it .____. For some apparent reason, that's settled, I'm not going. Booooo. I don't wanna talk about MTpaper2 today, cause I know I'd do badly, somehow. Yeah, don't prove me wrong, cause I don't think you're able to. I like my PC's keypad :D Did I mention that there's gonna be an IT Fair, I think it's on 22nd May, everything sold at warehouse price! HAAAAAAAAA. An opportunity for me to get a Digital Eos 450D :x Heh, I deserve it ! I think I do, wait, I know I do. Ahhhhhh, even better.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Erase the memories of your face. I'm back from the salon. My hair's a wreck. Watch out Mistika, people's gonna laugh at you, so beware. Oh well, I'm off. I'm suddenly feeling so, emotional. I need to do prayers now. Before I leave : I'm sorry F. for my absence. I didn't mean it. I'll see you soon, if I get the chance to. But I don't believe it baby.  Sunday. I'm beginning to feel that tomorrow's not gonna be an enjoyable day, although for the fact that exams are officially over, tomorrow. It's just a feeling, my instincts can prove me wrong anytime. Bride Wars was the best btw. Yes, I know. You might have watched before I did and you would probably call me slow, but whatever! I don't need your criticism. PFFFFFFT. Nothing else to blog again, I'm getting my hair cut later, I hope. Bangs, it'll be a disaster, I can tell. Oh well, as what Rasyid said, your hair will grow back Mistika. That's true, really true. I'll be backsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsxsz. I like Saturdays and the rocket summers, blue sky and the morning's air. I like you, you like me. There's something wrong with this picture let's turn it upside down so we can see, the insecurities. Along with you and your technicolor eyes. It's getting late. Saturday, May 16, 2009
It's been about three months now. I'm back from Johor. I'm off to watch Bride Wars. Seafood was the best btw. Currently bickering with Rasyid. And to my dearest B. Cheeeeer up okay. He's not worth. He's just like the guy-I-used-to-date-for-a-month-and-eight-days. Do what I did, cry and hurl vulgarities at everyone you see. They'll understand once they find out. There's this saying, that if God takes someone away from you, that's just cause he's giving you someone better. You don't deserve to be treated like that. You deserve someone better, someone waay waaaaay better that that jerk. If he thinks you're boring, then what makes you think he's thaaaaaaaaaaaaat entertaining? Well maybe to you, but not so much for me. Well, maybe a little. No! We're trying to come up with negative point of views about him. Not positive. So cheeeeer up okay babe ? You've got your people to consult . Cheh, consult. Everthing you say, every time we kiss I can't think straight, but I'm okay. And I can't think of anybody else, who I hate to miss, as much as I hate missing you. So please, give me hint. So please, just take my hand. Burn, burn, burn baby burn. Umm, don't mind the title. It's a song for god's sake. Spend my morning, snoring till the alarm rang at 11++ Faried's sms woke me up, more or less. Hah, thank you dearest. I can't sms too much, cause' my bill's, exploding. And I don't wanna impose on my parents, although, I think I already am. I wanna get that camera, please, get me those 7As. Satruday. I'm suddenly hooked on to Taylor's songs. Brings back the memories. I think I should install songs onto my blog. Yeah, maybe I should. And it's time to change my skin. Since, I'm soooo freee. Exams aren't officailly over, but, beats mugging for MALAY. Yeah, brb, with a new skin. == 1449hours. I'm backk, and I've changed my skinsxsxsxsxsz. I'm satisfied. I'm pretty sure I'll get bored of it, soon after. Damn, I haven't do my prayers yet. Zuhri called, twice. Talked for awhile, texting Faried. Rasyid's going skatepark. Blooooody hell. I'm stuck at home .___. Mundane. Oh yes, I forgot, exams aren't over, that's why. Blooooody hell, I need to go catch a movie. June holidays drawing near, okay, set, I'll make plans then :}}}}
Friday, May 15, 2009
