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Profile Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period. Tagboard Archives February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, July 31, 2009 I'll say all the words that I know. First off, Happy Birthday Martin! May all your wishes come true (: Fridays are usually the number one day we would always be looking forward to after the first four days of the school week. Because, a) school ends early, b) everyone that I'm close with has no CCA and c) it's the start of a wonderful weekend (: HOWEVER! I'm not anticipating the weekends, cause I still have work to do :( Stupid IPW and NDP performance and Teacher's Day prep. and MT Oral practice and Council Investiture This has been a really, really busy week, don't you think ? I know it it is (: I wanna play netball. Stupid council investiture .__. Took up my afternoon. I would be at the netball court playing if I didn't have to attend the C.I. But, it's alright! I don't mind actually (: Awwwww. (L) had to wait for me to end in his class all alone today ;( I feel bad. I need to talk to people. And of course, eat chocolates. Cookies & Creams! You wouldn't want to know what we saw in the morning (: Thursday, July 30, 2009 I would explode just to save your life. First off, Happy Birthday Eyla! May all your wishes come true. So, yeah. I had a sudden feeling that today was a Friday. Cause it seems sooo, Friday-ish. Had training at Sports Hall today, due to the fact that the school hall was cluttered with desks and chairs for the O level examinations. Everyone seems so tensed these days. I know I am, and some others. I just found out yesterday that we Sec Two councillors have to plan some, National Day performance, which is due in : approximately 8 days. Shi Li has to come up with a proposal, and I have to help her out. Not that I have a problem with it. It's just that, I don't know how to help. OMG, I suck at things like this. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Heh, (L) and his band's gonna perform on Teachers' Day. Yay, I'll just admire his guitar playing from back stage, and then blow him a kiss when his looking at some point of his performance. Haha. Maybe, maybe not. Currently discussing terms with Shi Li on the ND performance. Suppose to hold some game : " Don't forget the National Day song lyrics! " Haha, some crap version of " Don't forget the lyrics! " Yeah, it's gonna be crappy. And again, (L)'s gonna take part. Haha. He claims he wants to impress me. I'm impressed as it is love (: Well, good luck! Cause we haven't got an idea of what the heck the prizes should be worth winning (: Eh, this was a last minute announcement okay ! Budget's like, 60 bucks .__. We can make do, no worries. I'm off.  Oh yes, I got the song from Sham already! Shaiful, biler mau skate ? Kau nyer wallpaper tak nak ker ? * Updated @ 21:46hours. Tuesday, July 28, 2009 Save me, I'm lost. You've got a face for a smile you know. Ashamed you wasted when you're breaking me slowly, But I've got a world of chances, for you. Chances, that you're burning through. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIKAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSA! May all your wishes come true (: If it weren't for Florence's answers which I DIDN'T COPY, on purpose, I would have failed. But, I'm pretty confident that I might pass, MIGHT. I wouldn't be so sure of passing my Science test, which is tomorrow. I have got nothing going into my brain. It goes in the right ear, exits through the left. I need help. Had Science Practical Assessment (at least, I think that's what S.P.A stands for) today. Was like a fish out of water. I didn't know what the heck I was suppose to do. But, alas, I managed to complete the experiment (: So, hurrah. Oh, another hurrah! Cause I have completed my Art/Maths/English/Malay assignments (: I'm suppose to be mugging for my test tomorrow. Ah, I'm not gonna take Physics next year. I miss you (L). Call me; Monday, July 27, 2009 You'll ignite the sky. And it's still so hard, to be who you are. So you play this part, The show goes on. You've come this far with a broken heart. Yeah, you've come this far, You're broken. Well, spent my night yesterday on the phone with (L) watching the Liverpool match with Singapore. Heeeee, 5-0. I yelled when F. Torres yanked his jersey off :O (L) got jealous. You're still the hottest to me (: But, serious. F. Torres was like, effing hot. And I screamed when the Liverpool players emerged from, nowhere. I did, (L) was laughing. Haha. I have a jam-packed week. But I still have time to actually, post. I'm still pondering about my actions here. I can't believe I actually revised my Geography notes. Well, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna flunk. Mr Leng's not like Mr Tan. It's because of Mr Leng, that we're gonna lose interest in Geography. So, yeah, I'm basically gonna flunk Geography. Had swimming today, was a short lesson, cause we arrived late. Some teacher kept us waiting at the parade square. Bloody fool .