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Monday, June 29, 2009
So far, so great. You fifty miles over the speed. Ahhhhhhh, I don't like my new timetable, neither do I like my new Geography teacher. I want Mr Tan/Miss Kaur. But, alas, we got Mr Leng, I think that's his name . First period, CME. Had loads of fun, laugh laugh laugh, Mdm Shareena thinks I'm crazy :} I was lar, the whole day, was so freaking hyper. Even Rasyid was surprise. It's so unlike me to be so cheerful on the first day of school. Maaaybe, maybe not. Who knows ? I was kindaaaa late today, but came in late with Rasyid. Second period, MATHS. Had only like, 15 minutes with Mr Wong :} Health screening next, got to miss a few minutes of Science, cause it ate into our recess time. We got Mr. NG VIC MENG back. After Science, GEOGRAPHY. Was hoping to see Miss Kaur, but she left .___. So, we had a new teacher. Didn't really enjoy much of his lesson, kindaaaa, rowdy. After Geography, we had CCM. After CCM, SWIMMING :} Yeah. Walked to Bedok Swimming Complex as a class, changed into our swimming attire, went to swim :} I didn't have a actual swimming costume, so I borrowed my sister's Adidas tanktop, the one where you wear during a run. Yeah, and it was hot pink ! HAHA. Wore grey FBTs along with the tanktop. We were split up into three groups, beginner, intermediate and advance. I guess I'm in advanced, cause we practically didn't do anything but swim laps till we were out of breathe and developed cramps. HAHA. But we got released early, so we had more time to change and take our time. Gathered, took out weight and went off. I am a outstanding 56.5 KG. HAHA. I couldn't tell whether I lost or gain weight. Either way, I'm still, acceptable :} It's all muscles baybeee. After our lessons, Me, Ben, Florence, Sham, Yani, Bila, Atikah and Ali went to KFC to eat cause we were seriously hungry. Ate, talked, slacked, talked again. Rasyid, Zuhree and Haziq then joined us moments later. Talked again, then went off in the rain to Bedok Inter. Bus-ride with Florence, Rasyid and Bila. Laugh our asses off while we watch Rasyid and Florence argue about the silliest things. I am now down with a flu .___. But I'm still coming to school tomorrow, can spread to you people, then we can all get quarantined. MUAHAHAHA. HAHA. Kidding laaaaaaar. I'm sneezing non-stop now. Ahhhhh, Imissyou. Dedicated to my dearest Rachel Tan Zhen-Yi, probably the only one who could spell your name right with the hyphen in the middle of the Zhen and Yi :D I just read Rachel's blog. Her post drove me to tears ;( I still remembered the first time we met, bowling training. You kept complaining that you didn't like Mdm Lee Seok Joo. You came up to me, and said that you liked my hair, cause it was in pleats. I was thinking to myself, she's most probably commented on my hair for the four years in HGS. We started talking, and then we found out in P4, we were in the same class.I really am grateful, that we got through the whole year without making a fuss about the littlest things, and make up for the things that we missed. Like after a fight, we'd still be the two best friends who would sit at the yellow/green/blue table in the canteen, eating something from the Malay stall, laksa. We'd talk to the mak cik at the stall, just to make her feel better. Sometimes, for the sake of talking to her. We'd always go the drink stall after our meals and buy ourselves numerous number of COCA-COLA frozen jellies and had brain freeze after that. Then I remembered during P4, we'd go to the fitness corner next to the netball courts, and we'd make ourselves giddy, turning ourselves around the handle. We'd play scissors paper stone on the balancing beam and you'd always get fed up when I keep winning, and I'd sulk at one corner when you won. I also remembered, during Miss Guay's Maths lessons, we'd always be the only two girls with our hands up when she always asks if anyone cared to volunteered to teach the class how to do a particular sum. Whenever there was a sum we couldn't understand, we'd sing the chorus of " Complicated " by Avril Lavigne. I remembered the year we got Mr Quek for our PE teacher, and he kept putting me in to play during the netball tournament. You were so pissed off when you found out that you were barely playing for a quarter. P5 