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turn my insides out and smother me.
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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period. Tagboard
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Friday, May 15, 2009
No one knows who you are. I'm emotionally tired, physically exhausted, mentally unprepared. It's 0105hours on a Saturday morning. I'm all alone in my dark room, posting online. I sound so mundane, that's cause I am. I'm jealous of everyone around me, eventhough there's nothing to be jealous of. I'm being the childish. I can't help myself. It's been months since I'm like this. I'm screwed I'm telling you. I scared you all didn't I ????? HAHA, nah, For a change, stareted with something freaky to post about. I don't know, it's all true btw, what I said above. I am tired. Eyes drooooooooopy. Yeah, spent the morning revising for my History. Zuhri waited for me at the bus stop, walked to school. Talked. Breathed. Ummmm, then, asembly, revised History notes, again. The aper was alrightsxsxsxsxxsxsxsz, was relieved when there was only, like, 3 pages, forty marks. Heh, it was doable/manageable. Mistika can pass history, no doubt :} I sound so confident, that's cause I am. Chehdebah. After the paper, slacked at the canteeeeen, ate burger. Set off for Tampines, again. The third time this week. Walked around T1, cause Bila hasn't been there. Accompanied her, along with .... Zuhree, Siti, Yani. All five of us. Hannah and Rasyid went home. Haziq, Ali, Rizan went swimming (?) Sham went to do his prayers, and came back. I got bored, so I joined Faried and Zuhri, walked around TM for awhile. They accompanied me to the bus stop, talked, waited for the bus. Bid a do, then pretty much daydreamed during the ride home. Daydream about what? Stuff :} It was raining, was pretty much freeezing in the bus. But heck. Walked home, dad was entertaining the bird. He talks to his pet. Hah, I'd do the same thing if I were him. Heck, I talked to my cat, Mr. Fluffers :D Bathed, did prayers, ate. Went up to my roooooooom, read the my Gossip Girl™ Novel for awhile, and then, I suddenly fell asleep when I laid my head on the pillow, the reason for me staying up till 1am in the morning . I didn't realise I was sleping for ..... 4 hours. THen Zuhri called, we talked for awhile, he cheeeeeered me up. Smsed Faried. I miss kindergarten. No, I miss nursery. Better, I miss my childhoooooood days. I feel like going through my photo albums of pictures during the time where my parents had outrageous hair-dos and my sister was young as ever. Not saying that she's old. Well, she is xD Shhhhhhhhh. |
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