No one knows who you are. I'm emotionally tired, physically exhausted, mentally unprepared. It's 0105hours on a Saturday morning. I'm all alone in my dark room, posting online. I sound so mundane, that's cause I am. I'm jealous of everyone around me, eventhough there's nothing to be jealous of. I'm being the childish. I can't help myself. It's been months since I'm like this. I'm screwed I'm telling you. I scared you all didn't I ????? HAHA, nah, For a change, stareted with something freaky to post about. I don't know, it's all true btw, what I said above. I am tired. Eyes drooooooooopy. Yeah, spent the morning revising for my History. Zuhri waited for me at the bus stop, walked to school. Talked. Breathed. Ummmm, then, asembly, revised History notes, again. The aper was alrightsxsxsxsxxsxsxsz, was relieved when there was only, like, 3 pages, forty marks. Heh, it was doable/manageable. Mistika can pass history, no doubt :} I sound so confident, that's cause I am. Chehdebah. After the paper, slacked at the canteeeeen, ate burger. Set off for Tampines, again. The third time this week. Walked around T1, cause Bila hasn't been there. Accompanied her, along with .... Zuhree, Siti, Yani. All five of us. Hannah and Rasyid went home. Haziq, Ali, Rizan went swimming (?) Sham went to do his prayers, and came back. I got bored, so I joined Faried and Zuhri, walked around TM for awhile. They accompanied me to the bus stop, talked, waited for the bus. Bid a do, then pretty much daydreamed during the ride home. Daydream about what? Stuff :} It was raining, was pretty much freeezing in the bus. But heck. Walked home, dad was entertaining the bird. He talks to his pet. Hah, I'd do the same thing if I were him. Heck, I talked to my cat, Mr. Fluffers :D Bathed, did prayers, ate. Went up to my roooooooom, read the my Gossip Girl™ Novel for awhile, and then, I suddenly fell asleep when I laid my head on the pillow, the reason for me staying up till 1am in the morning . I didn't realise I was sleping for ..... 4 hours. THen Zuhri called, we talked for awhile, he cheeeeeered me up. Smsed Faried. I miss kindergarten. No, I miss nursery. Better, I miss my childhoooooood days. I feel like going through my photo albums of pictures during the time where my parents had outrageous hair-dos and my sister was young as ever. Not saying that she's old. Well, she is xD Shhhhhhhhh. Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Your knuckles were burning white. Sorry for the two days absence. My sister brought her laptop along with her to work .___. Which leaves me no choice but to use my dad's PC, since he's not around :} As in, not in the house. AS IN, he's at work -.- choi. Don't think nonsense. Pardon my spelling, if there's any spelling errors found in this post. Cause my dad's PC doesn't have the special feature where a read squiggly line would appear beneath the word(s) that are spelt incorrectly, unlike my sister's MACBOOK PRO. ;D Geography paper was today :/ Did pretty well, I guess. I finished my paper at exactly 0944hours, a minute before the paper was due. ONE MINUTE ! Talk about time managament skills. But my worries are free, are they ? Yeah, Geography's over and done with. I believe I made K.Tan proud :} Wooooots. After the paper, the gang went over to Bedok corner ^^v Took bus nine, stopped at Tanah Merah, took 14 . Bused all the way to the food centre, ate Mee Rebus, then tagged along with Rasyid and Zuhree to Cold Storage, the fresh food people, to buy Doritos . Haziq was all over the package, so was Ali. And Rizan, practically the whole gang. Bused back to Bedok, took 9 to Zuhree's place. Slacked, played guitar, soccer, "skateboard", basketball, talked. Faried and Zuhri tagged along, I fell butt first onto the concrete pavement while "skateboarding" Butt's numb. Didn't do much but wailed, and wailed. And wailed :} Passes back and forth the basketball with Zuhri, he gives nice high balls. Serious. Man, that sounded wrong xD 21-ed back home with Rasyid, Sham, Yani, Siti and Myself. Reached home, took off my blouse, yes, and fanned myself till I was dry. Then put on my Adidas shirt, and went for a jog ^^V My motives of drying myself was defeated, cause I got sweaty and sticky all over again ;D & I stink. Badly. Ran 10x200m, then rested for a while. Decided to try something new, I ran up ten storeys of a nearby block. I went down by lift :} I know, skill right? This is one of my longest posts I'm guessing. Monday, May 11, 2009
Limbs numbing, birds soaring. 