wasn't really the best year, cause you had Tiffany and Cheng Suan to hang out with, I was usually with the Malay girls. But then somehow, we ended up sitting next to each other at the back of the class in P6. We'd share each other's answers, especially during MATHS. We'd teach each other as though we were the smartest girls in class, when in real fact, our marks would always get beaten by Syahindah or Sarah Ng. I still remember, I would always hang at your place, while I ate cup noodles I bought from 7-11 and while you ate noodles you cooked your own, cause I was too cautious about your kitchen utensils. I remembered, you made for me Oreo Milkshake, and I was freaking out, and then you said " Who on Earth would want to blend pork ?" I laughed at myself, and at the joke. Now, we have more than a year of catching up to do. You have your own friends, I have mine. But I can't, and I never will forget the friendship we shared, for more than four years, and still counting. I shouldn't have had those 15 minutes of grumpiness, if not we would be spending those 15 minutes doing something productive like talking and discussing about something else. You had to go through those 15 minutes of my grumpiness everyday for the rest of the year for my sake, and I'm so sorry for having to put you into that position. Really, I am. We are a part, never apart. Sunday, June 28, 2009
You left with me with nothing. This is where it ends. It's the last day of holidays already. And I'm an ass for not actually spending it wisely. I woke up late today, at 1315hours to be precise, and I still procrastinated and delayed. I got up at 1330 just to find out that it's a beautiful day today, so beautiful, I could have actually went out and took some pictures of people or places in the neighbourhood, instead of taking my time to get up and take a shower. I spent the afternoon, laying on the couch staring at the television, hoping that a miracle would happen. What kind of a miracle? It doesn't really matter, cause I know miracles don't usually happen, so why bother hoping/wishing ? It's the start of term 3 tomorrow. I have no clue what we're gonna study for the next semester, and I don't think I can take another day without thinking about my future and what I'm gonna do with myself. I promised myself that I'm gonna do better this semester, but I'm probably gonna break that promise like I did with the previous ones. I keep telling others not to make empty promises, but what's the point when I myself relinquish those promises made. I'm an epitome of liars, and I can't be trusted. I can't be trusted, that's for sure. There's so many freaking distractions that I don't want to get bemused by but somehow I keep sidetracking and I can't contain myself from drawing away from all this nonsense. I need help. Forget about the sunshine when it's gone. First,
Yeah, so here I am, at 0104hours on a Sunday morning, blogging my ass off as I enjoy the company of my daily dose of Whose Line and myself. That is all :} I'd post something interesting, but I have nothing else to mention or contemplate about. All's well that end's well, right? Saturday, June 27, 2009
This talk about love, it's killing me. Don't let me go. I don't wanna talk about it. On hiatus, till, who knows, who cares, why bother ? For all we know, I could be lying face flat on my bed, doing nothing but cursing myself. I suck. Thanks to Bila/Rasyid/Abang Iwan for cheering me up, even though you don't even know it. Friday, June 26, 2009
Captives of our own prison. Heh. I'm currently waiting for 17 Again to load, while smsing Anwar and listening to songs on my iTunes. 3 more long, mundane days left till school reopens on Monday. What's more, I have swimming lessons on the first day of school. And AYG's on that day. Hah, coooooool. I won't be staying back in school to witness the fiesta :} Did I mention that Transformers II's awesome ? Yeah, I think I did :D Spent the night talking on the phone with (L). Slept at around three, woke up at 1135hours. Well, around that time I should say. Had the change the bed sheets, pillow covers what not. Ate lunch after my shower, did sweeping of the floors, while watching the recorded episode of Prison Break from yesterday. Gosh, the wind's so strong today. I can feel the breeze from my living room. Cooooling :} I don't see why we need fans/air-conditioners when we can experience the sensation of cool breeze brushing against our skin. Oh, camp ends today :D Nothing laaaaaaar. My sisters off to KL! I forgot to ask her to buy for me Gossip Girl books. I need three more novels to complete my collection ! Hurraaaah. Awesome, my mum says that you spend so much money on books, then after you finish reading, you leave one side. Might as well you borrow books. Better than not reading at all right? Besides, I could sell those books, can get income ^^v. Then, I'll be rich! MUAHAHAAHAHAHA. Nah. I shall keep the books, as a reminder that I spent money on educational purposes, not on clothes and other, accessories. Well, I do spend money on clothes, when I need them. 1627hours. Damn lar. The movie's really taking a very long time to load. Bummer ;( 2043hours. Ass lar. The window closed in the middle of the buffering. Thanks hor internet connection ? Thanks a lot.. SISTER LEFT ME HERE IN SINGAPORE WHILE SHE'S IN SOME FOREIGN COUNTRY DOING GOD KNOWS WHAT, GOD KNOWS WHERE AND GOD KNOWS WHEN SHE'S COMING BACK HOME. Man, that's a lot of God Knows What/When/Where. Thursday, June 25, 2009
I got my perfect fantasy.  Happy One Month (L). I'm skipping training, again. My arm's really hurting me, not only physically, but mentally. Stupid push ups. I spent the morning lying on my bed, thinking. Yes, thinking again. It's like I have nothing better to do like that. Hah, yeah. I don't really. I'm tired, and school's gonna reopen soon. I have nothing prepared, and I don't know whether I can survive the next few months. I'll just, stick to my usual routine then, study, lessons, recess, lessons, bell rings, netball/training/badminton/slacking, go home, do prayers, eat, watch teevee/homework/projects, sleep. Pretty much the same whole routine for ... 8 years. I smell like Salonpas .__. I can't even eat without my arms burning with pain every second. This morning, when I got out of bed, I couldn't even lift myself up. I'm really messed up, like serious. I took the above picture ^^V. It wasn't some picture I stole off the internet! Serious. I just listened to The Maine's version of I wanna love you, it's not really bad. HAHA. Pop/rock version. I (L) THE MAINE. Like really. Listen, go to Asyiqin's blog :D (removed) Happy? 1646hours. Currently anticipating the buffering of two movies, Up and Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist. I think I'll be online for quite a while, so don't be surprise if I'm not offline. I wanna watch these two movies today! Heeeee, well, if not, I wouldn't have time left to actually watch them. I got a book to read though. Yay! Actually, two books. The other one, I couldn't be bothered to read. Cause it's boring :S This is one of the longest post, ever. 2022hours. I'm done watching Up! and Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist. And I got my fringe back, it's normal again! Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Girls do what they want. Boys do what they can. People ask me how I'm doing, but every question still has you in. I say I'm fine, and I never think about you but you're always on my mind. I'm getting over you, I'm getting over you most of the time. If I say like I mean it, then maybe I'll believe it like it's true. I'm getting over you. Been playing all the songs you hated. I called the guy I almost dated. He's not the one, but I'm having fun. And I'm better off without you, and I think it's what I want. Even if it takes forever, I'll keep my shape together. I've been doing so much better. If I say it like I mean it, then maybe I'll believe it like it's true. I'm getting over you. It's no use thinking of you, when you don't think about me. You've got a new girl, I get it. I'll move on, well, I hope I do. You were the first, but you weren't the last. I'm not really over you, yet. But I have all the time in the world to do that. I fake a smile so he won't see. I slept at 2am yesterday, spent the time thinking, doodling on my notepad, thinking some more, doodling, contemplating again and again, smsed Shaqila about, stuff. Then I took morbid pictures of myself with my stupid bangs. Stupid ! Yeah, then in the middle of the night, I had this urge to get out of my bed and dance . Hah, so I switched my walkman to Hoedown