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M istika, I turned fifteen. I'm an optimist, but it wouldn't hurt for me to be a lil' bit pessimistic. Yes, I'm abnormal, period.
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Friday, October 30, 2009
it's me, for you. Don't eat till you're full, eat till you're contented. That phrase above, was quoted by Shamsul Ariffin. I didn't think he was that inspirational. Got back my EOY results today. I got 11th position in class. Which is kinda alright for my standard. Hurrah! English Language: 66 (B3) Malay: 66 (B3) Mathematics: 68 (B3) Science: 66 (B3) Geography: 83 (A1) History: 75 (A1) Literature: 61 (B4) D&T: 67 (B3) Art: 75 (A1) HE: 79 (A1) Percentage: 70.6 ^^. Yay! So, I hope I can get something in return for my hardwork and dedication towards my studies. Haha, INSYA'ALLAH! Amin :D Yay! Class Chalet on 5th and 6th November :D Thursday, October 29, 2009
untitled post.  Wednesday, October 28, 2009
nancholistic.  In your eyes, I lost my place. Science Centre was great :D Ventured around the vicinity. I think that's it, more pictures at class blog, and my facebook. Oh, I got picked to attend the SPH Media Camp! Along with Ben. Yay! Tuesday, October 27, 2009
times rearrange. I don't know who you are anymore. First off, Happy Fourteenth Birthday Asyiqin! About your birthday present, it's Haha. It was pathetic, really. But! it's the though that counts :D Science Centre tomorrow, decided to bring my DSLR. Better get body guards to.. guard it. I always have doubts in myself ;( I still have a million or more reasons for why I'm not a good leader. I don't deserve you, but look where we wound ourselves into. Sometimes I keep asking myself how long we could possibly keep this up. Apparently long enough for us to think about OUR future. Which is good, no doubt. I really need you now. If you could just come knocking on my door, somehow, right now, this very moment. You're the only one I've got left, I lost so many, I can't bear to lose you dear. Monday, October 26, 2009
People change. I'm gonna write a goodbye and that's when. Felt like going for a jog today, but decided not to. I'm gonna have training tomorrow, I wanna lose weight badly. I shall set up a time table, like the one I did for my EOY :D Yay! So that's training on Tuesday and Thursday, Saturday morning run. Awesome, by my calculations, I'd be able to lose around 5 kilos in a month, hopefully. Maybe more :D I need to go for training now ;( At least I won't think about all the crap during school and gain my CCA points. I am really screwed. And I won't deny that I am fat, but I'm surprisingly healthier than most of you out there. I have a waistline of... 28 inches I think and my hips are... 32 inches. GOAL! is to have a waistline of... 25 inches and hips at... 29 inches. Maybe, cause I don't know whether it's possible to shrink your hip size :D It's part of puberty, but it should be possible :D And oh! I need to lose the extra blubber of fats around my thigh area, I won't resort to lipo, no worries. Hai, gotta do some brutal training :/ Woah, too much guitar playing led to serious hardening of fingers on left hand. What's up with the world, revolving so fast? What happened to us? Sunday, October 25, 2009
So let me get this straight. You say you love me all along. Hmmmm, KL? Or Council Camp? I don't know which one to choose. I wanna go KL, but at the same time I wanna bond. But I don't think there would be much "bonding" during camp since I'd get isolated by you guys. So, I'm leaning more towards KL. We'll see, you guys won't notice me when I'm gone anyway, right? *Sidetrack* Shit, I keep forgetting about today. Hahaa. I'm suppose to be happy ;( How ironic. I wanna catch 500 Days of Summer tomorrow! It's not a love story, it's a story about love :D I shall. Today was hilarious, my dad couldn't stop laughing at his own jokes. He laughed so hard he rolled on the floor and laid there .__. We all teared a little too. Hahahaha, I keep hearing lyrics of the song Down - Jay Sean on like almost every blog I visit .__. Happy 5 Months Baby ♥ I can't believe we forgot about today. Friday, October 23, 2009
I like to make myself. Believe that Planet Earth turns slowly. Well, I got my results back. Geography: 45/55 Literature: 27/50 .__. Home Econs: 39/50 English: 32/50 Science: 62/100 History: 31/50 MT: 44/70 Math: 61/100 Rest assured, I'm not satisfied with my results. My mum surprisingly wasn't angry with me. Most likely I'd be getting streamed into a pure science class. Please be 3E2. I don't mind not getting into triple Science actually. Doesn't really matter :) I want 3E2! There is a particular reason okay! It's to prove people that I'm still hardworking BUT! not hardworking enough. Either way, please let it be 3E2. I shall go listen the the Anberlin Playlist (L) just dedicated to me. Thursday, October 22, 2009
we're at war. Keep me safe inside, tower over me. The video I posted yesterday was fvcking hilarious. OMG. Hahahaha. Okay, I shall go watch it again later. I got my guitar case already! Yipeeeee. Hehe, I'm happy. So, went out with my mum and sis today. Grocery shopping at NTUC(Bedok), it felt weird, seeing so many other students in their uniforms and me in, home clothes. It's as if I skipped school or something. Awkward. We went to eat lunch later at Bedok Corner. I swear, my sister talks as if the whole food court couldn't hear her. Was freaking loud! Like serious .___. Drove to Tampines and got my case! Yay! I'm happy. I've got nothing left to do now. Hmmmm. Oh yes, I'm getting back my results tomorrow. Ah, bummer. Wednesday, October 21, 2009