Alrightsxsxsxsxsxz. It's a Monday. I'm not at school. Rather at home, slacking my ass off when I'm suppose to be studying/revising Geography. Bila's coming over later, let's slack/mug together. And no, I didn't drink RedBull™ today. I'm still pondering how the term RedBull™ came about. Interesting. Blog laterxsxsxsxxsxsz. == 2100hours. I'm back. Bila came over, had a blast. Practically humoured ourselves, and didn't touch our Geography textbook, MY geography textbook. Actually, we did, but only covered one topic. Thought of skateboarding (?) with Rasyid, we called, but no one picked up. He was sleeeping. When Bila went off, it was my turn to take a nap :D I was very very exhausted. I don't know what's wrong with me. I was flipping through my textbook, when I came across chapter 9, I dozed off. I woke up after a phone call from Rasyid . I woke up with my textbook laying on top of my face. I felt like some kid getting ready for O levels .___. Nightmare. Sunday, May 10, 2009
I can't breathe, without you, but I have to.  Happy Mother's Day ! To all mothers and mothers-to-be, here's to ya'll who have been sparing the burden of fathers and other men out there for actually having to carry us in your womb for nine whole months. Thank you oh so very much MAAAAA. You're the reason why I'm on this face of the Earth . Iloveyouverymuch <3 Yeah, I woke up at 12noon, showered, went down to the kitchen Found my mum doing the laundry, was eating potato chips, greeted " HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY " with my mouth full .___. She was like, thank you. Hah. I'll blog later . Nothing exciting usually happens during the weekends. == 1830hours. I'm back baybee. Yeah, I spent like, two whole hours skimming & scamming my Geography textbook, without having a gist of any topic penetrating into my puny mind. I'm hopeless. Faried says I shouldn't be looking down on myself. I won't, I'm being modest ^^v I'm finally able to construct nicer Malay sentences now. Alrightzszsx Mistikazszx. My dad just passed down four tickets to Wild Wild Wet/Escape Theme Park, anyone want to join me ? On the 30th of May, I'm looking for volunteers ;D I sound like Paris Hilton .___. I seriously shouldn't be looking down on myself xD My humanities exams are this WED,THURS&FRI. Help. Lit's a sure goner I'm telling ya'll . My mum just passed me a plate of pie ! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^V I can be random at times, beware . == 2246hours. In addition, The Mist is the best freakiest show I've ever watched. I had no idea the night would took so damn long. Bila's coming over tomorrowxsxsxsxsz. Yes arh ! Saturday, May 9, 2009
I've been missing you like crazy .  Say you're sorry. that face of an angel, comes out just when you need it to . As I pace back and forth all this time Cause I honestly believed in you . This ain't a fairytale . Sorry for not posting yesterday. Was dead tired. After showering, I flopped onto my bed, and fell into a deep deep sleep. Woke up at midnight, chatted with Faried on the phone till 3am. Then, continued my sleep till 12:46pm. I slept for 16 freaking hours . And now, I feel as if I've drank a dozen tins of Red Bull ™. I broke Faried's record :D & I rock ! Friday Pretty much slacked . Umm, went to Kembangan, Bila's place to play takraw . Rasyid came along with his deck, I learnt how to skate ! I felt so proud of myself, but after many many tries, I still can't turn the skateboard 180˚ , yet . Went off at 1630hours, decided to walk home, yes, me, Rasyid and Siti walked home from Kembangan . Oh yes, did I mention Zuhree's takraw fell into the big big drain ? HAHA, yeah, it did. We bid good riddance to it while walking back home ;D During the walk home, we were talking about our plans for June holidays, and * ahem * . Yeah, Rasyid, heed advice from the best . Yeah, we were laughing non-stop. Anyway, I'm all alone at home. Chatted with Faried on the phone for an hour just now, we were like some crazy people laughing like nobody's business, making weird noises .___. He made my day :D Three more days till school reopens . Three more days till my Geography paper. Must make Mr. K. Tan proud ! XD I'm suppose to be in Johor right now with my parents, but I told them its exam period, and Swine's flu still on the loose. AND! Mas Selamat just got captured, so, security's not so tight, hence, more prone crime-activities :D Long story short, I didn't want to go. Currently texting Faried , listening to Whitehorse - Taylor Swift . Feeling lonesome . Thursday, May 7, 2009
You hold my heart .  And at last, All the pictures have been burnt And all the past, Was just a lesson that we learnt. I won't forget, Please don't forget us . Somewhere we went wrong, Our love is like a song. But you won't sing a long . You're forgotten . Hello people. It's a Thursday, so fast . Tomorrow's Science paper. Oh god. Two hours, staring at the paper. Maths was doable, I guess. I mean, it was pressurising, cause sitting next to me in class was Justin, the mathematician .___. YEAH, so pretty much when I was at the second question, he was at the fourth one. When I was struggling, he would be done. Imagine. Yeah, after paper, went to Sham's place to " study " . Ended up playing " dai di " . Then played his guitar ! AHHHHH . Yay . Was so excited maaan. Decided to bus to TM, to get some stuff from Popular™ . Met Faried then walked to the bus stop . He accompanied me till my bus came, apparently, I missed 3 buses . HAHA, wanted to spend quality time with him . WHAT?! It's been days since we last talked . I (opposite of hate) you . Wednesday, May 6, 2009