Throwdown, and then I danced. Was pretty funny, was I was dancing in the dark, without my specs on. So I was practically bumping into things, inflicting myself with painful bruises here and there. I need to unwind. Oh, damn! It's gonna rain ;( I don't like it when it rains, it makes me feel mundane and it creates a sense of solitude when I think of rain. I'm upset ;( I'll be going out later, with (L) and Rachel. Well, I'm meeting Rachel first, then I'll meet (L) at Tampines. Yes. We have nothing planned. I think we're gonna catch Transformers 2 ^^v. Hope that the cinemas won't be mobbed with people. Like serious, I hate it when people can't decide what movie to watch and in the end they would spend so many minutes looking at the screen with the list of movies, blocking other people's view. Make up your mind people! That is all, enough said. TYMVFYC :} Bloody hell, I never read Flour Babies. Awesome! Zi Chang's making me feel so much better about MOE/MOH not extending our holidays. HAHA.  1828hours. I'm back from my movie date with (L). Transformers II was awesome. Megan Fox was smoking hot, and Shia Labouf was hilarious. Mistika recommends it :D Yeah. Got out of the house, 63-ed to Eunos Inter. Oh, I didn't notice Rasyid was in the bus, till he saw me and yelled my name. I turned left, then I cursed. HAHA. Sorry, was an instinct. He said he couldn't recognise me cause I was wearing a floral dress and I looked, feminine, till he figured who I was. Then he called me a dude again .__. Reached Eunos, met Rachel. Collected our books, made payment. Then trained to Kembangan to pass Bila's book. Then trained to Tampines. Was late for the movie, sorry (L). Booked a 1430 movie, then went to interchange to get my honey lemon drink ^^V. Walked back to CS, was in time for the movie :D Ended at 1700hours. Decided to go home, cause I had to be home by maghrib/dusk. Got home, did prayers, and here I am :} Alaaaaah, my laptop batt running low already! So faaaaaast, awesome lar. Just great :D Oh, and I got two more coloured markers, and my Gossip Girl book ! I shall read it, tonight! Yes. Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Two more days, less than one week. I can't make it on Thursday for our "Guitar Hero" session with Nas/Justin/Seri. I have training, 1pm to 4pm. Uhhhhhhhhhhhh, I've been skipping so many training sessions, but today is an exception, cause my arm can't be lifted. And it's numb. Uh-huh. I wanna go on our movie date leeeeeeeeeh. Florence, plaaaaaaaaan faaaaaaasteeeeeeer. Hah. Oh, and Raaaaaaaacheeeeeeeel, I waaaaaaaant myyyyyyy boooooooooooook. I woke up at 0745hours. I was not in the mood, so I kept shouting at my sister. Heeeeeee, mood swings. And theeeeen, bathed, went downstairs, watched TeeeeVeeeeee. Then I fell asleep in between The Replacements. I woke up at 1335hours. Got a text from Justin, missed call from Bilaaa. Yeah, I'm missing out on a lot of things lately. I smell like Salonpas, and my hair's not washed. I suck. Oh, I wanna go eat popiah now. Don't disturb me! Oh, I can't contain myself from saying this, so, I'mma just gonna spill it out. Someone has a newwwwwwww girlfrieeeeeend :D Emphasis on the word Girlfriend, and the word New. Monday, June 22, 2009
Backfired.  Bloody pissed. Camp's cancelled due to the H1N1 infection ._____. We reported for no reason. And what's more the late comers, that's me, had to do push-ups till the Sec Threes were satisfied. And I have training tomorrow, and I can't life my arm any point over my shoulder, cause it would get numb and painful. Ow. Currently chatting on the phone with (L). I have this urge to go out, but I don't know who with or where to. I need to get a lime green NIKE™ water bottle :| Like, badly. I lost my orange one, cause some idiot stole it. Assshole.  