there's no use. It's time to move forward. Okay, I'm still unsure whether I'm still getting my guitar casing yet. Cause I want one so badly. Should have bought one when I had the chance. Awwww, the sky's crying ;( So anyway, I'm bored. I shall do something productive now, and then come back here again. Yay! I'm gonna watch 90210 Season 2 now! Watch this video! Credits to.. Dylan Tan Chin Boon. Tuesday, October 20, 2009
exam-free. You won't come back to haunt me. WE ARE OFFICIALLY DONE WITH EXAMINATIONS! Yeah :D Things aren't getting better for me though, I don't wanna ramble. I complain too much for you guys not to care, right? After examinations, sat down at the bench with (L) before he left for his A Maths paper. Went to KFC with Beeela. Rizan has an iPhone, and he has officially opened my eyes to the pros of iPhones. I shall get one soon :D The rest of the afternoon was A.W.E.S.O.M.E. With the occasional perspiration here and there, due to the long long walk from Ice Cream Chefs to the playground somewhere along the park connector. Hehe. Pictures? I have a few. The rest @ Beela's blog. And my Facebook™. TYVM. I'm thankful for having that dart board hung across my wall for me to aim at when I'm in a bad mood. Especially today, it restrained myself from crying. Cause it knew I vowed not to cry over petty things like not having my friends around. If all fails, I'll still have my dignity. Monday, October 19, 2009
green initials. I should be happy now. My hair smells, different. A good different. I just bought some new type of shampoo that is said to strengthen the roots of your hair and reduces hair loss. Did I mention I suffer from a serious hair loss issue? Yes, I do. So from now on, I have to not only use this formulated shampoo, I also have to use some hair stimulant after my shower. Yes, my life is so not accustomed to complex beauty techniques such as this. Oh well, I think it's about time I change my blogskin. So, BRB. OKAY, I am back with a new skin. I like it! But I'm prolly gonna change to a new one soon. We'll see, I currently am trying to improve on my guitar playing, bit by bit. Uh-huh. Let's see, what do I have to accomplish for the next two months or so..
Sunday, October 18, 2009
you lift my feet. I've been waiting my whole for someone like you. It's time I blogged. Exams aren't officially over, yet. Art examinations are getting on my nerves, such a hassle .___. But hopefully, I'm certain that it would up my overall percentage, by a tiny bit. Omgawwwd, I'm gonna flunk Science and Maths. Oh, did I mention I broke down during my first Maths paper? Yeah. I did, I'm pathetic. Well, I finally met up with Rachel! Yeah, yesterday. Spend our afternoon at the Esplanade. But went to Peninsula Shopping Center to get my guitar strings and the missing bits from my guitar. Hehe. Walked to the Esplanade found some shelter and chatted about life. Mostly mine, haha. It was great while it lasted :D 22:18pm. I was so accustomed to blogging every single day/at least 5 times a week. Haha, then I realised, it's been 9 days since I updated .__. Woaaaaah. Haha, but I don't think it really matters. Cause I'm pretty sure that this website's not that interesting. Omgaaaawd, sayaaaaaang. Sms me leeeeh. I tengah boring ni. Sms sms sms sms sms sms sms sms. Oh, I got blisters on fingers ;( I've got a boo boo ;( I'm upset. Friday, October 9, 2009
you're no exception. First off, Happy (inserts age)th Birthday My Dearest and Only Sister! Happy Fifteenth Birthday Baby ♥ Omgaaawwwwd. I have a week of examinations ahead of me. The irony is, I'm not prepared for it. Oh, I just realised something. Nevermind. Sunday, October 4, 2009
one spark starts the fire.      Ku rasa ku telah jatuh cinta, pada pandangan yang pertama. Friday's Raye outing was hilarious ;) Although at the same time irritating to the extent that.. Nevermind. (L) came to pick me up after his prayers, bus-ed to Hakim(S)'s place. Waited for like, more than half an hour for Akmal and Amirul to arrive. Ate, took group photo and left :) Then we bus-ed to Hakim(C)'s place. Kutuk Amirul rabak-rabak, waited for the guys to finish prayers, took group photo, went off. Bus-ed to (L)'s place next. Your brother is not as tall as me! He's, a few cm, shorter. Ate spaghetti, although we all were freaking full already. Waited for the guys to finish their prayers, took group photo, left. Bus-ed to Mahirah's place. This was the only place we didn't get to take a group photo, due to the time constraint ;( Ate a little, joked about, left. Walked to Azfryna's place. Joked about, waited for my dad to fetch us, joked some more, and left. Dad arrived, we had to squeeze into the car. Amirul became the co-pilot, haha. (L) was all the way at the back ;( Salaaaah parking daaaah. Car-ride to, my place. Arrived, we took the elevator up to Miss Idzhana's place. Haha. Joked, gossiped ;) Oh, I found out that I'm somehow related to her. Ate Pizza, took group photo, went off to my place. Haha. Everyone had their eyes glued to the tee vee. I guess everyone was beat ;( Dad offered to send them to Bedok Inter. Then the rest was History ;0 My sister got a Blackberry for her freaking birthday present. And all I got was a orange crumpler bag. Honestly people, a blackberry!  |
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