You guys made my day .  Not really . Mundane . Mundane . Something funny happened just now on MSN . HAHA, funny. But I don't wish to share . Cause I'm a selfish person . Yes, I am . Beat it . Teaching Bila maths on MSN is fun . Serious, but it really gets on your nerves when you have to type the symbols on the keyboard using the shift button, irritating . Yeah, I revised Maths for 2 hours today . Came home after English Paper 2. at 12 ++, early, I know . Watched TV for a while, then went up to study . Maths is getting on everyone's nerve I'm telling ya . Friendster's™ getting uninteresting . School's getting mundane day by day . GOING to school is becoming a draaaaag . I know I said that I was gonna start reading my gossip girl book during the weekends, but I already started :D Couldn't help myself . But continuing the rest during the weekends . Cause I doubt that I have enough time to read . SCIENCE's on Friday, and I still don't understand active transport in plants . So much for being a " biologist " .____. Currently texting Faried , chatting with Bila dearest . Listening to Don't Forgot - Demi Lovato . The song reminds me of how we used to be . You're forgotten . Tuesday, May 5, 2009
We were once so strong.    You said the same damn thing, But no one really knows why this is happening, Is it happening ? We come into this world, and we're all the same. But now I see . Sorry people, for the absence . Been studying lately . Exams lar . I'm not as free as you think . I'm done with my gossip girl book . Yay . Reading the next one during the weekends . I finished the recent one in approximately a day ;D Approximately . Uh-huh . I still don't believe Florence when she said that she read Break of Dawn in one day . Impossible ? I think not ?! Anything can happen :D Oh yes, tomorrow's my English Paper, no. 2 . Yeah , pretty confident . Mrs Lim just gave us HW .____. I guess its for our own good ? OMYGOD, the H1N1 Flu is like, freaky . It's at its critical stage where we students have to be quarantined in class for assembly and we can't go down to report for our duties . Speaking of duties, sorry for my nonsense just now . mood swings .___. Anyways, yes . I won't be able to catch a glimpse of * ahem * anymore .. Oh shut up . I wrote your initials on my palm during MT class . This shows how much I'm into ya . Sunday, May 3, 2009
I'm shooting signals in the air .    
Camwhored with myself (?) for the past few minutes . Four pictures ;D HEEEEE . I just found out that there's this movie called ... " The MIST " . HAHA, it has my name in it . MIST . Definitely gonna watch it . Thriller . My sister just came home from KL yesterday night . She bought me TWO gossip girl novelsxsxsx . Uh-huh, she did . YAY ! At least I have something to read during morning assembly . Or, maybe not. Cause I just realise that exams starts at 0830hours and we're all suppose to assemble in class 15 minutes before . Sooooo, if you think about it , I only get like, 5 minutes each assembly period to read, which only covers like, 2 pages .______. But still, I'm gonna read it, by hook or by crook, during JUNE holidays . Which, btw, is drawing near, after MYEs . I've not revised . I can't, there's nothing motivating me to strive for those As . Actually, there is XD == Back, after a long pause . Was, believe it or not, studying my Science notes for my Science MYE which will be on Friday . All the best to everyone . Tomorrow's MONDAY . I can't believe I'm saying this, well actually I can, I can't wait for tomorrow . Yeah yeah . Although DnT's first period, still . I'll make the best out of it . Saturday, May 2, 2009
I still got that SMS you sent me .  Umm, decided to delete the previous post . Editing right now . I am like, obsessed with this picture above . I don't know why . It's cool . Someone said I look pretty in that photograph (: Thank you love <3 I'm currently bored out of my mind . Uhhhhhhh, MYE's killing me . I'm suppose to talk to * ahem * right now, but we just hung up . HAHA . I'm hyped up , just drank like, 2 tins of RED BULL™ just now, while talking to Faried and watching teevee, at the same time . Then after the show, I went crazy . No, I went crazy during the show . HAHA, still am . Still am . I wanna go back to school . I miss you like crazy . I need more excitement in my life . Days go by and its been pretty, mundane lately . I think it's cause of the weather . Curse us beings who pollute MOTHER EARTH™ and don't give a damn about her . I'm now depressed . Friday, May 1, 2009
Shuddup and put your money where your mouth is .  Birthday Wishes ! Sorry, I just remembered XD Happy Advanced Birthday to SIHUI ! Happy Belated Birthday to ZUHREE ! Uh, yes . Just came home from ngaji/tajwid. Two hours . Hah, worth my time . Waiting for you to get well , listening to Crash & Burn . |
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Let's runaway now
let's go away to some place safe. |
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