The person who took this, I thought it was eye-catching. Please claim your photo above ^^. Mirah, Alyssa, Asyiqin and Seri came over after the so called "camp" and slacked at my place till four. Heeeeeeeeeeee, they had fun bouncing up and down on my bed, and of course, messing with the laptop. We were cracking ourselves up and literally rolling on the floor laughing our asses off (ROFLMAO) while watching the finalists of Okto's One Minute of Fame. It was hilarious! HAHAHA. Pictures at a later date :} Oh, and for those of you who have Facebook™ accounts and have added me, please do this: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=93319247332&ref=mf and add me up as a friend :} And one more thing to add, cause I'm pretty sure I wouldn't survive the rest of the day without letting you people know that, I think I'm falling for someone. (!) (You've got the best, of bost world, chill it out take it slow, then you rock out the show, you get the best, of both worlds, mix it all together and you know that you get the best of both worlds. ) x3 *Inside joke* :} Before I go. Happy Fifteenth Birthday Naufal! May all your wishes come true :} Sunday, June 21, 2009
I'll be knocking on your door. Camp's tomorrow. Oh joy :} I'll be looking forward for it, with the worried faces clouding the sec ones, and the newcomers. Muahahahahahhahahaha. I'm gonna go watch the BWF Super Series now. GO TAUFIK HIDAYAT. Although I'm pretty sure he's gonna get trashed, it's 1835hours. I was right! Malaysia did win. Throughout the game, my kept yelling non-stop : MALAYSIA BOLEH! MALAYSIA BOLEH! It was irritating, but her support and undivided attention for Malaysia to win was somehow channeled through to Chong Wei's thoughts. During the point of time of her morbid yelling, he gained six points consecutively .____. Telepathy I tell you ! The Indonesian audience were kept silent every time Chong Wei kept landing shuttles onto Hidayat's court. The game was pretty intense, I guess. There weren't many Malaysian supporters, sooooo, there weren't any mini riots going on in the stadium. Hah, mini-riots (L) I miss (L), alot. I'll be away for camp on Monday and Tuesday. Sooooo, have loads of fun without me bloggers/internet explorers :} 2314hours. I'm not asleep yet. I don't feel a bit wiry. Saturday, June 20, 2009
You continue to cry.  I'm back from a day, out with my dad, my mum, and my mum and dad together :} Cool right ? Yeah, it's FATHER'S DAY. Ayahku Superhero :} Had lunch with the big guy at Geylang Market. Car-ride to Kallang Leisure Park to fetch my mum. Listened to The Beatles during the ride, just like good old days :} Reached Kallang, found out that my mum went home already. Soooo, car ride home. When I was about to change, my mum told me that she wanted to visit Geylang to purchase some blouse I think, so we 21-ed to Geylang after Asar prayers. After she purchased her blouse, I purchased mine :} At 10 bucks. Yay, and it's orange in colour ^^v. Oh, so happy. I offered to pay for it, but my mum insisted that she'd be the one paying ^^v. Another bonus :} Yeah, walked to TKC and window shopped for awhile. Wanted to buy that Adidas™ watch, BUT! I don't have the cash, not YET. I shall put that on my wish list. Yeah, that I shall do. Off to watch Daddy Day Care :} Friday, June 19, 2009
Much better .  I can't believe I'm listening to Nick and Joe Jonas serenading on my iTunes. Although, I have to say, they look gorgeous on their new album cover. *melts* Currently chatting with Ben and Harraz, although Harraz ain't replying, so I guess it's just me and Ben then. I'm all alone at home ^^V. Dad's in JB, sister's at work, mum had to go for an interview. I'm gonna order McDonald's later :} It sometimes pisses me off when Macs puts me on hold. It's as if I have all the time in the world. I woke up at 7am in the morning today. Bloody hell, so effing early. Went downstairs, watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S and then went up. My eyes were feeling droopy, so I went to sleep. But a call from (L) interrupted my "beauty" sleep, so I had to entertain the caller. Yeah, after that, I snoozed back till twelve. Took a shower, went downstairs to eat :} It's a Friday, and I'm stuck at home. I'm showing a grimace face of pain. For no apparent reason ^^v. Thursday, June 18, 2009
