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Now I can breathe
turn my insides out and smother me.
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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period. Tagboard
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
i'm finding it hard to resist.  I suddenly got news from Elena/Shi Li, that I had the settle the performance by this Friday, my IPW's/Maths NPPA's/Malay NPPA's incomplete, I still have to stay back everyday for either training or rehearsals, I literally and theoratically have pains in my neck and especially my ass, I don't have a proper schedule for my tests and after-school activities, I am apparently getting on people's nerves, they are getting on my nerves, I have less than 72 hours to enjoy life before I go on and fast without having to eat for almost 13 hours each day for a month, I still have to attend training during fasting month, I got councilors who don't listen which includes me I shall admit, I'm confused, I am getting pop-up ads everytime I visit my blog, I am losing out in a lot of things like my studies and social life, I am beginning to feel so isolated from civilisation all of a sudden, I am also beginning to hate and for those who know me inside out, I don't hate, I have no time for myself or my friends or my family, I have to resort to coming home after seven everyday, skipping my prayers and I don't like skipping prayers, I feel guilty whenever I see Mr Ang walking pass me cause I've been skipping training for more than 2 months, I have yet to submit my Sec-Three Subject Combinations, when the problem is, I don't know which subjects I should pick, I've been avoiding people I know and mingle with just because I have that stupid mentally that they changed when in real fact, they did no such thing, and it's been me, me all along. I can finally and officially conclude, I am a complete failure to all socialites on this Earth. |
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Let's runaway now
let's go away to some place safe. |
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