___. Learnt some life-saving skills. Me, Hannah, Amelia and Amanda were laughing our asses off. Haha. Oh, I FORGOT TO BRING SARAFEENA ALONG TO SCHOOL! I just realised that when I went to salam Asyiqin, Sabrina and Syawalina, then Asyiqin asked "Where's your flour baby?" Then I turned to (L), and I was like, "OMG. Sayang, I forgot Saraaaaa!" I'm such a freaking bad parent. And, if you're wondering who Sarafeena is, she's my flour baby :D Heee, full name would be : Nur Sarafeena Allamanda binte ... The name of my daughter's father is still unknown, for now. I'm only fourteen, still got like, a long way to go. Sara is adorable <3 Saturday, July 25, 2009 It's official. Happy Two Months (L). Yeah, I have a suckish handwriting alright. If you don't get what I mean in the above picture, consult me. Spent the afternoon till five with (L) at Bedok Reservoir today ^^v. But went to TM first to buy the birthday girl (s) some gifts :D I can't possibly tell you people what they are, cause you know, stuff. But it's nothing big, then again, it's the thought that counts, right ? Bused to B.R, walked around the place, and the rest, there's no need to take note :D Classified information. Beeelaaa is now having a time of her life, cause she got to snap a photo with the Liverpool players. Pffffffffft, yes, I'm jealous. Haha. And she's catching the game tomorrow. I'll just sit at home and watch it live, I'm pretty sure that Liverpool's gonna trash Singapore. Hah, how evil. Soooo, good luck ^^. I lost my mooo moo watch ;( Alaaaaah, how? I also don't know. I need to do karangan, maybe tomorrow :D Swimming lessons on Monday . I need to chiong training, bloody lazy.  You can't tell me lies, Friday, July 24, 2009 Cause' I didn't believe it. Hey. Sorry for the absence. There was simply nothing to blog about :D So, went to school with (L) who fetched me up from my place. Took 25 to school. Spent time with (L) in the classroom, haha. Fast forward, stayed back with the gang while (L) and Faried went for Friday prayers. Went off at 2.30pm for Council Investiture. Founf out then that C.I has been postponed, due to the H1N1 infection .___. And also, Mr Fathul wasn't given the permission to give councilors the green light. Hehehe, besides, his last week's next week. Sooo, hurrraaaahhh (?) Went off to the Sick Bay to slack there with Seri, cause her toe got injured. She wanted to kick the takraw, but kicked the wall instead. Yeah, set off for home at around, 5.30pm with (L). Currently pissed off with Rasyid. Teared up during the bus ride home. Was apparently thinking of a lot of things. Haiyaaaaa, cobaan. Don't leave. No. of days left: Five. Four. Three. Two. One. None. Tuesday, July 21, 2009 I smell like (L) The above title, is so true. I do smell like (L). He sprayed his deodorant all over me ;( Currently talking with him, and he's angry at me. Ahhhhhhhhhhh, I suck like hell. Mistika's stupid, and feeling guilty. Mistika shouldn't be with (L). She's not being a very good person, she sucks, and might hang up any time soon. I'm not in the mood right now. No. of days left: Five. Four. Three. Two. One. But I don't think we might get that far. Monday, July 20, 2009 Show me what I'm looking for. I'm back from Swimming Lessons. Was pretty tiring, did ten laps, but me and Hannah fooled coach and the rest, we did eight laps only. Fast forward till the end, (L) was sitting at the ramp, waiting for me. Awwwwwww, so sweet. Walked back to inter with the guys and (L). He wanted to send me home, but then I got a call from my sis, she said she was going to fetch me cause she wanted to eat the ice-kachang from some stall at Bedok. He didn't get to send me home in the end ;( Awwwwwww. Tampines lost to Ang Mo Kio 2-0(?) ;( But it's alright girls * Inserts grin, with two thumbs up * You girls did your best * Inserts grin, again * Beeela gave me the silent treatment this afternoon. I walked half of the journey by myself. Well, at least with Amanda :) Currently listening to Falling for You - Colbie Caillat. I am, falling for you. But I'll try to get a grip of myself. Chatting with no one, missing you. Oh, I need to go drink my cough syrup, my throat's killing me. I'm so bloody random :S No. of days left : Five. Four. Three. Two. One. None. Sunday, July 19, 2009 I tell everyone we got through. 180709. Yeah, so I shall this opportunity to blog about what happened yesterday afternoon at Pasir Ris. Umm, 21-ed to Tampines MRT to meet Rasyid and Florence. Went to Cheers™ and met Rasyid. He brought along Khairul. He sounded familiar, then I remembered Rasyid telling me about his tuition friend who was from NCC. Then yeah, he introduced us, I said Hello. He said Hi. Haha. And then, yeah, waited for Sham for awhile while we chatted and inflict pain on Rasyid. Trained to Pasir Ris with Rasyid, Sham and Florence. Khairul had to go home. Went around White Sands for awhile with Florence, Sham, Rasyid and Zuhree. Waited for Haziq, then went to Macs to eat. Then, Atikah, Bila and Ali arrived. Took a few pictures, mingled here and there, stared at hot girls. Yeah, we did that. Heeeee, after that, we proceeded to Pasir Ris Beach after Rizan's arrival. Upon our arrival at the site, we took out the cake and set up the candles. We practically wasted the matchsticks, cause the wind was putting out the flame. So, yeah, we gave up and just sang the "Birthday Song" without the flames. Birthday girls/boy cut the cake, and we gobbled it up. Afterwhich, PHOTOS! So many, the rest were like, meddling with my cam. Heeeeeeeee. Left at around five for my nephew's chalet, parents sent me home after that. Yeah. Currently texting/MSNing with Khairul. Was previously texting (L). Listening to Knock you Down - Keri Hilson. I have not completed my Maths HW. Heh, shall do that later (: Saturday, July 18, 2009 By request. Ezzudin requested me to blog this, so here goes nothing. I once thought love was forbidden and for those who were idiots. And that only the "cool" guys in school could get all the hot girls. Now I know, that most hot girls love guys with muscle and all that shit. Nobody looks at the nerds, emo dudes, the jack asses. Only a little. Damn, I know it's true. It really sucks that no one treasures me.                                                                       - Afiq Ezzudin. Love sick lullabies. I love today (: Birthday Girls/Boy Not in order people. Deal with it. There's, like, 100 plus pictures actually. WARNING: Contents might be explicit.
Let's runaway now let's go away to some place safe.