I like simple songs with pretty words.  He hasn't been sober for days. I don't mean to be a bother. Back from training, added more candid and posed shots from yesterday. Haziq looked like a photographer with my camera strapped around his neck and his cap placed the opposite way. So cute :} Adorable, I mean. Kay, career-like :} I've got nothing else to talk about. When do I ever ? Yeah, RACHEL SUPPOSE TO COME OVER TOMORROW, BUT SHE MADE PLANS AFETER OUR PLAN BACKFIRED. I am upset RACHEL, UPSET! But it's okay, it's the June Holidays. Oh yeah, I need a new water bottle ! Let's go T1 and purchase one some day :} Oh oh oh ! We, myself, Tiara and Elida, got to know that there MIGHT be one week holiday during the initial first week of Term 3 ^^V. MIGHT, not confirmed, but I hope there wouldn't be any school. Then I would have another week to actually fast, and then, I don't have to pay back anymore ^^v. Alright ! Damn, stupid network connection! I can't upload photos to Photobucket. Argh, ass. Currently chatting crap, with Florence Lee Dong Qin, and most probably talking horny later on in the midst of the conversation :} Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Continued.      I got grounded for taking too many pictures today :| But it was all worth it :} Don't you touch my boyfriend. Currently waiting for the pictures to upload. Curse cameras with pictures that consist of big memory space :/ Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Fear of the dark. Sighs, Prison Break's like in, a few minutes time. 15 minutes and 8 more seconds, to be exact. I'm gonna go bowling tomorrow, at least that's one of the most enjoyable highlights of my June Holidays :} My mum just accused me of being a liar, then I went to the kitchen and cried my eye-balls out while cracking my knuckles. Well, maybe she has every right to get maaad at me, she is the one who has been carrying the burden for nine months, well, make that eighteen, including my sister. So, yeah. I don't have the rights to actually yell at her. I just yelled at myself during my approximately 5 minutes breakdown :} Oh, I punched the coffee table, and then it shook so darn vigorously, I got scared and stopped crying. I switched on the television, F.R.I.E.N.D.S were being aired on Star World. It made my blues subside. So thank you, Chandler, Ross, Monica, Joey, Phoebe & not to forget, Rachel :} So lesson learnt: Monday doesn't really necessarily mean you'll get the blues, cause the last time Monday came along, I was actually happy ^^v. I don't think that made enough sense to most of us, but heck :} Oxymoronic. The last episode of 90210's keeping me in suspense. Annie knocked down some dude. Naomi's getting nabbed for holding an underage drinking party. I guess Silver's and Dixon's relationship's going down the drain now that Ethan confessed his "love" for Silver. Umm, Jen slept with Liam. Jen's a bitch. Naomi's dad's apparently alleged for sexual harassment. Sean's a conman. Mr and Mrs Wilson ate weed brownie, and are currently high. I guess Ryan's going out with Jen, Kelly's confused. Donna's separated from David. And, I need a book to read to occupy myself for approximately 13 more days before school reopens and before we're back to sitting at our desks oblivious to lessons and gossiping. I. Am. Thrilled. With. My. New. Blog. Skin. Finally. Awesome. Satisfied. Certain. Contented. Gratified. Oh damn, my butts numb. Monday, June 15, 2009
jolt me out of my bubble. Watching 90210. I have no mood to talk. I need to space for myself. I'm not gonna be able to make it on Wednesday, sorry Rasyid, sorry Zuhri. Religious tomorrow. And what's more, I'm fasting. Fasting in this tropical climate we call Singapore, overpowered with heartlanders who have no sense of patience. Trying everyday to make things as perfect as they possibly can. We are all losing it. I'm not going for training, again. Told you I should get kicked out. But nooooo, you still insist on keeping me in. I don't get why girls, have an act of actually putting little "love" quotes on their blog to show love and devotion for their guy when, God forbids, that they're gonna get separated long after. I mean no offence, to all the girls who are actually carrying this process out as we speak. But it's my opinion, don't let it get into the way of your daily blogging ritual. I'm just saying this, maybe cause I've never actually felt the way you girls felt, not now that is. I'm messed up, don't bother about me. Cause one way or another, all your inputs would enter one ear, exit the other. I know, it sucks, why'd you think I warned you first ? Sunday, June 14, 2009
just a picture on a wall. Not to forget. HAPPY FOURTEENTH DIANAAH! May all your wishes come true. HAPPY ADVANCED FIFTEEN NS.DINAAAAH! May all your wishes come true. The NS stands for NURSYAFIQAH :D Heregoesnothing.  I'm on nobody's side. Cause they're equally adorable. Anyway. Back from religious class. Ended early, cause my teacher had to attend a wedding :D Currently on the phone with (L). The cat who gave birth to those two adorable kittens above is one smart feline. Really! She'll jump through the window just to get to her kids awwwwwww :D Oh yes, before I forget, a special thanks to F. for keeping me company yesterday night through the phone :} I am packed for the week. I think, most probably. Saturday, June 13, 2009
he calls so many times I swear I'm going mad. My hands are freezing cold, and I can't think straight. Then again, when did I ever? Just got off the phone with (L). Heeeeee. I see no hope in actually doing my E-learning tasks, cause I'm pretty sure I won't take them seriously. I'm better off left slacking, precisely what I'm doing as we speak during this period of mundane June Holidays. Oh yes, we saw Mr Mark Tan yesterday at MACS. Hah. I was taken aback, cause I didn't think teachers would exist outside the classrooms, especially him. I see no hope for anything right now, to be honest. Oh! I found a litter of kittens in my sister's room. Now she's freaking out. Friday, June 12, 2009
That word just wears me out. Today was great. For the fact that I went out to meet (L) today. And that I got to see my netball babes. And I got another Coca-Cola™ Contour mug. HAHA, charcoal in colour, oooooooo. Yeah. You know what, I smsed Haziq Happy Birthday, when his birthday's like, a month away. World. Hah, but I got the chance to have a heart to heart talk with him :D Yeah, came home at around seven in the evening. HAHA. I can't go for training tomorrow .___. Stupid chipped toe nail -.- Brace for the pain, as what Haziq mentioned. I'm jealous, huh! Not of Haziq, of something else. HAHA. Thursday, June 11, 2009
So many thousand feet off the ground. First off, Happy Fourteenth Birthday Syazanah! :D May all your wishes come true babe ^^V Yeah, I've got nothing better to do now. I think my mum's making for me burger :D AHAH. I think. Back from the bank, to withdraw money. And then, I got a surprise. My mum applied a credit card for me .___. I'm still in shock. I'm going out tomorrow with (L). I'm down with sore throat and I just lost my voice. Now, I have a smexaye voice. Training on Saturday, can I not go? Oh, yes yes, Congrats Alyssa ^^V.  This above is fvcking cool. Credits to Stefanie Fong for the tip. AHHHH! Wednesday, June 10, 2009
You and me against the world.  My creative juices are failing me. Hands down, to sum up, Sec Two Adventure Camp was A.W.E.S.O.M.E. I got best female camper award :D Heh. I don't wanna draaaag about the whole camp, cause I'm lost for words. I wanted to cry during the campfire, but I didn't. The dance-off was hilarious btw. NAUFAL FTW! You guys should have really seen him dance. Bloooooody awesome. I lost my voice .___. I miss a whole lot of people during the camp. Uh, if only he was there with us then I wouldn't have to keep worry too much of him back at home. I just missed Red Thread .______. Sunday, June 7, 2009
we know all about you, we know your every move. I'm blasting the volume of my iTunes as we speak. Songs from THEMAINE'S playing. AHHHHHHHHH. I woke up with my body cold. I couldn't sit up, so I decided to postpone my religious class for today. Woke up at eight, resumed with my sleep till 1300hours. Skill, I know. Dearest called me then, we talked till 1330hours. Cause I needed to go shower :D Ahah. I'm going out after Asar later, to get my camp stuff. Toodles :} Cause you keep giving me butterflies. Currently discussing about Dubai's currency with Shafwan on MSN :} 2250hours. Will be attending camp from Monday, which is tomorrow, till Wednesday, which is three days later. So, don't miss me too much. Will update you guys on camp when I get back. BTW, my bag is not fully packed yet for camp. Tragic, I know. Saturday, June 6, 2009
all I ever wanted was you my love.  I'm done DLoading all of THEMAINE'S(L) songs from their two albums ^^V. I feel so happy with myself. I made a playlist in iTunes specially for songs from THEMAINE(L). Notice I keep typing THEMAINE(L) every time their names appear. Ahhhh, John just melts my heart the second he start serenading THEMAINE'S(L) song. I prefer acoustic versions. But all and all, I(L)THEMAINE. Loyal fanatic ^^V. I have more THEMAINE(L) songs than PARAMORE or HEYMONDAY. HAHA. Ohwell, better not get toooo obsessed. I was suppose to visit Watsons™ today to get my toiletries for camp. But looks like I'm stuck at home. URGH. Oh yes, SMS FARIED. I still haven't packed for camp yet. It's on Monday. Less than TWO MORE DAYS. Gosh, time really flies. Something happened on Wednesday, don't wanna tell you :} Just don't forget this, we won't regret this. We've got one chance to get it right. Since tonight's the night, we all roll along. Friday, June 5, 2009
now it's come to this.     FB will soon get over-rated anyway. Maybe. I doubt so ^^V My Friendster's surprisingly still alive. Yeah :D Oh, I have a comment from a somebody. Scandal ^^V I'm off. To do, you know what ^^V. Thursday, June 4, 2009
I see your face in my mind as we drive away. I've finally made up my mind, and I think I should stick to Badminton. There goes Netball. Haiya. I want Bowling again. How fickle-minded I can be. Training at nine tomorrow. Wooooopeeeeeee. I need a kiss. Wednesday, June 3, 2009
oh, hey. I was caught up with my Facebook account, that I forgot to blog. Okay, I take my words back. I don't think Facebook's for boring old adults. I'm very sorry. Well, I ran out of things to say. So, I'll leave when the wind blows. Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Never in a hurry, one by one the stars go to bed.   Bedok Skate Park was the bomb today. Although, I didn't skate. Still, took pictures. Loads, but I'll just upload, one. This is nice. Met new friends. Shaiful, Skye and Zoey. Heh. Currently uploading photos, getting pestered by three guys. Uh. Impatient people. Huh! Texting Fairunisah, get well! Hah, Afiq looks so cute in the photo above. He's smile, so nice :D Spending the day with Rasyid, Sham, Shaiful, Afiq and friends is great :D I'm their personal photographer. Kimeeeeek, wallpaper! *inside joke* So yeah, reached Bedok Skate Park, sat in the hot sun for awhile, went to KFC to eat. After that, went back to skate park, took some photos. Fooled around. Went home at around five with Rasyid. Don't feel bad hor Rasyid. It was a hot hot day today. Seriously. OMG. Burning man. I'm multi-tasking. Replying people's conversations, while blogging. Awesome, I know. Woooooooooooh! I feel so high today. Luckily I went to skate park today. If not, I'd be rotting. DAMN. Off to edit some pictures. I still think about those stupid things I said. Monday, June 1, 2009
Sunlight, sunshine, I offer you my daisy.  Pictures of you, pictures of me. Hung upon the walls, for the world to see. Pictures of you, pictures of me. Reminds us all of what we used to be. First off. HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY JONATHAAAAN! May all your birthday wishes come true :D Currently uploading pictures onto the PC, need to meddle with the contrast of the pictures, and stuff :D Don't worry, the pictures are in good hands. I'm a changed person now ^^V It's up to you to believe my words. I'm done with Karangan, heeeeeeeeee ^^V Spend my night watching the movie "Taken" on my sister's MAC, along with her. Freaky show, but hands down, the best action movie I have ever watched. Violent I tell you the man. BUt skillful, at the same time :D I keep shouting out skill everytime he does something out of the ordinary. My sister got annoyed. Heeeeeee. And it was one in the morning, where everyone else in my family were asleep. Excluding us sisters ^^V Tomorrow's agenda: Skating at Bedok Skate Park, hopefully. I'm suppose to go catch a movie with Faried and Zuhri, which leaves me to only one choice, skating or movie. Uh, I wanna go for both. My mum won't let, unless I did something around the house. I did do some things, around the house. I wash the plates/dishes, sweep the floor and most importantly, I DO NOT MAKE A MESS :D Well, maybe, for now. And it's the JUNE HOLIDAYS. I'll negotiate my plans with her in a while ^^V Oh, gawd, it's a hot day today. Moreover, I'm like perspiring like some pig. I can't seem to capture interesting photos these days. Huh, I need to get out. Maybe tomorrow would be the perfekt day. Which reminds me, I owe my mum. Damn. |
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Let's runaway now
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